God is good ! Congratulations great grandma our precious baby girl has arrived. Continue to send your love to us all as we send you all of our love. 💕 My grandchildren will know you mom and all about you and my dearly departed loved ones . You all are still a part of our lives . You all live on because we do . Thank you mom for all the blessings in my life . I’m forever grateful to you . Always and forever your devoted daughter.  🥹🩷

Morning glory.  Another baby is being added to your family.  Congrats sister friend.  Wish you were here to share in the beautiful time of the birth.  Miss you very much sister friend.  God bless you always and your soul be at rest.

Today is the day your great granddaughter will make her debut in the world. It is so bittersweet for me mom. I am thankful to God for all the blessings He has given and keeps given to our family. But it is hard for me to be complete. Hard to explain. I think I go through the motions but I really can’t feel  complete “ JOY” . Not like I used to before any of this happened. I’m happy for my son and his little family . May all of our prayers and prayers of you and my loved ones continue on. I know you send your love to us all. I pray that you already got to meet the precious baby girl and I hope you kissed her and loved on her. May she a sliver of your love mom. Mijos son has your joy our smile and dimples . He is beautiful and loves to dance and is just a happy healthy little boy. I pray God blesses mija with the same . I miss you 😢 I wish you could be here to witness it all and be a part of it. 💔😭

Miss you dearest sister friend.  Days are so long and sad 😢. RIP my sister friend.

Some days I get angry . I get so upset how you were taken from me/us. I get angry how much you suffered. It all could have been prevented….. I am human and yes it tears me apart that I could not save you from harm . Someone who was so selfish and careless brought harm into our home. Yes I get angry because you are my world and you were taken away . There I said it out loud LORD i am angry that you took my mom from me . I know that’s how it had to be she suffered so much . But do you know how much it kills me inside that I can’t have here with me . Do you know how much I dread living life without her. 🥺😭💔 I miss my her Lord… some days I don’t know how I make it but I know it’s her love and strength that pulls me through. I don’t stay angry long but a few minutes. Because I know she is in your Glory and is safe , whole , free and with all of her family . Life isn’t fair I know but I never thought this is how our lives would end up like this ….

Morning sister friend.  Please pray for my son Adam.  He is is critical condition.  It's breaking my heart 💜 to know how ill he is I don't understand how critical he got in such a short time.  He is intubated.  Nothing else the doctors can do. I'm praying for him.   Talk to you later.  Rip sister friend.

HOME is and always will be you mom. 😔🥺😭

Makes me sad that soon your great granddaughter will enter into this world . You’ve missed so much already and now this . It’s perplexing to me because I’m at the stage in my life that I am a grandma and still there is a GIGANTIC hole in my soul. Don’t get me wrong I love on my family and my grandbabies. I participate in every day life . I give thanks to God above for all my blessings . But yet I am not complete. No matter what I do , so or pray 🙏 I am not who I once was. I’ll never be that person again. I used to feel so happy and I was blessed beyond measure. I had it all because I had you mom . I had my grandparents my loved ones with me all the time. You gave me life . Joy is gone . I haven’t felt joy like I did before . I miss HOME I miss your hugs . I miss your laughter your silliness. I miss hearing you sing and watching you dance in our home . I haven’t felt HOME since the day you left .  Three years and it feels like a zillion to me since God took you to your Heavenly home. I’ll always will feel this loneliness and void in my life for as long as I walk this earth . It is true we carry on with this immense pain in the depths of our souls mom . Your son and I . We know you want us happy and healthy those are your prayers . We do our best to. We just wish you didn’t have to go . We always want our mommy here with us . 💔😭

Sad day for woman , education,climate, social security, unbelievable 💔…..🇺🇸

I always like to remind my brother of that. I tell him how much you love us and how proud you are of him. He is a good provider and a hard worker . I tell him how precious he is . How you would say we all are so precious to you and still are . We miss you mom . We are blessed that God gave us you to be our mom. 🙏 God is good !

I love and miss you with every passing day …🥹😢😭

Yes wouldn’t it be nice to go back in time . Back when we all are together. Every one happy and healthy. I often wish that mom. I wish I could go back in time so I could be in your presence again along with my other loved ones. It is already November and no matter what the calendar says it still is just a blah month . All the months for me are just blah. I used to see color in life that was when I had you , my grandparents and our loved ones all together. Now what I see through my eyes is GRAY just this unattractive bland color gray. Don’t get me wrong I thank God for our lives and blessings . But for me life is just colorless and has been since the day you left on your heavenly journey. Unbelievable!! Just so unbelievably to me  how it all just came crumbling down. Never did I ever think something like this would happen. All the suffering you all had to endure . I know you all are at peace and there is no suffering. But for me who is left behind it guts my soul. God is good! Even through all this heartache HE is good. I have to keep telling myself that when my time comes the promise God has given to us all we will be together again. Lord I pray 🙏 you have my mom in safe keeping and when I get there she will be mine all over again. I miss you mom 😭💔

You all are always in our thoughts and prayers . May perpetual light shine upon you all. Rest in paradise mom along with all of our family . God bless you and our loved ones . 🙏🕯️🕊️🪽💐♥️

Hey sister friend.  Miss you. Pray for my son. He is in the hospital very sick. And my daughter is having issues herself.  Life is hard. Especially when it involves your own children.  Miss you very much sister friend.  Days are long, sad and lonely. Be safe and see you one day.  Rip.....

All of her love … I miss my grandma 👵🏻 so much. I miss my grandparents . They were like my second parents . They gave me unconditional love with lots and lots of hugs & wonderful memories. I can honestly say God blessed tremendously when I was born . I was surrounded not just by you mom but your parents as well. I profusely gave thanks & praise to God for my loved ones . Never took it for granted to have them in my life . 🙏🕯️🕯️🕊️🕊️

Morning glory.  It's a beautiful fall day.  It would be better if you were here with all of us. My son is still in the hospital.  Had surgery. Doing good. I have bad allergies.  Hate them. And the watery eyes. Yuk...
Talk to you later my sister friend.  Rip. God bless you always.missssssn you always

😭💔 I miss you more than words could ever describe. ….

Hoping you are at peace with our Lord holding your hand....miss you very much sister friend.  Rip

How sad and awful it is with you gone from us.  But you will never be forgotten. I try to understand why you were taken from us.  There isn't any way to accept it. You were such a a great part of my life. For 35 years we shared great Times and many days of laughter and joy. Trying to accept your leaving us but it was God's decision. Days are empty and sad. We go through the day asking why Lord.  Hours and days just come and go. I have gone through so many  bad times. I ask the Lord why I'm still here. I've lived my life.  Both my kids are ill.  I am so worried about them. Things are serious but God knows what he is doing.  I have to accept them. Wish you were here. You would be such a great friend and would give me kind  words to feel better.  I could always lean on you for uplifting words.  Sure is sad without you my dearest sister friend. Rip sister friend.  See you in my dreams...God bless you mi gran Amiga del Alma.

This is my second message .  Miss you sister friend.  Rest in peace.  God bless you always

Early morning I’m sitting here on the bench in your kitchen mom. Thinking of all the times we talked and laughed in the heart of the home 🏡 your kitchen. We had many many of discussions important ones and just shoot the breeze casual ones . I had this beautiful dream the other night . We ALL were at grandmas/grandpas house . It was for some gathering of some sort like a celebration. Not sure what but all I remember from that dream is that I got to see you and see those beautiful smiles looking back at me . We all were young and healthy and happy . No violence or sickness just a pure happiness being together under one roof. So carefree and I just stood there looking around in amazement at how much it felt real. It was as if all my anxiety and worries and loneliness all disappeared. I was with you and my loved ones that is the best feeling in the world. Living with grief it makes one feel that even though you have been here all your life yet you don’t quit feel like you are “HOME” hard to explain but it’s not the same as when you were here . I believe when we dream of our loved ones and it’s Gods way of reassuring me that HE has you in HIS keeping . It’s a promise that one day we shall be together again , I mean how could we not be . Our souls are stitched together in every fiber of our being. God is good ! Thank you for blessing me mom with all your love and your prayers I know they are keeping me and your son going . As I look at the sun shining through your front door I know you are shining on as you travel through your heavenly journey. As my tears overflow I just know mom we will all see each other again and oh how glorious it shall be . I love and miss you so much .🙏😭

Hey sister friend. Miss you.  Sad autumn without you. Rip

Morning sister friend. It's Sunday morning and it's been a sad day already. Adam is still in the hospital.  Had surgery in his stomach.  Doing better.  I'm doing ok.  Just real tired of Liv ing sick. But God is good all the time. Have a great day with your family and our Lord Jesus Christ. Rest in peace....

Oh my heart and soul longs for you mom…. The holidays are approaching and I so dread it all. What’s supposed to be the” most happiest time of year “ now just isn’t . Since you and all of our family is on their heavenly journey to me every thing is just blah. God is good . I know He is . But this all of this loss is just too much . I want the life we had together. I’m not ready and was not ready to live a life without you . Ugh 😩 🥺😭😩😩😩💔

Hey girl, miss you and our great long talks and shopping trips. Weather is great.  Ready to receive cooler weather.  See you one day girlie girl. Miss you very much........

I am blessed because you are my mom. I miss you immensely. Some times it’s hard to breathe mom knowing you are gone from my side . Even to this day I can’t believe it…. I don’t think I will ever get used to this being away from you EVER . Our souls are connected forever more even in the eternal life . May God grant you peace may perpetual light shine upon you . 🙏🕯️🕊️♥️🥺😢😭

Hi girlie girl.  Miss you very much and wish you were here with us all.  It's still unbelievable that you are gone.  It never crossed my mind that the virus was going to take you and your parents. It is not the same anymore.  My days are spent reliving so many great memories we shared together. Miss you very much my sister friend. see you one day.   Rest in peace sister friend. God bless you always.

Hi sister friend. Wish you were here. It's sad here. Your presence. Brought so much joy and happiness 😊 to so many.  I ask why Lord all the time.  He saw your pain and suffering . Being one of his children he didn't want to see you suffer. He took an awesome person from so many of us. Now we will wait until he calls us and then we can see you again. In the meantime we deal with the loss of you and miss you so very much. God bless you always my dearest sister friend.  Rest in peace.

Since the day you left on your heavenly journey mom life has changed me. I can hardly describe it . I am this person in this body but I feel hollow. That feeling of complete utter joy and excitement for each new day is gone. Knowing that I would wake up and you would be the first person I would see always got my day going. All my life it was you that I would see first and you with your smile and bubbly personality would great me “good morning mija “ I am now 53 years old and desperately needs and wants her mom here . I tossed and turned all night . I keep battling with my brain how is this true tell me this is a bad dream how can she be gone . I don’t ask for much I don’t want much Lord . All I want is my family and loved ones to be safe , happy & healthy. I want my mom why did you need her because she is supposed to be with me . We are a packaged deal we are one. This pain this incredible pain in my soul it’s beyond belief. Mom time will not heal this broken heart 💔 nothing will. It is a void that will be with me until the end of time. My life changed in a instant when your life transitioned into a eternal one. I’d give anything I mean anything to have saved you from all that suffering you had to endure. It kills me soul to know how much you all had to endure . No amount of prayer and talking to God eases that pain I have . Knowing all that we all had to go through. Our bond as mother & daughter is strong and so is our love . Love never dies it only continues to grow . As I grow older I am reminded how I was denied to make memories with you . I’m so very grateful 🥹 for you mom. 💔😭 Sundays are so hard …..every day of the week is hard but Sundays hit differently. I can’t believe God took you on that day . Our day was Sundays . Sundays for me are especially lonely . 😞 I miss you mom💔

Hey sister friend.  It's such a beautiful day. Wish you were here so we be in your porch enjoying it. Miss you my dearest sister friend. We will see each other again one day. rip and God bless you always.

Missing you is not anything new mom. I miss you when I wake up, I miss you when I sleep. I miss you in the silence and miss you in everything in between. I still can not believe this is our life . You live on eternally and I live here . Both of us in different realms . We love you mom. Rest in paradise.🙏♥️

I miss you so much my beautiful precious mother . I love you beyond all the galaxies and heavens above . 🙏

Finally was able to get this site. It's a beautiful autumn day. Wish you were here with us and enjoy this day. It's wonderful 👍.  See you when the good Lord calls me home sister friend .rest in peace....

Feels nice outside but the ragweed is horrible . This month is horrible for our allergies. 🤧 Miss you and love you lots mom.

Mom I miss you so much ..😔😢🥺😭💔 for as long as I am here my heart will never mend. I will be home one day with you and I shall be whole again. …..

Yesterday was the shower of your great granddaughter. Soon the lil pumpkin will make her debut into this world. How I wish mom you were here to enjoy your first grandsons beautiful children. Your great grandson is so full of joy. He is always smiling and has such a personality. He is so loving & affectionate. God is good He has blessed Mijo with a beautiful family . I’m always showing him pictures of you and talking to him about you and everyone . I will forever speak to you as if you are still here until my last breath. Miss you mom. 🙏😢

Today’s marks uncle Marty’s 3 year anniversary. We miss you every day uncle . Always in our prayers and thoughts. 🙏🕯️🕊️🪽♥️🥺😢😭

Miss you ….🙏🕯️🕊️🕊️🪽♥️🌹😢🛏️🥺😔😭

Well today is the day for the new roof mom. It was severely damaged from wind damaged in May. Waited all this time for insurance but you know how they are they don’t want to take care of it. So finally I’m getting it done . They got here at 6:30 this morning and working hard to get it done . As I sat on the porch watching the sunrise 🌅 felt nice and cool about 67 degrees . Hearing them work on roof took me back when grandpa and uncle would be working on the house. 🏡 Tears filled my eyes and a huge knot in my thought . I know it is silly but change of any kind to the home you built is hard for me . I’m like this is the last way you all have known it to be and now I have to change it . My heart is broken 😩 every single day especially when I am now in charge of making changes around here . I also got a brand new fence installed . So much more work in the interior has to be done . Slowly but surely it will. I miss you all…😢😭

Well it is October. Not only is it your grandsons birthday month but allergy season. This is every day the sneezing 🤧 the itchy throat. I think of you mom we loved the fall but man how bad it is for our allergies . Yeah it’s the little insignificant things about every day life mom I think of you and me . What we would be doing and what would be going on. As much as I dread the next few months I’ve had to muster up the energy to get some things done. Yesterday I bought a Christmas tree and some decorations for it . I know you would want your great  grandchildren to see those things in our home 🏡 that you built for all of us to share & make memories. I can go through the actions but that excitement and joy of it all I’m just numb. But as they say you just gotta go with the flow of things.  That’s what I do mom. I cry and have those moments when the house is quiet and I am all alone to pray and talk to you and my loved ones. I hope that you all can hear our prayers and feel all the love we are sending you all. Rest in heavenly comfort and peace mom in Gods presence and paradise. All my love ….🙏♥️

A picture can capture what words can’t not….. last night I explained to MM . I wake up go on for the day . But there is this constant yearning for my mom. That need and want of having you here mom never goes away. I told him how you would tell me that one day when you are not here “ go on live your life you have MM and the boys “ I always replied back yes I know I do but YOU mom are all I have. What I mean by that is we are connected you are my history and my future . You know the ME because I came from you . You and I have a bond since I entered your world and we became soul mates. We confided in each other , we disagreed at times but there was never time that we never said I’m sorry or I love you . I have no regrets and for that I am thankful. Because there was and still is LOVE and that bond we have carries me through . That love you poured into me gives me the strength to carry on. I also have Faith and believe wholeheartedly MOM that we will meet again someday . God is good , God is GOOD!!! 🙏😢

It's been a long day. Sure is so different since we lost you. There are sad 😢 days. Things are so different since we lost you and life will never be the same anymore. you made such a difference in our lives. Filled them with your smile and your caring. Miss you sister friend.  See you one day.  Rip.God bless you my dearest sister friend

I miss you mom . I miss you all so very much.  We all do . Life is not the same anymore. Ironic to be here and feel like I don’t belong. You are my home and I belong with you . Yet I know I can’t be . God has blessed me with my family . But there is always this lingering of how much I want my mom here with me . That will never go away that longing . I know you are at peace . I just wish for things to be so very different. 😞

Dislike the countdown .. still can’t find any part of me wanting or having the desire to decorate for any holiday. I’m pretty pathetic about that . When you feel numb things like decorating and participating in holiday activities they just do not matter much to me . Sure I’ll fake it till I make it but it’s all just blah blah blah …. Missing you mucho my precious beautiful mother. 🙏🕊️🪽

Hey sister friend. I wish to God you were here.  But I truly believe you were taken from us to be healed by our God. But left us so broken 💔 hearted.We will see you one day and we will all be by your side as you hold hands with our God and us. Rest in peace in God's paradise
 See you soon one day my sister friend.  Missing you each and every day.  Rest in holy peace. Talk tomorrow about the days that seem so hard and lonely 😭 without you my dearest sister friend.

Miss you very much sister friend. Just went to the doctor. Got a breathing treatment.  I remembered  when you had to go and get the treatments. Thought about you then like I do all the time 
 Talk tomorrow... dearest sister friend..
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Hey sister friend. Missing you each day and I will see you one day my sister friend. Feeling under the weather again. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am so ready to go.
 But God is the boss I miss the great times we had during the days we spent together. We will have those when we get together again. Rest in peace my sister friend.  miss you very much 
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Miss you so much sister friend. Been putting out fall 🍁 stuff.  Have bad case of shingles and allergies. It's been hellish, years have gone by and your loss is still so hard and painful
 🍁😔But we will see each other again one day.  It's been sad and lonely. You used to say life 
is hard and then we die, yes but the loss of a beautiful woman as you is hard to understand.  I live with the beautiful memories of you each day and catch myself trying to understand why. 🙏❤️see you one day my sister friend. Have the golden chariot ready to pick up 🍁🌅

Happy Heavenly Birthday 🎂 to you my precious beautiful mother . I hope you feel all of our love as you continue on your heavenly journey. You are missed deeply by us all . What I wouldn’t give to celebrate your birthday in your presence. Sending hugs & kisses to you . I celebrate you mom not just on this day but all the days of my life . I am so blessed and very thankful God gave you to me . I know God looked upon you the day you went home and was pleased . Now you walk the streets of gold . I can only imagine the sounds of the choir of Angles singing 🎶 Happy Birthday to you . The sounds of the trumpets 🎺 playing . I can only imagine the most beautiful sounds unlike anything here on earth . I know that your only wish is for us all to be healthy & happy and get on with life . That’s how you are so unselfish always thinking of others first . You always put others first in life. I pray to God : Lord take care of my mother until I can be with her . She is everything to me more precious than all that glitter & shines here on earth . My mother is my heart & soul Lord. I know she is safe , whole and LIVING in another realm. Until we meet again mom I’ll be missing and loving you forever & ever . Happy birthday 🎂 to the greatest woman and human being that I have the pleasure and privilege to be able to call my mom. God bless you 🕯️🙏🕊️🪽🌹♥️🎂😔🥺😭

As far as my world the light is forever dimmed by the absence of you mom. I miss you so damn much. Yesterday I was putting my sheets on the bed my normal routine. I would wash every Thursday and you on Friday. As I was doing that I just screamed and stood there I was so angry.
I've never had that strong emotion come over me. Luckily I was alone so no one heard me. I was so DAMN mad because you would be here. I would be able to spoil you for your birthday tomorrow.
Now what I don't have that opportunity at all. I was robbed of all those precious memories to make with you. The gifts I gave you 3 years ago still are where it was last placed. So yeah life sucks so much I can't stand how it is without you. You belong to me.us here we who love you and appreciate you . Life isn't fair I know that for a fact. But sometimes I tell God really all the ugly hearted mean spirited people roam this earth. I don't know I'm just bewildered . I 
want to share every day with you and celebrate all that life has to give us both. That is what living with grief . I am just a daughter who longs for her mother . 😭💔

Every single day it is like a gut punch straight to my soul you are not here . I dislike that we can no longer make more memories. I dislike we are not in each other’s presence. Just wish I could hear you talk and laugh and see you mom with my eyes . How is it I am here without the one who brought me into this world . Mothers & daughters have a bond we have that bond .  I miss all what we shared together. I really dislike when I speak of us it is in the past tense don’t like it at all. Love you ..🙏🕯️🕊️🪽♥️🌹🥺😭

You should be here , all of you should be here sitting in the rocking chair on the beautiful porch . We miss you all so very much . Hugs and kisses may they  reach you and our loved ones to the galaxies & heavens above . 🥺😢😭

Proud to be yours mom .. love you forever & always . Rest in heavenly paradise . 🙏♥️

You are the sunshine of my life mom. You give me life , strength. You give me unconditional love you are the foundation of which has made me the woman I am today because I’ve learned from the best . I’ve grown with you and watched all the amazing accomplishments you worked so hard for . I miss you 😢 more and more as time goes by. When I lost you i really did and still do feel very much alone in this world . I have this shelter called a house 🏡 but I never really feel like I’m home. Home to me has always been YOU mom . You are all the sunshine and holidays wrapped into one . You are the color in my life and that color is faded with the absence of you . Just being in your presence made me whole you are my energy source . You loved life you loved to sing , dance and just so joyful . I miss your energy mom you were always so positive. No matter what you just always said  “ God is good” even if I said yeah but this or that and you would say “ He has blessed me mija all the days of my life “ that is true mom He did . Thank you Lord for all of our blessings . So take care of my precious beautiful mother until I can when I get there in your heavenly home. I love you mom.🙏💔😭

It's Saturday night and you are not here to help decorate for the coming holidays. That makes the days seem so hard and sad. Miss you sister friend.  God bless you and see you one day.  Rip sister friend...

All those dates that led to a Holiday really doesn’t mean much of anything anymore . By now we would be planning and getting the house 🏡 ready for Fall. One thing is for sure we would already be listening to Christmas music since July . That’s when our countdown to the holidays would begin. Now for me it’s just blah another day and time and reminder that the joy and love of all of that is gone. You are HOLIDAY for me and my loved ones . That’s all I prayed for and gave God thanks for . All I wanted is my family for the holidays not material things just to be all together. I always felt I was extremely rich because I was fortunate to have my grandparents for as long as I did. Blessed beyond measure that God gave me you mom. Rich shouldn’t be measured by how much money one  has but how loved they are and the love they give . So now when I see the countdown and see all the decorations at the stores I can’t say I feel anything I’m just numb to it . Three years thus far and it feels like a million years that you and I last spoke and seen each other. My soul misses you …😭💔

Thank you for having my brother mom. Just seeing him and knowing he exists makes me feel like I am not completely alone . Because he like me is a part of you . At least I get to have him here . I’m so grateful to God for blessing me so much in many ways in my lifetime. Thank you mom for loving us all . I still feel that love even if we are in two different realms of life. But we are always connected to each other. We miss you 😢 so very much . Our prayers are that one day we shall meet again in Gods kingdom where we will be in perfect peace . 🙏

Love you grandpa .  Wishing you a very Happy Heavenly Birthday 🎂 I know you are spending this beautiful day with your family above . Always in my heart and thoughts . Love you forever and ever grandpa. .God bless you and rest in heavenly peace.♥️

Always loved & thought of . We all miss you every single day . I hope and pray you can still feel all of our love. God bless you and may you rest in eternal paradise. 🕯️🕊️🪽🙏♥️🌹🏵️🥹😭

My hello to you disappeared.  I try so hard to understand how you were taken from all of us. I started getting out my fall stuff and I kept thinking that I would already have helped you with your house.  Wow, my brain and heart cannot believe and understand why we lost you.  There's no real meaning to it and my sister friend is not here. But my mom always said that God takes only the best.  And your were the best.  We had so many years of great friendship.  You were like my sister. I hung up my fall wreath today and it felt so sad. We never know how life is going to treat us.  But I thank God for the honor of being friends. But we will see each other again one day. Wait for me dearest sister friend. Rest in peace. God bless you my dearest sister friend. See you one day........

You are the one and only and the first person I would tell all my secrets and thoughts. 💭 I still do mom I talk to you all the time . We all do . You are missed beyond measure . Still it is hard for us to understand and process that you are truly gone from the physical world. So many of us share the same pain. We long for your presence. You made every one feel special and loved . You could reassure us all that no matter what everything is going to be alright. Because in your words of wisdom “ God is good “ indeed HE is . I count my blessings and I am extremely grateful 🥹 for all HE has blessed us . Yet with a sigh 😔 I still wish He could have left you here with me . There isn’t anything I would not have done mom to make that possible. I’d give you one of my lungs any part of my body to keep you . This isn’t the way it was supposed to happen. You shouldn’t have gone the way you did . 🥹😭💔 Nonetheless it’s done and I can’t change that fact . I can only pray that you are in perfect peace surround with your parents & siblings . You all are happy , healthy and so full of LIFE ever lasting. One day we shall be reunited and never ever part . God bless you my beautiful precious mother . 🙏🕯️🕊️🪽♥️

Couldn’t sleep … I started to organize some things . Came across all the legal documents 📃 that I had to take care of when you left on your heavenly journey. Crying , shaking and feeling physically ill going through the paperwork. After 3 years mom it still feels fresh the whole pain of getting that call 📞 you had gone. I know you would not have wanted to leave us . 💔 Miss you mom and love you dearly . I always will…….🥺😭

It's me sister friend.  Why aren't you here preparing your house for the fall season. What great times we had doing that together and Michelle watching us and laughing at us what great memories.  I'm still under the weather. Rough time. .if you were here I would be at your house decorating your house.  Sure miss you and those great days. But I will be there one day.  We will have so much fun together. God bless you my dearest sister friend. Rest in peace.

Hey sister friend. Having a sad day.  You're not here and that makes all of us so sad and heartbroken. I.got a bad case of shingles.  Sure are painful. It's like I'm getting all kinds of illnesses. Sure am tired of it.  Miss you dearest sister friend.  God bless you. rest in peace. Missssss you ...........

Had to talk to you again. Life is not the same anymore. Miss you.  Miss all the things we did each day.  Spring will be here soon.  My favorite time of year.  Fall colors roll in and makes my heart so happy, that is gone now.  When we shared 35 years of close, very close friendship it was so awesome.  Not anymore since you left us. But you have left me with beautiful memories. And that will help me syl.  Thinking of you each and every day. Rest in Peace.    God bless you my sister.

Hi sister friend 
  Missing you each day.  This time of month  is your 🎂 🎂🎈 birthday.  Sure .miss you very much. I have shingles now. It is terrible 😔.  So tired of being sick with one thing or another.  Just spent 2 weeks in the hospital in a coma.  But they Took care of it. Miss you dearest sister friend very much. God bless you. Rip my sister friend.

Yesterday was out & about running errands with MM. These cute pumpkins 🎃 were outside the entrance of the store . Every store has fall things and decorations. I missed you even more . I thought about you and how you would be here decorating our 🏡 home and planning the holidays already. Mom we all miss you and our loved ones so very much . We all continue to live our lives as we must . But you all are in our thoughts , prayers and in our minds every day. Life moves on but the longing for you and our family to be whole there is the constant ache . Our hearts are broken 😭 We pray for peace & guidance. Our peace is knowing you are all together in Gods presence and Heavenly home. All our love always .~🙏🕯️🕊️🪽🌹♥️🥺😢😭

I rarely use that phrase at all anymore “Good morning “ I know say “ morning “ ironic . You always said “ good morning “ I would say the same back . But since the day you left I don’t feel the “ good in morning anymore “ I look forward to waking up and seeing you and my loved ones . Now I wake up and it’s so quiet and it is a reminder of how you all are gone. I give God thanks for waking me up and for my loved ones here . But still for me life is and always will be incomplete. What can I say mom you are just unforgettable. We all miss you so very much . We miss every one . We know you all are at peace and are together. Thank God for that . But it doesn’t change the fact that my heart and soul aches for you mom and it always will. 🙏🥹😭💔

Hey sister friend.  Got a new phone and learning how to use it.  Been in the hospital for over 3weeks in a coma. But I'm home now and needed to talk to you. It was the strangest thing I went through.  Adam said I was talking to my sisters and them to go see be with them but I said no .  Wish I could see you my dearest sister friend.i don't understand why I'm still here.  See you one day and catch up on everything.rest in peace. God bless you...

Well today is your great grandsons birthday 🎂 I know if you all were here  uncle would be making the bbq. You and grandma all the fixings . The weather is nice . All I can think about how bad our allergies will be and especially yours mom. Everyday I try hard and by the grace of God I make thru it . But you are always on our minds and in our hearts . Sending you and my loved ones many hugs and kisses . As I hold my grandson I will give him extra kisses and squeeze him extra tight pouring all of my love from you all. God is good ….

My dearest Precious Mother,
😭 It does not matter what I am doing or not doing . Here or there I always wish you were here . Today for some reason in my head all I can think about is that we would have Alexa on and she would be playing Christmas 🎄 music . Actually we would have started listening to it in July . So I asked her to play some and I tried and just couldn’t . I asked her to stop 🛑 playing it . All those beautiful precious memories flood back . Although they are so dear and precious to me they HURT 😞 those memories crush my soul mom. You are everything to me you are HOME to my soul. 😭 Even now 3 years I don’t want or have the want to decorate our home 🏡. I know it’s pathetic of me but it’s true I just don’t feel it anymore. I can pretend to be happy and excited for others but it’s just a mask I’m used to wearing . Under neath I’m a broken hearted 💔 little girl living in a 50 years old body who just wants her momma. That’s all I ever needed and wanted is you and my family that’s it . I never took anyone for granted . I live with no regrets because we all loved each other and said it all the time . I was blessed I was with you every moment of time . Trying to relearn to live without by my side is extremely painful. I know you are at rest LIVING in another universe beyond the Heavens & galaxies. I’m stuck here trying my hardest to make due with what cards I’ve been dealt . I thank God for all my blessings and He hears my prayers. But I’m just incomplete mom …😭💔

I miss all of our times together mom…🙏🥺😭💔

Today 53 years ago you brought me into this world 🌎. How blessed I am that God gave me you . I entered into your life and we became mother & daughter. You are my best friend . Your love gave me life . My rock my foundation to be the woman I am now . I’ve witnessed your tenacity, strength, your integrity and your intelligence. Your beauty radiates from within . Your heart so full of gratitude and kindness for others . Your patience. Your spirit of love and life was a power like no other . Breaking down and giving up was never an option. You broke strides mom and became a woman that I am so proud to say is my MOM. I miss you 😢 more than I can ever write into words . I feel so odd to be here today on Gods green planet without you . You made every day special & you always said having us your children is and was the greatest joy of your life . Happy birthday to us mom because that’s when we became woven together through DNA .  Nothing can break that bond not even in death . I love you for always & forever my beautiful precious mother. Thank you for blessing me with YOU . 🙏😭

OBITUARY

Sylvia Torres

September 28, 1954 – January 10, 2021

Funeraria Del Angel

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