Thirteen LONG months since we saw that sweet face.
No one could ever swoop in and take your place!!!
I hold you tightly in my heart, and I shall 
NEVER let go.
All this LOVE I have, I’ll be sure that no one EVER forgets, and that they know:
That I will be your legacy; I’ll be your voice.
You will ALWAYS live on in me, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I LOVE you & MISS you my sweet boy, 
my sweet Kay💜💜XOXO

This holiday week I’m trying my best to suppress my sorrow; trying to hold 
back the tears.
I’m doing all I can to concentrate on ALL
the joy we shared when you were here.
I’m longing for the moments we had, the 
memories we shared.
I long for a glimmer of what we had before;
I want what we had and MORE!!!!
For now, our life seems to be on hold since
 you have parted.
So, I will wait patiently till we can continue what we started………..
Until we meet again, I LOVE U sweet boy!💜
Xoxo

Today, I tried to put my sorrow aside; hold
back my tears, and try my best to hide.
Your sister opened her gifts early last night.
I didn’t put up a fight; whatever…..right?!!!!
So, I thought it was only fair to give you your gift, a big giant, green teddy bear!
I hope you loved it, and it brought a smile to your face!
Ky said you loved when she gave you stuffed animals and things.
I wish I could’ve seen the joy it brought…….
I miss that smile; I miss you a lot!!!💜xoxo💜
 I hope you had a great day baby!!!

Morning baby boy!
I wondered if you had a long day yesterday?Did you celebrate with Uncle John for his birthday?  I’m sure there was so much laughter to go around with him and Aunt Shirley. I hope you guys had a great day together and that you were able to maybe play him a song or two. 
And, I’m hoping today will be even better 
for you!
That you surround yourself with the people who love you so much and spend some quality time with one another. That’s what matters the most, right?!!
I just want you to know that you’ll be in my heart, and on my mind all day. I love and miss 
you so much and wishing you were here.
Please stay close today, I always like to know you’re near.

Tell everyone Merry Christmas 🎄 and that we love and miss all you guys!!!

Love you baby!
Have the BEST possible day!💜xoxo💜

Merry christmas our sweet  Kaleb. Miss you so much.  I miss your big  hugs  your  contagious  laugh  and your  beautiful  smile.  Gives me  comfort  to know you are with  papa  celebrating  this  day  together.  We go by day by day thinking of you. Miss  your special  love you showed  everyone  of us everyday. Love you so much will see you someday again.  Merry christmas my sweet grandson.  Love Lil  Grama xo

Kaleb, I wish you a happy heavenly Christmas!🎄❤️ The calendar might say it’s December 25th but it could be any day because they are not the same without you. I know as we go through today you will show us signs that you are here with us and for me that will have to be enough. Loving you to infinity and beyond 💔🎄🎁

Kaleb, I wonder what Christmas is like in heaven? It must be beautiful because you are there. We all miss you so much, and the holidays have not been the same since you went away.
Merry Christmas, my sweet Angel
I wish I could feel your big hug from down here. 
I love you more than you will ever know, K
Love your aunt Kim

If I could have one Christmas wish it would be to wake up this morning and find you standing  by the tree………..how precious would that be?
I know this can’t be so, because God called on you, and you had to go.
I now know that you were an Angel sent to 
me as a very special gift, only to borrow.
You were sent here to bring me joy.
 But, now with you gone, I’m instead, filled
 with so much sorrow.
I’m sad for what we’re missing out on, 💔
 today, and ALL of our tomorrow’s.

#Fighting back the tears……….It’s a different kind of Christmas this year.🎄💔

We miss you sooooo much baby!!!!! Xoxo

This morning before I left, I looked at the 
clock, it read 9:26!!!
I get out to the car, it’s reading 26 degrees.
Talking to someone who was sitting next to a digital clock, what catches my eye?
That it’s reading 11:11!!!!!!
My signs just keep coming……… 🕊️
The more I acknowledge and talk about
 them, I get more!!!!!
It’s not a coincidence, or something to be ignored.
Every time you send me one, I feel like I’ve scored!
Well, I know that I already did; I had the BEST SON and KID!!!!
Still trying to make Momma happy because
I know you hate to see me down and crappy.
But these, my sweet boy, they make my ♥️
melt and bring me so much joy!
They are something I will ALWAYS love 
and enjoy!
💜I LOVE YOU MY SWEET BOY 💜xo

Today, when I looked at the clock,  it was 
your birthdate……..11:26!!!!💚
And, you probably thought, that you were good, that you gave me “my fix.”
Nope! I got a little greedy and wanted more.
Ya, you can say, I’m a little needy!
I need to know your close, and feel that connection. I need it for my soul; it’s what gives me my drive and feeds me.
It’s honestly, the only thing that gets me through my day.
I keep my eyes peeled, and on the look out 
for signs from my Sweet Kay.
And, even as I finished up this very entry, 
and turned my phone on to post it, the clock  
read 9:26!!!
It hit me like a bag of bricks!
This is my Kay; this is no trick!
I LOVE you Sweet Boy………
💜Thank you for my daily fix!!!!💜XOXO

I feel sometimes like I’m drowning in sadness, and when I feel like this, no 
matter what got me to that point, 
I MISS you MORE!
I guess it’s because you were always my soft place to land.
You were the only one who’d understand.
You cared about my feelings; not wanting my emotions unreeling.
I MISS you so MUCH and I hope you know…..
I LOVE you so!💜XOXO

I 🙏🏻 that you are stronger than me. 
That you fight for what your worthy of.
I 🙏🏻 and hope you know that I needed you more than you ever needed me.
I 🙏🏻 and hope you know that every moment
 I got to spend with you, I cherished and will never regret.
I 🙏🏻 that you know that I’ve always loved you with every ounce of my being.

I would do anything for my kids but, God also 
can…….that’s  why I’m a Mama who 🙏🏻!!!!!!

# I Love to LOVE my kids💜xoxo

Most people don’t realize the amount of 
effort it takes some people just to get 
through the day.
How much energy is expended just to make it seem slightly normal.
You find yourself somewhere you’ve never been, doing things you’ve never done, being a person you never imagined you’d be.

#Broken hearted💔Mom, missing her son;
yet, trying to be strong!

Miss you sooooo much Kaleb💜xoxo

Time is free, but PRICELESS!
You can’t own it, but you can USE it.
You can’t keep it, but you can SPEND it.
But, once you’ve lost it, you can never get 
it back.
Be GRATEFUL for every second of every
day that you get to spend with the people 
you LOVE.

LIFE IS PRECIOUS!!!!!
💜Missing you baby💜xoxo

My sweet boy loved his ginger-ale, like his aunt Kim, his favorite pal!
He loved his wings, just like uncle Rod; they
could’ve been chicken kings!
He loved Momma’s mac & cheese, but it had 
to be baked, (not a cheese sauce) for heaven sakes!!!
He liked his Ferrero Rocher’s which, are even better, this time of year.
He liked stuffing (it didn’t matter even if 
it was Stove-top), he wasn’t about all the fussing!
He liked X-Mas cut-out cookies WITHOUT the frosting; he didn’t care about all that extra, or the bling!
He enjoyed all the simple things.
That is, until God came and gave him his wings.

XOXO………I LOVE  U Buddy!!!! 
Missing you & all your favorite things💔

To my kids:

I believe that God sent you into my life to 
give me something to fight for, and to show 
me that there is love in this world.
I believe he sent you to give me hope and to bring me joy, my sweet girl and my baby boy.
I always say that Kay gives me the strength 
to go on for Ky and vice versa. 
Ky gives me the strength to go on each day and fight while still remembering and 
loving on our Kay.

Life is hard and a struggle everyday, but my kids make it all worth it.
I love them with every beat of my heart.💜

# My GREATEST TREASURES💚🩷

You were my moon and stars 🌟 and my everything in between.
You were the GREATEST son this world has yet to have seen.
You came into this world so sweet and serene, until your untimely death at just eighteen.
I’m missing you so much but I know I’ll see you again when we convene.

💜I love you so much Bubba💜xoxo

Life is a struggle every day; it’s hard to go on without our Kay.
We will always be knee deep in our grief;
 it’ll never go away.
It’s like an ocean, that could eventually  swallow us whole.
An undertow, that will continue to pull us below.
We will never stop the current or the rapid flow.
We just have to find a way to swim, 
or hopefully learn as we go.

💜I LOVE U Buddy………..
                             I hope you know💜XOXO

I Miss you so much, as everyone knows.
As the time goes by, my emptiness grows.
My heart is forever hurting; alongside my
falling tears.
Every second your not here, feels like a 
million years!
That’s because having a broken heart does not mean you stop feeling.
You actually feel more, your emotions are through the ceiling!

💜Miss & Love you soooooo much!💜xoxo

Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I’m falling apart.
Look closely, and you will see, the person
before you, really isn’t me.
That’s because a broken heart changes people.
My soul is heavy with sadness, and everyday 
I try to escape this madness.
But, I’ve come to realize, that my broken heart will never mend; It will always be shattered.
So, instead of trying to fix myself, I’ve come to find peace in all that is broken. 
That’s because I know where it’s broken,
 it was once whole and filled, and that’s all 
that matters.

xoxo💜I love u Kay💜xoxo

For me, you are the stars🌟twinkling at night.
You are the moon🌖 glowing bright.
You are the fluffy clouds I see in the sky.
It’s why I am always looking up, and looking for signs.
I look for you everywhere, even in the music that I hear.
It all reminds me of you; a time when we were happy, and you were here.
I know these signs are “special” sent 
by you to let me know your still near, and never went.
So, whenever I get down, 
I take a deep breath knowing that you surround me always, I just have to look 
around.
💜Missing you sweet boy💜xoxo

I miss your HUGS; I miss your LOVE.
I miss, all that you were made of.
I miss the attention you demanded as you
walked through a door.
I miss, all of what you stood for.
Loyalty, honesty, strength, and perseverance; all put together with the sweetest face, for the perfect package.
A heart ♥️ that only knew how to care.
A giant, yet protecting teddy bear.
My sweet boy, I miss you so!
How much? I hope you know.
Xoxo💜Mom

My grief is really just my LOVE that I want 
to give.
Give to my son, that was unable to live.
Grief is just my LOVE with no place to go.
So, I put my pen to paper, as you already know.
I’m just a grieving Mom who LOVES to LOVE on her long lost son.
And, my night is never finished, until my writing is done.
I’m not looking for sympathy.
I only want to express my LOVE for my son, who I can no longer see.
He was the BEST to ever be!!!!

Momma loves you baby💜xoxo💜

How can I be the same Mom I was, before 
our loss, with so much heartache?
Every day is a struggle, it hurts my heart to 
even wake.
But, I try with all my might every single day,
for my daughter’s sake.
I have to be the same Mom I was; I have to, 
it’s what’s she’s deserving of.
I have to try to do all the things I use to do
because she is deserving of all of my love too!
Whether down here,  or in Heaven above, 
my love goes on & on; there’s no end to a mother’s love.
I may be broken, but the LOVE I have for my kids will never go unspoken.

**💜I will be “That Mom”; have patience baby girl, and remain calm.💜**

# Trying my best!
💜Xoxo

Your passing has left a heartache that no one can heal.
But, your love has left behind sweet memories that no one can steal.
You may be miles away, but no one is closer to my heart than you.
Nestled deep inside, where you’ll always reside.
Forever in my heart; we will NEVER part.

I love you sweet boy, with all my heart!💜 
Xoxo

People are preparing for Christmas and 
thinking…….what a wonderful time of year.
We, on the other hand, are thinking of what we are missing out on because you are no longer here.
And, my wish list looks a whole lot different from many others.
That’s because I’m what you call, a grieving mother.
I wish for things like your love, and signs from above.
Anything to show me that your with me 
and still near because life has become so 
hard without you here.
So, for many, it is a time that brings a lot of cheer, but for us, it is a time that is just too much to bear!
We are filled with so much heartache and 
so many tears.

Missing you baby boy, and all our past 
Christmas years. 💜xoxo💜

You brought out the good in everyone;
It’s one, of the many reasons I’m proud to 
call you my son.
Love for everyone and the kindest heart;
and you wonder why,  we miss you a TON!
Always wanting to put a smile on someone else’s face and make them laugh.
So proud to call you my son, my big giraffe.
All the stories are true that have been told….
you had the warmest soul and a heart of gold.
I am so proud to have created someone with this kind of hold.
My sweet, sweet Kay………
I couldn’t be more proud of who you became.
The son I made, and forever, our internal flame.

We miss you all the same!💜xoxo

After a mother loses her child, she becomes
someone different.
Me, for instance, I am different now.
I struggle every day, but yet, have to find the strength to go on somehow.
God is said to give you only what you can handle. Well, he must think I’m really strong,
because this battle he wants me to fight is going to be lifelong.
God, I’m not as strong as you think. I need 
you to help me fight. 
Please provide me with some peace at night
and some comfort to my aching heart,
 at least for now, while we are apart.

💜Kay, I love you with ALL my HEART💜xo

I sit and stare into the hall imagining you walking through the door.
Waiting for you to say……Hey Ma, I’m home.
Then reality hits, and I find myself in tears,
just knowing that I won’t hear that sweet voice anymore.
I know you don’t like to see me upset, 
and never liked when I would cry, 
but I just cannot fathom how or WHY???
I pray every night that God will give me the strength to see me through.
Because every day is a struggle, and is so 
hard, since I lost you.
Xoxo💜I LOVE YOU!💜Xoxo

I thought I had it all; everything big and small.
That is, till one day, God came and took my Kay.
For, now I know, everything he sends my way, everything he gives me, he can also take away.
So scared to lose it all, it’s just to personal and easy for me to recall. 
I’m trying to dismiss these feelings but, after losing my son, I now have different views.
Everything I have, I am so terrified to lose.
Thankful to God for what he has given me 
but, I am reminded daily, that he can take it 
all back, very easily.

Missing my Sweet Son everyday 💜xoxo💜

I wish I could come visit you, and walk with 
you among the stars.
See that sweet face, ask how you’ve been,
and whatcha been up to so far.
I would tell you what’s been going on with
us, and tell you how we’ve missed you so.
I would hug on you tightly but, I know I
won’t want to let go.
I would stand on my tippy toes, reach up 
and give you a kiss and then turn to God 
to ask if he will allow visitors so I can come 
see you again.

Oh, how I wish……. 💔
Missing you sweet boy💜xoxo💜

What do you do when you know you need someone, but they’re in heaven?
A dilemma I find myself in every day.
I find myself talking quietly to you and crying instead.
I just want to be able to tell you how much I need you, and how hard my days are without you.
I just cannot let go of what’s making me sad because it’s one of few things that also made me happy.
So what do you do?
I guess the answer is to:
Reflect, reminisce and remember.
Never forget that sweet face and that person who made your heart a soft place.

💜Loving on you Kay……..
Missing you every day!💜xoxo

*Jealous as can be, of those who get to see
 you &  sit with you everyday peacefully.💔

When the stars🌟shine up in the sky, 
I miss you!!!!
When the sun☀️rises and sets everyday,
I miss you!!!
When the sun☀️shines and everything looks bright and beautiful, I miss you!!!!
Every day;
Every minute;
Every hour;
In every way;
In everything I do, I MISS YOU!!!!!!!

💜I LOVE YOU!!!!!!💜Xoxo

Today was HARD!
This was our very last holiday together 
last year.
Today was SAD!
Missing you and wishing you were here.
Today was QUIET!
No laughing, no joking; just a somberness, 
and a lot of tears.
Today was LONELY!
I sat and talked with you throughout 
the day, I hope you could hear.
Today was just NOT THE SAME!
I miss and love you my sweet boy, my giant teddy bear!🧸 

Sending you hugs & kisses to take with you 
up there. 💜xoxo💜

Today is a day of thanks.
For the things and the people we’re thankful for.
It's about being grateful for what we have, had, and what is yet to come.
I want my sweet son to know that I am so grateful to have called him my own.
To have been his momma;
To have been blessed with his life;
To have made precious memories with him;
To have shared part of my journey with him.
I will be forever grateful for our shared memories like our Disney and camping trips. That was our special and precious time together as a family.
Grateful for our laughs, our jokes;
That smile…….it’s what I miss the most!
I’m grateful for the LOVE he gave me 
and the way he made my heart feel.
I am so  grateful and proud as can be to have had a son, as special as he!

Happy Heavenly Thanksgiving my Sweet boy
I hope your still gathering with our loved ones up there. Having a feast, surrounded with love and making happy memories!
We love and miss you so very much!!
🫂💚XOXO

11/27……Today has marked a year 💔
We managed to pull through but not without
 a sea of tears.
365 days since I’ve seen that sweet face;
I feel like my whole life has been misplaced!
The heartache never goes away; I miss you,
every minute of every day.
You were my precious boy, so special and perfectly unique!
You were my joy, and gave me my strength when I was weak.
You were my heart and soul; how much I miss you, nobody will ever know.
Time may pass, but not one day goes by that 
you are not on my mind and in my heart.💜 
Another month
Another tear
Another holiday
Another winter
But………there will NEVER be another you!!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!!! 

Forever & Always 💜 xoxo💜Mom

A day to love on you.
A day to remember and share.
A day thought out with tender, loving care.
Do you know how many people love you?
Can you tell by the pics above? It’s more than just a few!
It’s a whole lot of love!💗 xo
You continue to make me proud, proud as 
can be!
I Love you sweet boy! From now, till eternity!!

I gotta squeeze in one last……
🌟🎈🎂Happy birthday!🎂🎈🌟
We all love you sooooooo much!!!🫂💜xoxo

I am wishing you a Happy birthday to my best buddy, missing you everyday gets harder and harder days feel like they aren’t going to end nights feel longer especially on the game. You will always be like a brother to me i hope i can see you today, living your day today honoring you and your beloved soul.Happy 19th buddy!🐺

Today is the day you were put in my arms for the very first time.
From the first time we locked eyes, I felt such an overwhelming sense of love for you.
I knew you were special and would later come to find out, how very special that was.
You brought so much love into our house, 
our world and everyone around you. 
I hope you will be with us today as we celebrate your life, your legacy and your greatness!💚🌟
I will continue, for the rest of my life to honor you, your name, and the wonderful son you were.
As a mom, you will do anything to protect your child but, when there are no longer here, you’ll do everything to protect their memory.
So, we will continue to love on you sweet boy and I hope you feel that love today and always until I get there and can wrap my arms around you so tight and never, ever have to let you go again.
 Happy Heavenly 19th Birthday Kay!💜🫂xo

**The pic above was from a year ago today, 
the night of your 18th birthday.
Ironically, your bday was the day I met you for the first time and also the day I would see you for the last time.
Now, it is a day to remember you ALWAYS!

We LOVE YOU SWEET boy!!!💚🫂xoxo

Kaleb Happy Birthday  my sweet angel. It's hard to believe a year ago today we were celebrating  your birthday.  Miss you  so much you'll  never know  how  much!! You were  so excited to introduce  me to Leena she made you so happy  was so  glad you two  Had  that short time together because yous made a great pair. You got  kick out of me buying you  cake with pink roses. But always  got you a cake you and your friends  had  a good laugh. Love you. More then you'll ever  know time is not  healing  the pain  it gets harder  everyday.  Shine on  love you my shining star and happy birthday  . Miss  you so much!!!   Love Lil grama💚

Happy Heavenly birthday my sweet Kaleb! I miss you and love you so much. I wish that I could go back in time to tell you how very much you were loved and how very proud I was to be called your Grandma. Somehow you managed to see the good in all people that surrounded you, because of you we all love  harder, hold on longer,choose happy instead of sad… because that’s what you did. My talented, handsome, loving boy! Fly high sweet boy until our clouds align I love you to infinity and beyond.❤️💚❤️💚

Happy 19th Birthday 🎈my Sweet boy, 
my shining star.🌟 
I wish that you could be here to celebrate 
like we use to do; eat cake & open presents and cards.
I’m missing you like crazy but, if I cannot be with you, I  hope you’re still celebrating and enjoying your day with all our heavenly family.
And, although I feel you with me each and every day, it doesn’t stop the heartache, that’ll never go away.
So today, we all want to wish you………..
💜A Happy Heavenly Birthday!!!💜
We are going to LOVE on you in every possible way💜XOXO

Love 💚 FOREVER & ALWAYS, 
Mom, Dad & Kyleigh💚

My sweet, loving nephew Kaleb. It's hard to believe that last year at this time we came to see you for your birthday. We came the day before because you had a busy, fun filled morning, day and night, the day of your birthday. I can remember that day, so very clear .  You were your happy self.  We joked around. We talked about some vinyls I had just ordered and was waiting to get. You and dad messed with me and said, " I hope that you ordered the right vinyls and bought the explicit version !" I told you guys... Idk, I hope so! Because you and dad told me that you both made that mistake a couple of times before and you were not happy about it. We had our laughs, our hugs, and I love yous. I am so blessed that our family is so close, and I have so many memories of you. I know it is the day before your birthday but I had to share my birthday memories.
Happy birthday, Kaleb.
I know you will be celebrating with our loved ones up there in heaven tomorrow. 
I miss and love you more than you will ever know
💚
People say it gets easier.  I can't see how it does. I struggle every day missing you so much. Love you K.
Love always, 
Aunt Kim.

A year ago, everything was different. 
In an instant, things changed forever.
 I look back now and realize how much a year can do to a person.
So please have some grace.
Please don’t rush my grieving process and ask me to speed up my pace.
Allow me a moment to express and display 
my sadness.
Because, unless you have experienced this same exact thing, you do not know this blackness.
Yes, I know there is another side of this grief
but, I have yet to get to it.
My spirit is temporarily heavy and I just need some time and I hope you can understand this.
#Healing at my own pace
              ***SURVIVAL MODE***

I love you sweet boy…….forever & always💜

Today was hard. Tomorrow will be hard.
Next week will be hard. Next year will be hard.
The rest of my life will continue to be hard.
I will never be the same. I will never be that person I was before losing my son, that person is gone.
I may sometimes smile, I may even laugh, but that person I was, will never be back!
That’s because a huge piece of me went with him, and I will get it back, when I see him again.
Until then………
I love and miss you Bud💜xoxo💜

Never another hug.
Never another, I love ya Ma.
Never another, Night; Sweet Dreams.
Never another, You good Ma?
Never another, You need help Ma?
Never will I:
-see you drive
-see you accomplish your goals
-see you marry
-see you become a father 
-see you grow old
I will FOREVER grieve everything WE 
lost out on……….
Our today, our tomorrows, and a lifetime of dreams I was suppose to share with you.💔

I MISS you & LOVE you soooo much!💜XO

I don’t have hope in the same sense that
others do. 
Do I have hope that things will get better,
and the answer is no.
Nothing will ever be better than what I had.
I have hope for things like:
That one day my heart won’t be so heavy. 
That it won’t be weighed down with so 
much grief.
I hope that one day I can make a normal life for my daughter.
I hope that one day my daughter will accomplish all that she puts her mind to.
I hope to one day see her marry and have miracles of her own.
I hope that one day we have the closest of relationships.
I hope and pray that each and every day I am able to gather enough strength to get through.
And ultimately……….
I hope to be the best I can for everyone in my life and make my son proud.
And in the end…………
I hope to see my baby boy again.

🕊️These are my hopes🕊️
I love you Kay💜xoxo💜

You may have only stayed for a short time,
but the imprints you’ve left on our hearts 
are everlasting!
You’re thought of with the fondest of memories and throughout our days.
We could never forget your kind soul; 
it gleamed in every way. 
You’ve taught us to be better people; you were always a guiding light.
Our love knows no boundaries. 
You will be with us always, until we meet 
again and reunite.
💜xoxo💜

The blue💙 in me will always find the 
orange🧡 in you.
You are my sweet on a sour day.
You are a golden ☀️yellow to my gray.
You are the calm to my stormy sea.
You were, and will always be, the one to set my heart and my mind free.
You were the silly to my madness; 
to love you was effortless!
I Love you soooo much…………
my love for you is measureless!!!
💜 xoxo💜

You were the reason for my smile.
One of the people who made my life worthwhile.
You were full of life and full of color.🩷💚💜
You were always positive, always sweet;
a little lover!
You were the ☀️sunshine and joy in our
soul.
With your absence, our heart now has a gaping hole.
We MISS & LOVE you……….
I hope that much you know!💜xoxo💜

HOLD ON…..even if it’s for today.
Gather whatever strength you have 
so you can keep it together another day.
Don’t think about tomorrow, next week or
next month, just today.
Just keep it together!!!!!
This is what I tell myself each and every day.
Every single day, since my sweet boy has 
gone away.
  
💜 I LOVE U Kay!  XOXO 💜

You were a HUGE piece of me!
My love for you will ALWAYS be a constant 
and guaranteed!
Because, no matter how far the heavens 
have taken you;
no matter how much time passes between;
my love will NEVER falter, as you have 
already seen.
Nothing will ever change how much you
mean to me.
Nothing will ever weaken our bond………
my sweet boy, my BABY you’ll ALWAYS BE!

💜I Love U Sweetie!💜xoxo

I’m always on the look out for signs and symbols.
It doesn’t have to be something big, it can 
be something small and simple.
Just a little something to let us know that 
he is near.
A little sign like the one above, and it makes
it all clear.
I try to tell everyone, keep an open mind.
When you do, it’ll be signs and symbols that
you’ll be sure to find.

This car was in front of gramma at a red light and she snapped the pic.
**Always keep your eyes open**

💜We LOVE U Kay….keep them coming sweet boy.💜xoxo

There’s something undeniably magical about 
a sunrise.
The soft glow of colors painting the morning sky as if it were a canvas.
It’s a daily reminder that no matter how 
dark the night gets, a fresh start is always 
on the way.
Like a sunrise, I have to be resilient, and 
always rise!

💜Love u pumpkin!💜xoxo

The most beautiful things in life are NOT things. They are the people and the places;
the feelings and the moments. 
They are the smiles and the laughter.
They are the special moments with the 
ones we love.
They are the memories that we make and 
can take anywhere, even to the heavenly clouds above.
Memories remind us that nothing lasts forever.
Time is precious and should not be wasted!
Enjoy life and remember, don’t count the days, make the days COUNT!

💜My LOVE knows no amount!
I love you will everything I am.💜xoxo

My kids may not always be in my home but they will always be:
In my heart; in my prayers and on my mind.
They are all that I think of, all of the time!
As the saying goes:
As a Mom, I’ll always be in 1 of 3 places.
In front of my kids cheering them on;
Behind them to have their back; or
Beside them, so they never walk alone.
This is what both my kids, I hope, have grown to known.
I’ll always be their biggest cheerleader.
There’s nothing I ever wanted more or think is sweeter!
I 💜U Both; your DEFINITELY keepers!💜xo

Don’t leave anything for later:
Later, you lose interest.
Later, the day turns into night.
Later, people grow up; people grow old.
Later, you’ll regret not doing something 
when you had the chance.
Life is a dance, a delicate balance. It is filled with moments that will never return to us again.
So, let us not leave anything for later. Embrace the moments with your heart wide open.
For, in the end, it’s not the things that we did that we will regret. It will be the things we’ve left undone, and the words that were never spoken.
Take this advice as a tiny token………….
Live life with no regrets!

💜Love you sweetness!💜xoxo

I loved you first, and I love you still.
I love you……..I always have, and I always will!
Your laughter lit up my world, and your kindness filled my heart with pride.
Your aura always shined so bright; 
for miles, far and wide.
I strive to be like you in every way; you were the best Kay!
I am your momma; you are my world.
Time will never change that, I give you 
my word.
💜xoxo💜

Looking up to the sky, not knowing that you were “his” guy.
But, he knew of your greatness and that you were “the one.”
We would come to find, that you would be 
his new, chosen son.
How can I say that I blame him, you were the absolute BEST!
How could anyone not be impressed?!!!!
Of course this was against my will, and I detest!
But, God said to me…………
Honey, you had him, consider yourself BLESSED!
And I am! I was truly BLESSED!
Thank you Kay for choosing me for your earthly quest.
💜I LOVE you sweet boy……
You are simply the BEST!!!!!💜xoxo

For the things God gives you, he can also 
take away.
Hold them tight and LOVE on them each 
and everyday.
Live with no regrets because you’ll never 
be able to hit re-play.
Live life to the fullest making the most of it!
Embrace all that life has to offer.
This may be our book, our chapter, but by no means, are we the authors.
Love the people he gave you, because he will need them back someday.
Missing you Kay and I will………
Today, tomorrow & ALWAYS!!💜xoxo💜

Look at these little cuties!
My handsome little man and my chubby 
little beauty!
What a good big brother; sweet little sister.
I couldn’t be a prouder mother!
My kids are my life and what keeps me going.
Down here or up there, they are the ones to give me my strength and keep me growing.
So tiny and small………
they were and will always be my ALL!
💜Love you Both Forever!💜xoxo

Today was one of those days that I felt completely and utterly defeated.
On top of everything, God has taken my son, leaving me to feel broken and cheated.
And, on days like this, it just makes me miss him even more because I know exactly what I’m needing.
I’m needing that warm smile and to hear his laughter.
He was my comfort and my happily ever after.
He is what I need, he is what I’m missing……..
I’m just sad and wishing💔

I love you Kay 💜 xoxo 
Missing you every moment of every day!

My son, you were my world; the melody that made my life’s song sound so sweet!
Thank you for all the precious notes that made my song complete.
Thank you for being the one who added 
color to my life, music to my ears, and magic 
to my soul.
You made me whole!
Thank you for bringing the harmony to my life’s song.
Thank you for allowing me to tag along!
💜I love u!💜xoxo

Mama wasn’t my first name but it will forever be my favorite name.
I chose you yesterday.
I choose you today.
I will choose you tomorrow.
I will always choose you!
You were my once in a lifetime.
My son, my life, my forever and ever!
💜I love you pumpkin! xoxo💜

My Angel of Earth, even God knew your worth!
You had the eyes of innocence.
 A distinguished GENTLEman, even he couldn’t resist!
The face of an Angel, God knew you would be gainful.
The personality of a dreamer.
A smile that would encapsulate you like 
the Nile.
God probably always knew he wasn’t going to give you long.
Long enough of a stay, to get good and strong!
You were ALWAYS my Angel on Earth, and now you have your beautiful wings you always deserved!
I Love u sweet Angel and have since birth!

P.S. It’s Gramma’s birthday.
Watch over her & give her the best 
possible day!

💜💜We LOVE you Kay!!!💜💜xoxo

Life just simply, has not been the same.
My heart is filled with pain. I just want
you back again.
For this reason, I will keep your memory
 alive, that is my true aim.
You’ll always be in my thoughts no 
matter where I go.
Always in my heart, because I love 
you so.
I will continue to speak your name, 
because you are my forever, eternal flame.
You are the light that shines through.
I’ll never forget you!
💜I LOVE U, we ALL do!!!!!💜xoxo

That the loss of a child is indescribable.
It’s an uphill battle; a journey of survival.
You go through life emotionless, empty 
and silent.
I have nothing to say but my mind, on the other hand, can’t stop thinking.
Memories pull at my heartstrings everyday 
and I feel myself sinking.
Sinking down into a dark abyss.
This is grief and what it feels like when 
you lose someone you love and miss.
But, if you haven’t lost a child, you have no clue, so my feelings you’ll just go on to dismiss.
I can tell you that it takes your life, it takes your peace, it takes your soul.
Unless you’ve lost a child, for this, you’ll never know.
I miss my son with every beat of my heart 
and love him so.
💜xoxo💜

🎃HALLOWEEN 2021……….
Looks like a fun one!
After some trick or treating, they all planned
on meeting.
Ending the night at Lessi’s house, you can 
bet, none of them would be quiet as a mouse.
Four girls……you can bank on it, they would 
be loud!
And one boy……why was Kay the only one always allowed? lol
The mom’s never seem to mind that he was around.
BUT, he was a sweet boy and goofy as ever, so I guess that’s why the mom’s would agree and never say NEVER!
Kay was dressed up as Daniel from Freaks 
& Geeks, a show he loved and watched once
a week.
The girls were cute little animals. There was a kitty, a bunny……so sweet and funny!
The night went on and so did they! They traded candy, took funny pics, and made
silly videos.
What they got into the rest of the night……only they know!
What I do know is that they probably had a ton of fun because that was my son.
You knew it would be a fun day when it included Kay!
He was tons of fun and full of joy…………
We miss you sweet boy!!!
💜xoxo💜

I still feel like this just can’t be true!
How didn’t I know or have some kind of clue?
I’m sorry……….I wish I knew.
I never imagined that you would ever go away.
It takes all the strength inside my soul to just get through each day.
I miss you so much and I can’t do this without you!
I love you sweet boy and I’m missing every bit of you!
💜xoxo💜

Sharing your life with me was like 
watching a beautiful sunrise everyday.
I found joy and beauty in it; every single moment, of every single day.
Like you, a sunrise can be described as
breathtakingly beautiful.
Full of color, striking and bold!
Beauty that will make you speechless.
Take away all your worries in that moment,
and alleviate all your stress.
Thank you for all the joy and beauty you’ve given me!
You gave me so much to look forward to and
so much to see.
And now, you’ve given me so much to believe.

💚I love you baby💚xoxo

Open your heart and close your eyes;
feel my love reach beyond the sky!
You were always my Angel and your
 wings already existed, you just didn’t 
know how to fly.
Now, sweet Angel, you can fly high.
Fly, the sky will open up for you just as it 
did this morning and I caught it with my eyes.
The rippling clouds made way, enough so,
to allow the sunrise to beam brightly through.
As I drove by, I knew it was you!
Thank you for that magnificent view……. 
I Love you too!!!!💜💜xoxo

It’s month number eleven.
Eleven months since you’ve left and gone 
to heaven.
Did we get together in your honor? 
Definitely, without question!
We’ve found that it’s good to surround ourselves with a common love and goal.
That being, all of us missing “our” Kay and remembering his sweet soul.
With our gatherings getting larger & larger,
it has become apparent, that you had to
be the BEST person we’ve all known!
And of course, your memory and all that 
you loved, was the vibe for the night and 
set the tone.
Music, laughter, food & friends…….
What better way to commemorate the night,
right to the very end.
💜💜We LOVE & MISS you!!!💜💜
Our Love we send……….💚
                          My son & our friend
                                         XOXO

It is said that God will send you a baby boy to
show you what true love really is.
God sent me my Kay, and he showed me his.
His love was protective and pure, it was a constant and was sure.
He was always checking in on me, asking you good Mom? 
He was the best son, he was my “peace” and my “calm.”
A precious gift sent from above, sent to
show me so much love.
I love you baby, my protective son.
💜xoxo💜

When I speak your name, my heart fills with so much pride.
My son…….a kind soul, a gentle giant, an 
angel, and now our guide.
That warm smile, that welcoming heart,
you were the absolute best human………
something no one could deny.
You were our “warm & cozy,”  our pride & joy, our most valued trophy.
We found so much pride having you stand 
by our side.
All grown up, sweet, and handsome as 
could be.
💜I LOVE you SON!!!!💜
I couldn’t be more PROUD of who you
turned out to be!!!!!

Xoxo💚

Another pic from Freshman homecoming.
Look at you, with your curly locks, buttoned up shirt……you look so stunning!
You were so handsome, so kind, and always loving!
I wouldn’t trade that face for a darn thing,
nada, nothing!
You look like a dream!
 Pretty much the most handsome boy I’ve 
ever seen!
I love you and that sweet face…….
nothing will ever take your place.💜xoxo💜

As long as it’s up to me……..
You’ll never be forgotten; we will continue to love on you, and honor your sweet memory.
And, it’s evident in things like the pic above, sent to me by Mr. B. 
The impression you left is felt in all our hearts, and can also be seen.
How awesome is it, that he chose to honor you by painting his classroom green!
So much love for our sweet Kay💚💚
who spent part of his journey with us, but could no longer stay.
Your life was a blessing; your memory,
we will always treasure .
I think I speak for us all when I say………
it was such a honor to have lived part 
of our journey with you;
💜We LOVE you & will FOREVER💜xoxo

I smile every time I think of him;
he was the sweetest and kindest human!
His laughter felt like sunshine, his smile was always bright.
When he was here with me, my days were never dark, but always filled with light.
Everything feels different now with him gone.
I walk through my darkest days, just trying to 
carry on.
I’m looking forward to the day that I have 
 him back in my sight.
I know he’ll be the first I see, shining ever so bright.
I miss my Kay, my guiding light.💚
💜Love Always, Mom💜xoxo

Look at me as I am today, this is it……….
only a fraction of me still exists.
Some days I feel like I am making you proud
and honoring your memory.
Others, I feel so lost; my heart so heavy.
Life without you has changed me.
I’m not the same person nor, will I ever be.
Time moves so differently without you here.
So slow; cold and still as the Arctic air.
Your passing has left a heartache that no 
one can heal.
But, one thing is for sure, is that your love has left memories that no one can steal.
 
💜Love u baby💜xoxo

Whether down here or from afar, 
you are a star!
Born to shine, and how lucky I am, that 
you were mine.
So humble and kind; you were magnificently 
designed!
Designed with intention and pretty perfect,
if I hadn’t already mentioned!
One of God’s greatest inventions;
he created you to bring the light, and 
grab our attention.
Keep shining Kay………
the world needs your light; keep shining 
ever so bright!

💜I LOVE U with all my might!💜xoxo

You had so many gifts; so many people and 
spirits you would lift.
You would make people laugh, make them smile; so many awesome qualities……
I could go on for awhile.
You were so good at everything you 
would do!
That’s why everyone loved you!
You were everyone’s favorite person…… 
you will be greatly missed, that is certain!
Your kind heart and your BIG hugs…….
we miss you a TON!
There is only one of you, no one could 
ever take your place……..
my sweet boy, with your sweet heart and
that sweet face.

💜We love you!💜xoxo

I know I’m not perfect, but when I look 
at my kids, I know that I did something perfectly right.
They are the ray’s to my sun, shining ever 
so bright.
They are what keeps me strong, they are where my heart belongs.
They are the leaves to my tree, they are 
apart of me.
Like deep roots, embedded in the earth;
a bond only a mother knows, who has 
carried a child and has given birth.
They are a part of me, and I am a part of them.
I have never been so proud……they are my 
tiny gems.💎 

They are my babies & I love both of them!
💜xoxo💜

I was as lucky as I could be……….
I had the world’s greatest son and he 
belonged to me.
He was like your favorite crayon, the one
you could never get enough of.
Like, your favorite book, the one you 
couldn’t put down and loved.
Like, your favorite show, that you 
continuously would replay.
Like, that old friend that you would talk 
with and have so much to say.
He was like that song you loved and you 
would play over and over.
Like, that one and only love you’ll never 
come back from/recover.
He was that familiarity, that calmness,  and it came with a sincerity.
He was all your favorite things all rolled into one……….
and how lucky am I, to have called him my son!

Mom loves you & you’ll always be my #1💜

The most beautiful things in life are not things.
People and memories are what will pull at your heart strings.
They’re feelings & moments, smiles & laughter.
That’s what will matter in the hereafter.
When my day is calm & quiet, I like to reflect and reminisce on my sweet son, who I 
love and miss.
That smile, that radiance you projected; it’s something that no one could resist.
You were a beautiful soul both, inside and out.
You were a great son, a great brother, a great friend……..without a doubt!
The beauty of your soul will shine forever, with all the stars in heaven.

I ♥️ U Kay……you were such a blessing.♥️xo

You are the stars that light up my night.
You are the moon that glows above me,
 ever so bright.
You are the wind that breezes my cheek.
You are the cardinal flying above.
You are that bunny, or possibly, that deer showing me your love.
You are the familiar songs to my ears, 
letting me know that you are still here.
You are that soft embrace that brings me 
to tears.
You are my sweet boy, and you continue to 
bring me so much joy!

💜I love you baby boy💜xoxo

I tell Dad every day to be open to your signs.
Look for them, they are there; you just have
to keep an open mind.
Today, me and Dad were talking about you and I felt a stroke of my hair.
I know it was you, I know you are here.
Dad knew, with one look at my face.
He said…..you felt something, didn’t you? 
I said yes, it was my Kay; I felt his sweet embrace.
Dad came to comfort me and within seconds 
an old, but familiar song played.
He knew just then, that this was no coincidence, it was his Kay.
Two back to back signs! 
I told Dad…….just open your heart and feel; they are real!
Be open to receive and he will make you believe!
Ty!💜I love you💜xoxo

Today was one of those days that were 
cold, gloomy and dark.
I was waiting for you to walk in, and with you bring the light, that spark.
You always had that way about you, and 
always left your mark.
No one could ever forget that shine that you left behind, even after you’ve embarked.
Now,  on a journey all your own……….
Never forget us, and the place you originally 
called home.
I LOVE you so much, and I am so glad to call
you my son, one of my own.

💜XOXO 💜

The deer speak to my soul in a way, 
only I know.
The deer take me to places I can only dream.
They make me wonder of things I have yet seen.
Deer are mystical creatures that enlighten 
my soul.
Kay knows I love them and how important their role.
They make me feel like he is with me and 
I am once again, whole.
It’s his way to comfort me and console.
Thank you Buddy……
You’re the BEST, I hope you know. Xoxo 💜

Whenever I am asked to make a wish, 
you are first to come to my mind.
 
This is my wish for you:
I wish you comfort on difficult days; 
smiles when sadness invades.
Rainbows to follow the clouds;
laughter, that is so intense and loud.
Sunsets when your feeling down;
hugs to change your frown.
Confidence when you feel some doubt;
courage for when you feel as though you 
may pout.
Beauty for your eyes to see;
friendships that will always be.
An abundance of love;
for my Sweet son, my Angel up above.

💜I love you so much!💜xoxo

God created sisters so that we have 
someone to make memories with 
throughout our years.
To share happy times, trying times, dreams, and even our fears.
God made sisters so, we have a FOREVER
friend.
God gave me you, so I had that SPECIAL bond to my very end.
If I could turn my sister’s birthday wish to 
a prayer. I would pray that she could see 
how precious she is, and will ALWAYS be.

Happy Birthday!
🩷I love you Kyleigh🩷xoxo



Transcribed by Mom but straight from 
your big bro💚

You are the 🩷SWEET🩷in my dreams;
the FLUFF to my clouds.
You are the 💚COLORS💜to my rainbow……
and I just thought you should know.
You are the ✨TWINKLE✨ in my eye;
the STAR🌟in my sky.
You are one of the BEST CHAPTERS 
in my book; my ♥️ heart, you surely took!
You are the FUEL to my soul; you are what always made me feel whole.

💜I LOVE you Buddy….please tell me that
you know💜xoxo

I hope you know……….
that I will ALWAYS Love You so.
My birthday is fast approaching &
I’m missing you more than ever & how 
you would always help me and coax me.
Always easing my anxiety ever so quietly.
Always by my side. You were my ride/die.
You were my confidant; always loving and protective.
Always supporting and never subjective.
It wasn’t your style. You were meek and mild.
A gentle, old soul; I miss you more than you’ll ever know. 
I love you Bro!🩷

From:   💔Your broken hearted Sis
       To:     My Brother, I so dearly miss

Transcribed: by Mom

💜We Love you💜xoxo

You are my world, and will be as long as I
am breathing.
You are, and will ALWAYS be my EVERYTHING!
I am just a Mom trying to do her best.
Hoping to God, it’s above all the rest.
My kids are the reason I smile, I breathe, 
I live.
My kids are my life, and they are what makes me feel alive and why I am able to give.
Here or there, they know I am ALWAYS near.
I am there biggest fan who will always be 
here, to love and support them and always cheer!

I love you Kay, my giant teddy bear!💜xoxo

Keep them little as long as you can.
Don’t rush them from a boy to a man.
Hold them a little longer, let them fall
asleep in your arms.
Spoiling them and loving on them will not
do them any harm.
It will only make them stronger and add 
to there character and charm.
Don’t rush them through there stages.
There only little once, love on them and 
enjoy these phases.
Take things slow and take it all in, because
you just never know.
Allow them to be little and enjoy them while
you can.
You’ll never be able to re-do the past and
start over again.
So, hold them a little longer, kiss that sweet face.
There is no better moment than the present,
so enjoy and embrace.
Keep them little, don’t try to rush the pace.
These are your babies, this is being a Mom…
It’s not a race!
There is nothing that will bring you greater pleasure than your kids, to love and to 
treasure.

I love you Kay, BEYOND measure 💜xoxo

I will ALWAYS be his biggest fan.
I will ALWAYS be his Mom & FOREVER 
his friend.
From the very start and till the very end.
I will ALWAYS be PROUD of him and I will
ALWAYS LOVE him unconditionally.
I was a part of him and he was a part me.
There is not a day that goes by that, he is 
not on my mind and in my heart.
Where he began, and was from the very start.
Loving him was such a wonderful way to spend part of my journey.
For, it is the journey that matters in the end.
Difficult roads often lead to beautiful destinations…….
My son, you are mine!

I’ll love you FOREVER, till the end of time!
💜xoxo……..Mom💜

So many memories, so many tears.
Remembering all your birthday celebrations throughout the years.
I know you are now with my Kay; 
so celebrate with him, enjoy your day!
We will celebrate you and the beautiful memories you left behind.
And now the two of you can make your own;
the sky is the limit, no restraints, completely unconfined.
Whatever you decide to do……
I know it will be special because your together, just the two of you.
You will be thought of all throughout the day…
we hope you have a wonderful birthday!!!!

We love you both……more than words could ever say!!!💜xoxo💜

We did not give our son the gift of life.
Life gave us the gift of him.
God’s creation, not made on a whim.
He was perfect in every way, overflowing 
with excellence right to the brim!
In his laughter, we found joy.
We couldn’t have asked for a sweeter boy!
In his kerisma and gentleness, we found pride.
He had such a magnetic soul that beamed far and wide.
We are so proud of him and will love him till our days here are done.
We are so grateful, he is our son!💚

Love you sweet boy…..our #1!!!!!💜xoxo

Today is Dad’s birthday…….it’ll be a hard day.
It’s his first birthday without his best friend, 
his Kay.
He’ll need all the strength and support that you can give.
Just surround him with your LOVE, like you always did.
You were and will always be his BEST gift;
you were his #1.
Not only his BEST friend, but also a GREAT son!

We ❤️ you soooooooo much! Xoxo💜

I don’t think you will ever fully understand how much I love you and how you’ve enlightened my life.
I don’t think you could ever truly 
comprehend how special you are.
That even on my darkest nights, you are my brightest star.🌟 
I love you for all that you were, all that you have been, and all that you are.
Thank you for your part in my journey!
To my locket, you’ll always hold the key.

💜I Love you Buddy!💜xoxo

My son, I hope you know that I truly 
love you so.
With every day that passes by………
you are the twinkle in my eye.
You are the beat in my heart; you were the
best son and one of a kind. That’s what set 
you apart!
You were so loving, giving, and had a heart
of gold.💛
You’ll always, ALWAYS be my baby, even when I’m old.
Your after glow shines for all to see.🌟
I am so proud to say………you were a part
 of me!

💜I love you sweetie!💜xoxo

OBITUARY

Kaleb Paul Yeager

November 26, 2005 – November 27, 2023

Dengler, Roberts, Perna Funeral Home

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