10 years Dad ! Wow , time flies I wish you were still here to see your Great Grand kids, Jennifer and Sabrina being Mothers, Eddies retirement, Eddie and Sonia being grandparents , Brandon's accomplishments and our Little Leanna growing up. Well , mom is still the Energizer bunny. I found the love of my life ( Liz) and she is special and amazing We miss you and we love you. We think about everything you instilled in us. Always thinking of you and the memories we all created.

10 years dad , wow! time flies . I wish you were still here to see your great grand kids , Jennifer and Sabrina being Mothers, Eddies retirement, Eddie and Sonia  being grandparents, Brandon's accomplishments and our Little Leanna growing up. Well , mom is still the Energizer bunny . We miss you and we love you. 
We think about you and everything you instilled in us . 
Always thinking of you dad and the memories we all created.

Still miss you.  Soon we see you in Heaven.


Hon, I just wrote you a message , but I don't see it.  I was telling that our babies are growing up, and graduating from elementary,high school, and college.  Brandon got his bachelor from Cal State.  Leanna will be graduating from elementary school to Junior High, and Henry and Christina girl (our grand niece) Skylar from High School.  Our Jennifer had our beautiful grand daughter two months now, and our Adele the older sister.  Now, Sabrina is pregnant with a baby boy, Sabrina and Richie are waiting for their baby boy .  Thank God and we are doing good.  Love you!!!   

Hon, It's been almost nine years since you passed away, and wish you could be here to look and enjoy our beautiful great grand daughters.  Now, our Sabrina is pregnant with a boy , her and Richie are waiting for a baby boy. Brandon graduated from Cal State .  Leanna is graduating from elementary to Junior High.  Our babies are not babies anymore.  Last week end we went to Henry's and Christina's  house to celebrated Skylar  graduation from High School.  I saw a lot of our nieces,grand nieces, and I spent some time with our sons.  It was really great to see our members together.  Love you and God is with you!    

miss you
we all miss you , one day we will be together again


Hon, been a while I wrote to you.  I have met someone, and he is a wonderful man.  He is a respectful man and treats me very well.  He lost his wife around the time I lost you.  He is a good man and enjoy each other's company.  Your sons met him, and it seems they like him, also.  We love animals and walking, and also go to church together.  It had been six years since I lost you, and I meet him.  He lost his wife with breast cancer, and he said they were married about 45 years.  She was a mail woman, and they lived also where we live.  But, you know you will always be in mind and heart.   Next month it will be eight years we lost you, and Leanna still remembers you so well.  Your grandchildren are growing so fast and your great grand children, one on the way.  L O V E  Y O U   

My Father's Chair still standing there All alone since the long night Now it's  8  years on and I still feel He'll come home, we'll be alright 

So where's this healing time brings I was told the pain would ease But it still hurts like the first night 

That night my brother, my mother and I Were looking up at a distant star 
And wishing we could reach that far 

And back in the house 
And alone for the first time We told each other we cared We avoided My Father's Chair 

I watch my family, we hold on We are strong and we'll be alright The clock continues counting down, all the while And every child will share the long night 

When I knew you'd be gone  
it came too fast and stayed too long 
Why do they leave the weak of spirit And take the strong 

When the world turns sour And I get sick from the smell And I can't find no comfort there 
I climb into My Father's Chair

Well its looking like we may have survived the pandemic. Think about you every day pops. Job  and kids are good , miss ya! 

Wow its been 7 years. 
I miss you dad . I only wish you could have seen Brandon and Leanna growing up. Brandon making Deans List twice and Leanna winning Jiu Jitsu Tournaments. Your Grand daughter is the 63 lb girls Jiu Jitsu champion. I wish you could see how well Eddie and I are doing with our careers. Again, we miss you. 

Just seen your tribute video and it brought back allot of memories. We live to create memories. Wish you could see Brandon and Leanna growing up they are both doing so good. Brandon in College and Leanna kicking butt in her Jiu Jitsu classes. Mom and I had some minor health issues recently but it looks like we are recovering pretty good. Well we miss you cant believe its been 5 and a half years . Take care , say hi to Uncle Jerry, Uncle Louie, Jan and Janae from us.  

Hon It's  been a while that I did not have a computer, but here I am again.  The family (our)  is growing and the little ones are so awesome.  Leanna is taking Karate and wrestling and she is doing very well.  She has had some matches and she is doing so well.  The classes are so organized, the instructors are great!  They exercise and do workouts and they really put their bodies and minds to work.  She is growing very strong  and using her mind to focus her moves.  Brandon is starting the second year of college.  Sabrina and Jennifer are working young ladies.   I am very proud of our grand children.  Little Adele is growing up fast.  She is beautiful little girl.  Love you always Me 

Love you and miss you  .  You will my love forever

Dear Hon, It has been awhile since I wrote you.  Our little girl Adelele is so beautiful, the most happy  baby I seen.  One day she will be walking,speaking, and in school .  I mean time goes so fast, so it is so important to share these wonderful moments to our achievement.  if only you could meet her you also would been in love with her I  love you so much,  and some day we will meet you again.    

Hon, our Adelaide came into the world, and she is beautiful, gorgeous, and wonderful little girl.  Jennifer had a hard time, but she is very strong during this procedure.  I talk to your brother and he also, became a great grand father.  This is great news with these babies and makes us more aware of our blessings.  Only you were here it will be a unique moments for all of us.

WELL BABE TODAY IS VALENTINE DAY, AND I REALLY MISS YOU.  I BEEN GOING TO SENIOR CENTER AND YOU WOULD HAVE LOVED IT.ALSO IT IS ASH WEDNESDAY, AND REMEMBER HOW WE WENT TO CHURCH EARLY IN MORNING TO HAVE TO HAVE BREAKFAST , WHICH YOU REALLY ENJOYED.  LOVE YOU ALWAYS TILL WE MEET AGAIN!!!

Hi Dad, I was just thinking about you. I know times you may have been thinking why could i just not settle down and maybe like you and Eddie. I have held myself accountable for mistakes in relationships, etc. However I am single for the first time in 20 years and I feel great! At the end of the day if my family and kids are good so am I. This is a couple of lines for you 

I can't keep pretending this next stop isn't mine
The truth is on the table, and someone's gotta sign
I've done my best defending
But the punches are starting to land
I'm being selfish for now and enjoying my freedom 
I hope you understand


So I'm handing you a memory
I hope you understand
That steadily reminds you
Of who I really am.

The memory is of all of us going to the mountains on the weekend, 

you were not just my dad but a friend.

Today is January 22,2018 I saw Becky,Rudy, and Ted , Ruth's brothers it was really great to see them.  If only you were here it would been so great!  I miss you baby. Luv you always

March is very close ,hon in that time little Adele will be born.  I got of little touch of asthma , so have decided to stop working.  I really need the rest.Other than that I enjoy being around. and hopefully for a long while.Our Christmas was very merry, happy, and love with the family! love always Me

Yvette and her husband had a beautiful baby named Alexander.  Jennifer is in her fifth month and due in early March.  Eddie and Sonia are so excited,to be grandparents, they are doing really good.  Louie is with me, which I feel very safe with him around.  All our grandchildren are growing up and wonderful young adults (only Leanne ) only six years old. lUV YOU FOR EVER

Hon, Only u were here our Jennifer and Bryan have a bundle joy in March.  That is best news in a long time.  Eddie did start his new job last week.  Leanne and Brandon went back to school last week also.  Yvette will also, have a baby  any time now.  I really miss you, one day we will be together again.  love u

This weekend Hon, I got a visit from Aggie our niece. She brought me a picture which she painted in high school.  Her family went to New Mexico and saw Roque, Maria and their family.  She took the ashee of Eppie and Sal to where they met in high school.  She said was beautiful there. Well Hon love as you know forever.

Hon I have great news  our Jennifer and Bryan are excepting !  Only if you were here , you were be the happiest person in the world.  Love you for ever , and one day we will meet again.

Hi Hon, Sad news your brother passed away last month.  Alex always called me and Eppie he was in good mood, and everyone will miss him.  But, you will see him soon.  We only have Roque , hopefully, for along while.  Babe, I been quite busy with Esther Nest, because almost graduation.  I will always miss you, love you always!!

This passed  Sunday was Mother's Day, and  it was really nice, and it was quiet but very nice.  Went to dinner with Louie and talked to Eddie and Sonia and also all our grand children.  This passed Friday May 12 was Eddie's Retirement  it was beautiful !!!!  You would have loved it, and so proud of Eddie.  Also, Louie and I were very proud of him.  I had a wonderful time that day and Eddie mentioned every body in our family.  I could mot stop crying.  Babe I miss you so much, think about  you a lot, but life goes on.  I will always love you.   Love  U  Me

Hi,Babe Today we went to church.  Louie, Leanna and I went and Father Austin was giving the mass.  Then we went to Jim's because all the restaurant were full.  Then we got home and Louie did a Easter hunt for Leanna.  It has been a good Easter, but I miss you. Love you a lot!!!!

Well Babe, You will be happier, now because Eppie left us on last week.  She was your favorite sister so you will have company.  You can talk about old times, and every time I saw her , she would ask for you(Lalo).  Hon, I miss you, but I still have a lot of good times which we had in my mind.  Love you Babe so much. Me

Today is Valentine's Day, and I was thinking about you all day .  What ever you did you always remember me, that special day.  When we first met on Valentine Day I was mad with you, but when I came home a heart with candies and a teddy bear were waiting for me.  For a while time it was always candy and teddy bear.  Than latter as time passed you had a card, dinner , and candy.  You never forgot Valentine's Day, for me.  Today I went to the center, and I only wished you have been with me.  Every night I pray for you, and I really miss you , but you are in dreams.   Love You Forever  Me

Well Hon, Again it is raining.  This year we got rain, to make us quiet. This week-end will be Leanna Birthday party, she is so excited!!!  Honestly, this year started good , also, this past year was ended very well.  I have been able to see our grandchildren more often.  As, I wrote before Next year would be our 50th year anniversary .  As, Louie wrote our grandchildren are so beautiful, also full of spirit and just fun to be around.  I miss you, love You, and someday I will see you.  Me

Hi Dad, 

Was just thinking about a few things especially how GOD is great. Sometimes in life you may think you are at a low point and are wondering why. And then you realize the reason you may have been at that low point briefly is because there were so many other doors waiting to open for you. GOD watches over us when we may not even realize it sometimes. And we need to look back and say "he was there in a difficult time".  Life is about highs and lows but mainly Lessons Learned. Your 4 grandchildren are so grown up and beautiful. Leanna will be 6 next week and Brandon 17 in a few weeks. Poor Eddie I think him and Raider Nation thought they may get to the Superbowl this year, but they got eliminated in the first round. Well we miss you and know you are looking down on us.

Hon, Today it is still raining, but it's alright we needed it.  It is January 10th and I still miss you every day.  Next year July 6, 2018 it would have been our 50 year anniversary.  When I think about it makes me realize how soon you left us.  I always thinking about you, and I know you are not suffering anymore, but I can not stop remembering you.  I remember when you finishing your wooden crosses and excited when I would tell all your crosses were in good hands. All the teachers,and all person who took your crosses would let me know they were bless them, as  I ask them to do. I used to make rosaries to each cross, but after a while you for too fast for me to keep up.  Those times were my favorite, because you were so proud of your work.  We were able to spend time together and enjoyed our work.  I WILL MISS VERY MUCH!!!!!  love you forever Me

I REALLY MISS YOU,ESPECIALLY IN THIS TIME OF CHRISTMAS TIME AND NEW YEAR.  AS I MENTIONED BEFORE THAT LOUIE IS WITH ME, THANK GOD.  I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY DAY, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN SAFE HANDS WITH OUR FATHER.  CHRISTMAS WAS VERY NICE EVERYBODY AT OUR HOME.  I LOVE IT, BUT I MISS YOU NOT BEING THERE.  LOVE FOREVER  ME

Wel Hon , It has been since wrote to you.  I have been busy with Esther Nest and Volunteering Center.  Good news i have Louie back with me, and I really enjoy his company.  I have someone to eat with,I am able to see our grandchildren more often, and I feel more safe with him AROUND. i AM DOING ALRIGHT, and of course I retiring next year close to their anninersary (wedding) . All, our grandchildren are doing very well.  Love you very much and I really miss.

Hey Dad cant believe its been over 3 years. Still thinking about you and miss you everyday.

Louie

Hon, It's been a  while since I wrote to you, I have been busy with the house, and doing different to it. I put a new door for the front change the floors to laminate flooring. Next, is painting and new sofas, it looks Awesome!!  If only you were here now the Rams are back home, your favorite team.  The house  is looking nicer, and I have been busy with it.  Also need to get new screens. Every time I do something new in the house I think about you.  It has been a rough road, but I have been busy .  But, Hon I  miss you so much. I been seeing Eddie and Louie very often. This week end it was Labor Day , and I saw Eddie and Sonia on Saturday and Sunday Louie and his family.  Today is Labor Day, so I went to church with a lady which we knew way back, her name is Josephine, she lives really to me.  I went today because I spend the day with Louie yesterday(Sunday).  We saw the Hands of Stone, which was Duran's the boxer life.  It was interesting .  Well, hon some day I will see you and meet in Heaven .  Love you always Me

ALWAYS IN MY HEART, ALWAYS IN THOUGHTS, AND ALWAYS IN MY MIND! TILL WE MEET AGAIN

It haws been almost two months since wrote to you, and many reasons. This last month we lost three members of our family. Our uncle Joe, Janae our god daughter, and my cousin Frank.  It has been very depressing, because that was only happening too fast.  Finally, I got good news that our Yvette was pregnant with a boy, thank you God. I have been more relaxed , now that I have retired.  But, the house keeps me busy, my dogs and the cats, did I mention Oreo, Luna's new sister?  She is a nut, but keeps Luna on her feet. Luv you Babe and miss you.

Hon, today is Saturday, and I love the week ends.  As, I wrote before I have been  busy, with Esther and the little ones are so busy, but very smart. Our baby has been growing so fast. Brandon is so handsome, and very smart also.  Sabrina and Jennifer are both working and I am so sure very busy. Hopefully, Jennifer will be Manager where she works.  I am very proud of both of them.  Well, babe I miss you, but I am alright.  Love you Always Me

Hi Dad. Well we just had the best National Championship in College basketball history. First buzzer beater since 1983. Well we are all getting together Saturday for Eddie bday and the Pacquio fight. We will be thinking of you as we always do on special occassions. Love you! and miss you!

Hon, Louie's Birthday just passed two weeks, now Eddie's is coming.  Now I really feel old!!!  I been busy with a childcare center after work, and I am exhausted when I get home.  I don't mind because as long as I am busy, it is good for my health and I am focused on work, and missing you more.  I really do miss you especially on special occasions. like our birthdays, our grandchildren , and all the special people in my life and our life,  I miss you and love you forever. Me

It's been almost a month since I wrote to you.  I been busy, very busy at work, which it is good. Today, it is raining a lot, and I hurried home, because I know that traffic will be worse later, it's Friday.  Our grandchildren are growing, and getting smarter and smarter.  Brandon is already  a sophomore.  Our Leanna is ready to go to elementary school, next year.  Jennifer has been married one year , and our Sabrina has been married four years.  Eddie and Louie are great sons, and of course, Sonia and Maria I love them very much.  I am very fortunate to have them both.  Love you Hon, always.

Well hon, it is two days before Valentine Day.  I always remember every year I would get candy and a bear, I really miss those days.  I miss you so much, and I only wished you were here.  There are days that I feel lost without you.  I hate to repeat my self, but I am still working with your absence.  I do remember the first Valentine Day gift that you gave me. I still have the beautiful heart package that the candy came in.  I still have the first five hearts you gave me, I just can't throw them away.  Hon, I do miss you and I sure hope you can still taking of me, from Heaven.  Love you Hon

Today is Super Bowl 50 , all I know I want the Broncos to win!!!! Luv u hon

Hon, I read Louie writing, and he is so right about will be in our life for forever.  Yesterday we had a party for Leanna , now 5years old,she threw some balloons up to you in heaven.  You would be so proud of our grandchildren, they are growing to be wonderful people.  Also, our sons are being  making me so proud,what they have achieved.  Louie is a director of the job which he is at.  Eddie has 1 1/2 years to retire. Love you hon, and I know you are taking care of me, from Heaven. I love you so much!!

Hey Dad been super busy but didnt want you to think I forgot about you. That will never happen. You would be happy now the RAMS are back in L.A.!!!!! We miss you Leanna brings up your name every now and then she remembers little things about you. I wish you could see me now I have got allot accomplished in the last few months. I am now a certified First Aid/AED Instructor for the American Red Cross. I am taking my LAFD Certifcate of Fitness test at the end of the year. This means I can actually assist with writing different LAFD scenarios etc for this site specific. I have been promoted to Security Director so I am now running my own building. I hope I ahve made you proud. The other day I was wacthing this movie called The "Lovely Bones". It is about a 14 year old girl that was murdered but looking down on her family and doing her best to look over them and take care of them (from heaven) as they dealt with her death. I thought about you and know you are watching over us as well. Life is goos right now my kids and Maria and mom are good.
Love you Dad

Hon, Today I went to see your sister Eppie, and she is so full of laughter n she made me laugh also.  Of course, we talked about you and Sal, and when you went hunting  what a trip guys made it back.  Ernie which is Ish's brother just passed away, last week it is so sad, because I saw him the morning prior before he passed way .  He was 65 years old. Also, my cousin Ricky passed away who was living in Texas, he was also 65 years old.  It was raining very heavy in Texas he drove his car in a ditch.  My uncle Joe is also sick at home, and it bothers that Auntie Leonor is so busy with his sickness,she needs to take care of herself.  The good thing about this month our grand children's birthdays, even Bryan .  well Hon, I do miss you Love you for ever Me

Well hon, Christmas pass this year, but I felt good because I had all the family and many more .  It was special, because my brother and Esther were here, with their family.  Of course I made tamales, I got a new stove , and I love it!!!! Hon, of course you were missed, but that is something I will need to deal with.  As far , as the senior dance I love the food, but after a while I came home.  I got a card from Sal n Offelia n it was so full of spirit.  Love You

Hon, Today is December 08, 2015, and your birthday has passed and two years also has passed, since we lost you.  Another Christmas is approaching and I am trying to get into it, but it is impossible.  This Friday I am going to a senior dance in a senior center close to our house. Although, I feel it is too soon, but please understand it.  There is no way I can put you aside, because our time together was so special and no one can change it.  Love you Me

Well Hon, another year without you.  I got so many calls on your birthday, more than mine.  It seems that people will never forget you, especially me.  Your granddaughter Leanna send you a balloon, to go to Heaven straight to you.  She was so excited and called me to let me know and the video makes you cry, she is growing up.  I send you a candle, because the whole day I remember how we would celebrate your birthday.  Being that Veteran's day was before your birthday I would take your day off , because it was the first day I took all year.  As, I said hon all our grandchildren are growing up, and beautiful,smart, and very independent.  Love you Hon Always Me

Happy Birthday dad your grand daughter gave you a nice tribute. Our lil girl it was her idea.

Hon, Today is Monday 11/09/15, and I was working and a teacher asked me for a cross.  She was so shock that you past away, she was on a sick leave, and did not heard about you.  Anyway, makes me think more about you.  I don't think she was expecting to hear about you passing away.  Every day that passes , there is no day that goes without you being on my mind.  It is almost two years, that we lost you, and I really miss you.  I know you up there taking care of us, your family, but I only wish you were here.  Everyone is doing good, and in good health.  Thanksgiving is coming then Christmas, but it is not the same without you.  Some day I will see you again, between that time, you will always be in my heart and my mind.  Love You Me

Just thinking about you.  I really miss you , and this past week was a sicking week.  It was not a strand neck and      having to go to the doctor, thank Maria took me, but it been sad.  I hate to get sick .  Well, hon I only wished you were here.  MISS YOU me

Hey dad Dodgers are going to a decideing game with the Mets! Lets hope they pull it off. However if you are a Back to the Future fan you remember Cubs won the World Series in 2015. and they are still in it wow! We miss u!

Hon, Yesterday we went to Kris and Monica house to celebrate Lago's birthday.  It was awesome, and believe it the Dodger's are in the run off for the world series.  We saw the game and it was a great game.  Our boys went with the families, and Jeremy looks so good.  If only you were here, it would have been perfect.  I know it sounds strange but I only hope you can sees all these messages I am sending, because it helps me.  Love you forever Me

Well Hon, I really missed yesterday because it was one year and nine months, since you left us.  Thank God I was so busy, I was able to get over the day, and home and think about you.  These days are so full of work, but I love it.  It keeps my mind so active, that it has helps my health also.  I have been feeling better these days, and I only wished you were here .  I will always love you, and miss you a lot.   Me

Hon, It is Labor day,and another year without you.  Today I went to Louie and Maria Saw two good movies and went to Farmer's Market in Rosemead.  I had a very good day and also Friday I was at their place.  Maria bought a new car and it is awesome!!  Well, I was out four days and back to work tomorrow.  It was restful and spending time with our pets, and family. This month our Sabrina's birthday and also Pablo , and our Jennifer's, in October.  Baby, I'm getting along, but I will never forget all of our good times and bad times.  Every holiday you are the first one in my mind, and all the good times we spend with our family.  This past Friday I was at Eppie's home, and she looked good, and her caregiver, me and Eppie ate together and talked for hours.  It was a very good time seeing Eppie again, and of course we talked you and Sal.  Well, Hon, I will close and keeping on loving you forever.Me

Hon, I am back to work, and I am so excited! I'm with Ms Aguirre, in her classroom, and I'm so busy, but I love it!  Our students are nice and polite , and want to work.  Ms. Aguirre was my teacher about 7 years ago.  She is the teacher that we went to her home, and you really liked her.  She is a wonderful teacher, and our students seem to  want to learn, and do their their lessons.  Some are some what slower , but those are the ones that  need more help. Working with these students is very satisfying.  This year will be a good year.   We are all doing very well.  We just miss you, and this Saturday August 29th will be one year and nine months since we lost you.  Some day we will be together, and that will be when God lets it happen.  Love Always Me

Well, Hon It is almost time to go back to work.  The Summer was quite and I was able to rest some, do things around house, and enjoy our family.  I met some people in the park and they got me to go to some trips on the bus in Potero Grande, to go and have some lunches in the Senior Center.  I feel that it has helped to keep me busy, and not to feel so lonely  without you. Your brother was here today, looking for Mark.   We all got together on the week of his birthday, and visited him. Louie an Maria bought a cake, Leanna and Brandon has a good time swimming, and it was a very good time.  Also, Eddie, Sonia, and Sabrina met us at his house.  No matter what we all miss you not being with us.  I am ready to go back to work , and again get myself busy.  Babe, I miss you , but as the song says "I will survive". Love you forever

Hon, Yesterday was 20 months that you left us. I was so down yesterday, I felt your presence as I was driving, at home, and even when I was talking to Esther.  She invited to breakfast, talk about some ideas she had for a new center.  I told her that it was 20 months from your passing, and she is a sweet lady, and told me to call her if I need someone to talk to or just hang around. Today I went to dinner with Louie,Maria, and Leanna, they cheer me up.  This year for this Summer I was off and relaxing, but Man I miss up!  I cleaning the bedroom, I have a picture of you next to my bed, go to the living room you are on the wall by the t.v., and I have you last driver's license which you received. You are my mind so much, and I really miss you.  In a way I looking to getting back to work. Just take care of me from Heaven.  Love you so much!!!!

We are finally sending you a picture of Leanna.  She is so smart,funny, and silly.  If only you were here, she would luv it.  Wednesday July 8th I send you a candle but I did not send it properly, so hope this time you will get it.  Last month I was cleaning the plants and put pot miracle grow, and I take all the ladders that you made them, and painted them again, they look awesome!!!  As, I said before the back yard looks so good.  All the plants around the fence and I put a canopy.  Well, I miss u,luv, and will never forget you. Me

Today is July 4th, and yesterday the compa and compra were here.  I finally stated  fixing the house.  Outside I got a fence for the back yard, also the back yard now has cement .  This year the water usage is very limited.  So, the grass never grew in the back so it will look better.  If only you were here we would barbaque some carne asada.  I will spend some time with Louie and Maria ,of course Leanna , and Maria's family.  Then, in the evening there will be a fire work show, across the street from their home, last year it was beautiful.  Luv you Hon.

Hon, Ozzy is doing 100% well. As, Louie told you this dog's  owner is one of his school mate, and she was awesome about the bill.  But, I only pray that the dog stays inside the house, and that they make sure there are no open gates.Father's Day passed and I really missed you, and I am sure that our boys also, and your grandchildren.  It has been nice to stay home for Summer Break.  I send you a message earlier  this month, but I didn't see it.Hopefully, you get this. I love you, and thinking about you. Me

Ozzy is doing better dad. The dog that bit him belonged to a child hood friend Eddie and I knew. It is hard to see your picture without getting tears. I have my alone time sometimes to think, rememeber and miss you. I know you are looking down and taking care of us.

trying to get Ozzy off, and still holding our Hercules.  I doesn't able to find the girl, lone the dog.  It was a sad situation.  This happened Sunday it was 2 days ago, and our Ozzy is a trooper, he is doing better.  I don't understand these people who walk a dog without a leash, and was a big dog!!  I called the Humane Society, and pray that they get this dog and the owner.  Other then that I doing alright.  I know that you are in Heaven, so please take care of us.  Love Always Me

Tomorrow will be 1yr and 1/2 which we lost you.  It seems as it was yesterday, but time just flies, and I really miss you dearly.  Last week Margret called me, and   asking me how I was doing.  Of course , I said was doing well, but inside I can't be 100% happy, without you.  Just last week I was writing a letter to my brother in El Paso, Texas , and  send him 2 caps which you had of L A Dodgers and the Rams . he enjoyed them.  I remember how you hanged all your caps on the entertainment  center , which we had.  You made hangers on the top of the center and you put all your caps ther4e..  You had a lot of caps, and you would take care of them.  I gave your caps to people which i knew take care of them.  I saved one Rams cap, which is my window panel on my car, because I feel you are always taking of me while I am driving, so far, so good,   Love you Hon, and we all miss you !!!

Hon, I really miss you, and there is no way that I can forget you.  Next week it will be 1 1/2 year that you left us,and it feels empty without you.  As, Louie said thank God for our grandchildren.  On Mother's Day I had all my kiddos here .  Saturday I saw Eddie,Sonia,Sabrina, Jenny and Bryan.  On Sunday I saw Louie, Maria, and Leanne.  Now, comes Father's Day and I know I will thinking about all day.  But, it is still Eddie's and Louie's day, and we will celebrate it.  Now, that I can write my thoughts to you and praying to God that you are in a peaceful place.  I love Hon

Hi dad I miss you so much. You are always in my heart. I know time is supposed to heal all wounds but sometimes I don't agree with that. I wish you were still here to see your 4 beautiful grandchildren grow up. You are missed and never forgotten.

Hi dad right now we really need you to look over mom and take care of her. She is still young and we want her around for a long time. She has four beautiful grnadchildren she still has to see grow up, go to school get married etc. Help us dad she is not ready to go with you. Do I sound selfish?? Absolutely I do we love her too much.

Hon, Christmas has passed, thank god, because I was getting a little tired.  Though it was beautiful, because the house was full of my favorite people.  Jeremy was here and Janae n Etujan also.  You know I missed you, but that is no news.  I went to cemetery to put your mom and dad flowers and it looked so pretty.  I put some beautiful flowers and also branches of pines with sprayed snow.  It made me felt as you were there, and you probably were.  The day before I got our doggies and went to Long Beach to visit my Mom and Dad. There in that Forest Lawn cemetery it also looked so peaceful, but not as beautiful as Rescurretion Cemetery.  Because it is on a hill and, and you see it all on the view from the street.  December 22, I went to church in the evening , because Father Austin had seven preachers from different churches for our to speak to, but I just went to pray a rosary for Jeremy, Eddie and you, but I did talk to Father Austin, so that made my day.  By the way we never went to see Alex and Ruth, because it rain so hard that day, but we will go soon. Well,hon every day are in my mind, and always in my heart. Love you Me

Hon, It's Thursday December 11, 2014, and tomorrow we'll going to see Alex and Ruth.  As I said before Eddie is back, Thank God.  Time is passing too fast, and I hardly have time for doing things I loved to do.  I loved to do rosarys for the crosses you made, and making Christmas trees, but needed for you to do my stands. It has been a bomber without you. I did enjoy decorating  the Christmas tree, and the house, but it is not the same, because you are not around.I doing the best I can, and I love our family, but I really miss you.  I got a Christmas card from Edwina from New Mexico, and told me things will get better .  I never complained about things being bad, I just miss you. We are doing good, and waiting for a lot birthdays in January.  Our Jennifer and Bryan wedding is soon!!!Love you Hon, and always in my mind.  Me

Hon, November 29th last year we lost you, and I knew this day would come.  Yesterday we went to Eddie and Sonia and all the family got together, it was awesome.  I said the prayer, and I wasn't interrupt. Even though it was a beautiful day, you were on my mind, and the big word "if" you were only here, if you were still alive, but it was impossible.   I feel as I have an angel always taking care of me, which is you.  There are so many things that we could been able to do, but God wanted you to rest, and he would take care of you.  Hon, this is my therapy, and able to express my self to you.  Monday is time to go back to work, but still thinking about you. LUV U Me

Hon, It's been two weeks after your birthday.  Thanksgiving is tomorrow, and as much as I want to celebrate with our family we will miss you.  Eddie is back, that is what makes it special!  Last time I wrote to you I didn't  mention Leanna's birthday will be coming soon.  It's almost one year since we lost you, and Leanna was two years old, now she will be four years old, and she is a smart girl.  I am sitting in front of the computer, and just looking at your pictures, and Hon you were a handsome man.  I see some of you in Eddie and see some of you in Louie also.  What I am trying to say how can I forget you, with two handsome sons who looks like you. Miss you Hon every day, and I will love you for rest of my life. Me

Happy Birthday dad! we love you and we miss you!

Hon Here is a candle for you, Tomorrow will be your birthday already missing you.  You know you can see us, but if only I could see you.  Love You Always Me

Well, Hon I just read Louie's letter to you and of course it made me cry. Last night I went to St. Anthony's Church and we were praying a rosary and prays for you, it was so peaceful.  After I prayed and talk to our Father Austin, my mind and even my body felt so calm.  I know now that you are in a save place and no more suffering.  I have always believed in god, and our religion, but I was not comfortable with your leaving so fast.  I wanted to celebrate our 50th anniversary, only four years away, you could celebrate Eddie's retirement from the Marines in 3 years from now,  Brandon's graduation in 4 years , and our Jennifer and Brian's marriage soon!! I thought of all these things, because your Birthday is next week, and missing every day.  love you Me

Hi dad. Some things make me think of you. I have heard some really good blonde jokes these last couple of weeks that you would have loved. Oh how you loved blonde jokes the laugh you used to let out when I told you one was priceless. As far as sports Brady and manning are still going at it but brady won again against him Sunday what else is new. Hopefully Eddie will be back soon. Brandon and Leanna are getting so big. I find myself thinking of you more and more right now since one year ago our nightmare began.i wish you were still with us. I wish that Friday you passed I didn't leave in the morning but stayed all day to say goodbye. I remember Leanna and Maria being a little sick and had to get home and thinking we were all planning on seeing you the next day anyway. Little did I know you would be taken away from us that night. I never ever felt that hurt in my life. You have to enjoy and value everyday of your life because you never know when it can be taken away from you. Dad we miss you and we thank you for the smiles you put on our face when you were here the love you gave us and watching over us like your doing now.

Hon, I was just a writing message, and it went off.  I send you a message on November 1st I can't find. Just writing about the night we went to the hospital, and you were very sick.  It was Halloween night, and it was a terrible experience for you.  I remembering staying with you till the next day, and I felt so miserable, because you went through a lot of exams.  Hon, I can't believe the strength you showed and patience, because you were not patient.  I miss you so much. I miss your hugs,kisses,and just sense of humor.  Even, though you were exhausted you made me laugh out of the ordinary.  Right now the time is the worst.  Close to your birthday,Thanksgiving, Christmas, and you not being here.  I wish I could touch again, and have you next to me, that is what I really miss. Everybody tells it will be easier as time passes, but that is not true.  One day your Mom told me that she missed your Father the most the first year, after his death.  God please listen to that, because I am trying so hard.  Love you Always Me

Hon, It's been a while that I have written to you, I hate to repeat myself, but I miss you so much.  I went to the Montebello Mall with Louie and Maria and I found your favorite C D Jose Alfredo Jimenez, and I bought it. I listen to it, and my mind goes to you. I remember when you would go to your Blazer, and listen to your Mexican music.  You loved country music also, but you loved Mexican music. Once in a while I will listen to Freddy Fender  and Linda Ronsdant Las Canciones De Mis Padres.  I put on the t.v. and there is Gun Smoke or Bonanza and I can keep on going with your music and shows.  I go to Panda Express and your favorite dish was shrimp.  Going to even Carrows, I remember how you order your bacon, it had to be very crispy and your eggs had to be sunny side up.  These are some of the things that are on my mind as I think about you.  I know these are small details to others not for me.   Will always love you Me

I know you have looked over me and helped me with a couple of things over the last couple of weeks. You, mom, Brandon, Leanna, Maria and Eddie will always be my inspiration to keep moving forward. Thank you for all you did for us while you were on this Earth. I just wish you could have been here longer to enjoy Leanna and Brandon. But I know you are looking down on them. Love You Dad.

Hon, Just heard from my brother Lago good news about his family, and I also got a call from our Eddie.  God works in mysterious ways, and he made us pray even more then we ever for these two. I know you are in  the best of hands, and keep on taking care of us from Heaven .  Love you  from Me

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Adelaido Roybal Martinez

November 12, 1940 – November 29, 2013

Pierce Brothers Turner & Stevens Mortuary

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