Hey Josh, I miss you so much!!!! Words can't even discribe. I hear your laugh in my head everyday, the laugh that no one can ever replace. We were suppose to grow old together and be sitting in the front porch with our canes. I cry for you everyday and think of you everyday. You were like a brother to me ...teaching me new things, walking to school together you me and johnny. I remember I use to give you piggy back rides instead of it being the other way around :).I love you and miss you so much you will always be in my heart and my thoughts everyday. You would tell me everything. I miss you spending the night and telling me all your crazy stories and even your troubled ones keeping me up till the morning. One day we will meet again and that's when I will say ....AT LAST.

My son 4/18/15  and it still hurts like yesterday. I go visit you at your garden like your son call it just to cry at your place. Losing you is a pain that will never heal your children miss you. Julian still bring you up as if you were here. Catches himself at time just staring into space. I cant wait to catch up to you, when I find you I am going to stick to you like glue to where we will never part again. R. I. P my son. till we meet again.

one year has pass since my funny, joyful, always making jokes about people cuzen pass way. As long as we keep his memory alive he will never be gone and once we stop remembering him that the day he will be truly gone.

 My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel
Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me
I'm glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand
I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don't feel any better in the morning light
And I will love and miss him forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And hopefully see him again someday

A year has passed It still feels like yesterday.I wish I could turn back the clock to see your smile once again.My dear son if only you knew how much I miss you, I look for strength in your children, but they to are hurting.R.I.P my son see you soon.

A year has came and gone. That doesnt mean that our friendship has ended.. I still look forward to hearing you talk about yourself everytime you called.. Lol Funny fun times.  God Bless You and your family.  Give them Peace and comfort this day. Lots of Joy Understanding and Laughter...  Thats your legacy.

Hey friend.. Your still smiling big.. I hope your there to give your family strength. Miss you crazy guy!

I can't beleive its going to be a year, feels and hurts like it was yesterday.. I miss everything even the drama, I just miss you! Nothing is the same here. Julian missing you and his birthday wish was for you to come back :(. Alyssa crys for you all the time she just wants her daddy joshua back.. Our kids is the only thing keeping me from losing it.. WE LOVE YOU! and thank you for letting your  best friend tell me all the thing you wanted and you did want our family Me and our kids! it makes it hurt more but just to know all you wanted was us makes my heart feel at peace. Keep giving me the streght I need to keep going.. I love you!!! 

Desirae, Julian and Alyssa

It is so hard to not here from you. I remember 2 yrs ago you and Ash fighting about who had gotten me the best flowers.I wish you could still do that.I love you and miss you so much.

we miss you Josh... kids miss you and keep talking about you.. christmas wasnt the same without you.. nothing is the same.. I miss you.. as time goes by it doesnt get any easier... We love you! keep coming around!

First set of holidays without you.Wish I could just sleep till all is over. I am struggling really bad,I wish I could just run to you and bring you back and never leave you out of my sight. Miss you so much.

I cant believe 9 mos already with holidays approaching its getting harder and harder. I dont know how to live without you I miss you so much.I try to go on ,I put on a happy face, The minute I have room to think the tears start coming. I think until we meet again the tears will stop. Missing you every minute of my days.

Eight months ago today exactly on fourteenth, you left us. My heart was torn to pieces. I still wish it was a dream ,but as i lay here I replay that awful day. I start thinking of all the moments with you since the day you were born,as tears run down my face I pray to turn the clock back. All I wish is one more chance to hold you in my arms to tell you how much I love and miss you. I come visit everyday to see a signal that your allright. R.I.P my SON.Till we meet again.

10/27/04 we started our lifes together.. we grew up together... its hard that I didnt get a text from you today saying you know what today is, like I would forget... I love you and I miss you so much!!!

I Love You N Miss You Sooooo much. Still the hardest thing ever. Never will we ever forget you Love! Nancy & Issac ?

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What happened?? I knew Josh from high school

Tomorrow Alyssa bday 9/5/2009... our only girl... We miss you and love you! its hard with you not here but you make it better by coming around all the time.. keep watching over us and remember you can never be forgotten or replaced..

As time goes by I just think you are on a vacation . I sit and think and when some crazy stuff happens I just wanna call you and tell you what's going on or ask for advice and then it hits me ... I can't do that I can't call you I won't hear your voice any more .. I miss you bro. I miss you so much but you have proven and shown me you are by my side and with that I will continue just knowing you are there keeps me going ... I hate that your gone I miss your laugh your jokes I miss us fighting in the hall way i miss u hitting me and us going at it . I miss you dude so much it's so crazy that you won't be able to experience life with me and see how my life turns out ..... I just miss you so much bro ... I love you

Our baby girl started school and It was the hardest thing I had to do was walk her to her class without you! We miss you and your on my mind all the time..I still cant get over losing you! we love you!

Hey cousin just wanted to tell you I love and miss you so much still cant accept that your not here...Hope your watching over us beautiful angel..! Hope to see you in my dreams again to have conversation :)

It so hard without you. I'm still waiting for your call. I just don't want to believe you are really gone.The kids and I miss you so much. I can feel you and hear you but I cant see you :(. Dreams are not enough! We always knew we would end up back with eachother but that day will never come.. True love is when you been thru the worse but still look at eachother with a BIG smile and that was us. I know your with our lil football team and my Tata and that makes in a lil easier. I was your first call that day and your last, what you told me that day will stay in my head for the rest of my life. I love you and I will alway be your ride or die. 

- #1 baby momma

I would never see myself telling you HAPPY BIRTHDAY on your obituary and your grave! I miss you soo much Josh don't think for one minute I forgot about you never did never will. I know deep down you know, until your last day with us you knew in your Heart where my Heart was never once do I forget your last words "I LOVE YOU" 03-14-14 @ 6:45pm today is your Birthday you don't know how much I wish you were here to tell you in person, hold you, hug you, and kiss you! Wherever you are Know I love you and miss you with all my heart. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE

Almost 4 months now my Goldenboy since you left us.I miss you so much day and night.I look for a sign daily to know your ok.

Its still doesn't seem real.. I can feel you with us all the time and I just never want you to leave.. My biggest regret is not making it work and walking away..True love is when you been thru hell and still look at each other as if its the first time with big ol smiles... :) thats is us ride or dies until the end.. I got your back just like you had mines when I needed you. Watch over out football team up there and I got out mini Josh and mini Desi down here... We love and miss you...

I Miss You soooooo much Love soooo much. See you in dreams feel your here but not enough. Only good thing is I knw Issac sees you and he tells me. I love you and miss you very much! Just knw you are always on my mind!

Been 2 months I still cant believe your gone my son. I love you and miss you very much.

I MISS YOU SOO MUCH MY LOVE... STILL VERY HARD... TELL OUR BABY HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY MOMMY LOVES HIM/HER AND MOMMY SENDS A BIG KISS... LOVE YOU JOSH AND MISS YOU VERY VERY MUCH... I KNOW YOUR WITH US AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT, NEVER LEAVE US... I KNOW YOUR WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE AND CARED FOR...

"To my nephew Joshua we shared alot of smiles and thru those smiles I seen the love you had to brighten everybody's heart. You will be missed but never forgotten; May God have you in his Glory. For now your smile will glow in heaven just as you did here on Earth. Its never a goodbye my loveing nephew but "Alrato" forever in my heart uncle Manuel. Victorville II." Love you, Tio Manuel Lopez

My pretty boy I LOVE FORVER I LIKE YOU FOR ALWAYS WHERE YOU ARE MY BABY YOU WILL BE TIA LOVES YOU BABY

okay my pretty boy its time to say goodbye you become my hummingbird that arrived on my window i will always love you unconditional forever fly baby i know you are watching over us now say hi to my suegra and sisterinlaw and big kiss to my nanita i love you mijo so much but i will cherish your smile forever, besitos mijo dios te bendiga mijo

Hey primo it me cdleco you will always be in my heart and always in my memories, about the good old times. From the bottom of my heart and from my family my you r.i.p  primo.

My pretty boy always remember my saying to you 
Count your smiles instead of your tears  count your courage instead of your fears you will always be my special boy whom i enjoyed every day to make fresh tortillas for cause you loved them with no butter and that was not normal but you where the Golden child xoxoxoxoxoxo nina loves you

joshe this is tia telma you will always be my favorite number one nephew always in my heart i will never let go baby i love you see you in the other world i love you joshua my pretty boy always

Joshe this is tia Telma you will always be in my heart nobody will ever take your place i close my eyes as see your beautiful smile light up my heart i have one more angel to talk to now your free my baby i love u forever see you in heaven

One of the hardest day of my life was yesterday Josh I love u so much. Even threw our Roller Coaster in life I loved you n you loved me still. Im Still waiting to wake up from this nightmare. You gave me strength Monday n Tuesday please give me strength everyday it's so hard I'm still waiting for ur snapchats I look at our pictures messages n my tattoo that we got together u asked if I would cover it and im not jst knw that. I love you and miss you soo much watch over me n specially your son. Guide him always and watch over him help me with him u knw he doesn't listen to me u laught when u would see he didnt listen now be the little angel to tell him listen to mommi. Give our baby a kiss n to always watch over mommi n brother. My two angels that I hope never leave us. I love you soo much Josh. It's not a goodbye is a I will see you when it's my time for now I have our son that needs me here and you knw I will always love protect him n give him everything like I always have. Love and miss u always in my heart and memory.

Always the life of the party, and always had a big smile on his face. Joshua Martinez you will forever be in our hearts ?. My prayers go out to the Martinez family. May you Rest In Paradise Joshua Martinez, You will forever be Missed!!

I cant believe your gone all I do is have dreams of you and memories that are forever in my heart I miss you so much I know its been years that ive been around you didnt get to meet my daughter but she would've loved you.You always made people laugh and Smile even when there was no need to laugh you would and make that room light up with just smiles.I only have good memories and thats how it should be I know your watching down on all of us. I love you primo so much its really hard to say goodbye or see you later..R.I.P

Praying for his family so young Mau God be with the family during their time of need

big brother big brother we have had so many memories and all those i will forever keep alive. you was the life of the party. when we went out we went ham. you always had my back no matter what we will always be double trouble. you are my roll dog my partner in crime. i cannot let go i just cant.. i love you so much and i miss you like crazy. i will always be your only little crazy sister. There isnt another josh out there like you your one of a kind big brother and you taught me so much. I will miss the days when we would go to moms and fight so much or when we would fight over food anything and everything we would fight but then bust out laughing. im gonna miss your annoying laugh and your smart remarks. who am i going to argue with or compete with. i love you so much i just want you back.im not gonna say goodbye but a see you later <3 watch over us brodie i love you <3 xoxoxoxoxo yo- one and only little sis<3

Where do I go with this? Josh, so many emotions and sadness; if love could of saved you, you would be here, still.

  The ripple through your family and friends is so strong and heartbreaking.  Incomprehensible. Words fail...

Two quotes that have great meaning and I hope will be of comfort...

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.”

Washington Irving~

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

~e. e. cummings

We were deeply saddened to hear about the death of Joshua. I know how difficult this must be for all of you.You are all in our thoughts and prayers.Joshua was such a kind and gentle  soul. I know how much you will all miss him.May God bless you and your family during this time and always.

Grief can be so hard, but our special memories help us cope. Remembering you and your loved one today and always.

I only have pictures of you now a frozen piece of time to remind me how it was. I miss you very much .I will always love you son. I kow your sill here watchig over us . R.I.P
Love Dad.

"Son of my heart. I can't believe your gone as days get closer to your place of rest. Its very hard for me to let go. Your free now fly fly and always keep that perfect smile.Say Hi to the family. I love you my Golden Boy together we shall be again.

Hey josh. . We had good times working at Amazon.. and even getting to know you outside of work. I remember you at my house laughing and talking about everything.  I will really miss you.  I am very sad writing this. I know one thing your in a better place.

Josh it's hurts very much knowing your not here I'm going to miss hearing your crazy stories, you were a great friend and you were one of the few people I truly enjoyed talking to. You gave us all many good memories that we will never forget. RIP Josh

Josh I will miss u a lot  mijo, I know you are in better place with god, I know I will see you again, I remember the last time I saw you, and said good bye to me and give me a big hug, like always I woll miss that, you'll be in my memory forever , now a know I have another Angel in heaven looking over me, I love you and miss you. -Tia NENA

this your aunt Liliana Sabori Lopez i may not be there for you mijo in person but I'm there in spirit and heart our you will always be in are hearts love you and miss you.

Hey josh it hurts to even write this I miss you so much I still can't believe you're gone I wish you could just come back to get old with us all...I know you're in a better place smiling down on us with that gorgeous smile I still feel like I can hear you laughing. Ari says she loves you. GOD BLESS YOU JOSH AND REST IN PEACE I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY NEPHEW I LOVE YOU AND TRULY MISS YOU! WE HAD ARE LAUGHS and OUR BEST MOMENTS

JOSH I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR GONE. WE HAD OUR GOOD TIMES WONDERFUL MEMORIES WE SHARED. YOU LAUGHING AND US PLAY FIGHTING IS THE LAST I REAMEMBER SEEING YOU THURSDAY PLAYING, HUGGING AND KISSING ISSAC YOU LEFT ME AND ISSAC THAT BEAUTIFUL MEMORY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET. IT HAS BEEN SO HARD SO HARD BUT I KNOW YOU ARE SMILING DOWN ON US. REST IN PARADISE FLY JOSH FLY BE FREE. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH AND WILL MISS YOU DEARLY NEVER WILL YOU BE FORGOTTEN AND I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. RIP JOSH

My bd, my first everything.  I'm so greatful that you gave me your first son and only daughter. We had our ups and down but since 10/27/2004 we always had eachothers backs at the end of the day.Like you said we can never love anyone as much as we love eachother and I will always be your ride or die . Watch over our kids and be that voice in their heart when they don't listen to me. Don't forget to give me a push when I have nothing left in me. Hold our daughter jocelyn and give her kisses and tell her mommy will be there soon And I love her so much and I never forgot about her. you wanted to meet my tata im sure u already did, tell him I love him. No more pain now keep that sexy smile on your face. We love you. See you later. 

                         Julian joe Martinez,  Alyssa layla Martinez and your 1st bm Desirae

Although your time here in earth was short you touched many lives Josh. I will always remember your beautiful smile and how you always made everyone feel good about themselves. You were an amazing person Josh and everyone at Estrella will always remember you and your smile. Keep smiling down in us in Heaven and bring peace to your Mom and Dad and family who already miss you so much. I look forward to seeing you in Heaven one day and laughing with you over stupid jokes and innapropriate laughing. 
Miss you so much ~ Rozanna Wigton

Thank you for being a good friend I'm always going to Remember the good times we had 
At marshalls werehouse

Hey josh I jus wanted to say that it was a blessing to be related to you...you have always been our protector..I love and miss you so much TE AMO PRIMO FOREVER AND EVER..SPREAD YOU BEAUTIFUL WINGS AND FLY JOSH FLY...

I have countless memories of growing up with you. We've seen each other through the good times and the most difficult. You've always had the best things to say. I'll cherish our last moment together on the day of my wedding where you told me to follow my dreams and that you knew I could succeed in the business my husband and I plan to build. I wish you were here to celebrate the birth of my first baby you always told me I was behind and needed to have babies. My heart aches but I know I need to be strong. Give Maggie a hug and kiss for me. Watch over us all and give us strength to get through this.

We will miss you Josh when you reach heaven be sure to go dancing with nana . We love you and miss you so much. 

Aunt Laura and Uncle Mike 

"Ever lasting love."

It's like I'm still waiting for you to call me back. From the times we spent together all I can remember is that you know how to have a good time an was ready for whatever came your way. II never would of thought this would happen I'm miss u cousin wish we made plans earlier to hang out. Now all you need to do is rest in peace all your pain don't worry about that no more. I'll see you soon

I Still Cant Believe Your Gone, Its Still Feels Like A Dream...Your In A Better Place Now My Friend...I Will Miss You Greatly Josh Jbird Martinez, You Are Gone But Not Forgotten. Much Love And Respect. Irene Rojo

You were always there for me in high school cousin. Never let anything bad happen to me. You were a good person and I love you cousin for everything you have ever done.

I will always remember when you would come over to visit the first thing you do is yell for your nephew Anthony and than start to hug, give him kisses and play with him. RIP Josh you will be missed.

OBITUARY

Joshua Joe Martinez

July 7, 1987 – March 14, 2014

Funeraria del Angel Greer-Wilson Chapel

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