I love you. I miss you. You know. I thank you. And I am grateful. Eternally blessed you remind me of me. and that is what makes you so beautiful. I know you are forever with me making me better even at the worst. I am the bestest you will never let me forget that. I let go, I hold on, and I let flow. I cry so much sometimes but it is the most healing thing ever. You were meant to be. I’m glad to be alive and that ur in my life (movie). you will always be the one for me. I am making you proud I know this and helping me. Saving me. I allow myself to be. I love you thank you. And ur welcome lol. I know you thank me too. I forgive u for leaving. I forgive myself for what I couldn’t. Because deep down I always known I can do all things with you as my angel even lil demon like me by my side. I can’t wait to be with you again. But I will. Calm and patient. In love and never out of it. Thank you for saving me from myself. I know that you are love now and always and I am love too. We all are. I post about u still..I got tattoos for u. 2 of em and with all of that I feel closer to you. I am you and you are me. I allow for this to make me and never break me again. I am done. I am ready. I am doing this for you tabi. I will make you so much more proud cuz I already know that you are. You influenced a entire generation and will continue through me. Through everyone and thing, person place. There isn’t anything that could ever take it. You gave yo whole life. And continue too. The abundance and blessings. The miracle that you are. That I am. I love you and you love me and together we will forever be.

Tabi and I met due to unfortunate circumstances but she truly was my best friend and pretty much only friend at the time before she sadly passed away… Even though we had a distance between our friendship she always made it seem like I was never alone. I remember all the times we would just sit on FaceTime just for each others’ company just because we both needed someone and we felt like nobody really understood us. I know there isn’t a day she doesn’t make herself known in the world around us. I wish we had more time, she was the most open, beautiful, funny, creative person I was so blessed to have in my life. This day I remember I drove hours to come see you because we just needed to get out and I was going to teach you how to drive at the park by your house. I wish we got to. I still remember off- roading in the grass and hearing you crack up because it was so stupid and you said I wouldn’t lol. I still have the last drink cup top you drank the last time we hung out.  Everyday I feel the pit you left by losing you, I never once thought we would lose you and I did blame myself for a period of time but you know I love you so much Tabi I miss you every single day. Rest In Peace my love 

Tabi was the best friend i’ve always asked for in life. She was a beautiful soul that was meant to cross paths with mine. When me and Tabi started our connection it was something that i cherished so much in my life. I was always overprotective with her, and you could say clingy as well but the greatest part about it was that it was never one-sided. We lived in a distance from one another so it wasn’t possible of us seeing each other in real life. We would constantly facetime every single day. She was the person i could just call even if i wanted to sleep on facetime. I’ve always spoken highly of Tabi because i saw the potential she sadly didn’t see in herself. Every single time she was hurting i would go above and beyond to be there for her. Tabi was the very first person in my life that showed me i could finally trust. She was the only person who could genuinely  make me smile when i was going through tough times. Her laugh was just one of a kind, and I’d do anything just to have the chance to hear it once again. Tabi did eventually come to New York to see me, she rode a bus that took her 3 days to arrive here. I’m glad that we got to have a memorable experience with one another. After her passing it was very hard for me to proceed with life. I blamed myself for the longest, which i come to understand that there was nothing i could’ve done. I wasn’t very open with talking about it because it was very hard for me and it still is to this day, but i have learned to accept more rather than avoid and repress. I’m very grateful that I had someone like her in my life. I will never forget our goofy times we would have, and when we would constantly have phases together. I will always love Tabi  with all of my heart and I for sure will never forget what greatness she’s caused  in my life. I hope everyone’s doing okay, and i send my blessings and all positive vibes. <3 

I remember when we first started talking like it was yesterday you were the first ever person to not find me annoying or weird when talking about what i loved because we both liked the same things i remember talking to you about the same bands we listened to and sent eachother funny memes and talked about how Instagram randomly took your posts down & that upset you but we laughed it off we had plenty more conversations of getting to know each other and what we really liked i never have gotten to tell you how much you inspired me and helped me keep dressing and self expressing myself i remember when i would feel down because people would make fun of me because the way i chose to look i would look at your page and feel confident in myself again because i saw you expressing yourself & would remember our conversations & the funny stuff we would send each other i'm forever thankful for being your friend & you being my friend & getting to know you, I'm sorry for all the hate you have been receiving i've been reporting them all down because you don't deserve any of that you were the kindest and sweetest person i have ever talked to & if i need to keep reporting down things i would. Today i visited you and talked to you about what has been going on with the artists we both liked i talked to you about what has been going on & drank a monster with you & brought you flowers and a bracelet & a letter i made for you i will forever love you & vist you soon again to bring you more gifts and keep you updated on what's going on , you are a good friend rest easy

I tried so many times to rewrite this in my head but every time I tried I erased it because I could not accept the fact I have to say, see you later for now. Tabby and I met back in 2016 when we were both teenagers in high school and once we met we were inseparable for the next almost 3 years. We were each others adventure buddy, best friends, and as we called each other “sisters from other mothers and misters” because we both were Gutierrez’s. We went to a car show together, Disney, Knott’s and even the ice cream museum and Queen Mary. In my time knowing Tabby I never imagined I’d be writing this. We stuck to each other in our good times and bad times and even silly times. Like when she would come over my house and mess around with my cat because my cat and her were frenenemies and I’d laugh endlessly at her saying stupid cat even though she owned cats. I always got on her nerves but hey what are sisters you never had for. For example, that one time she was playing  Piano Tiles on her phone and I made her lose she yelled “How rude.” Tabby was a light in everyone’s hearts she came across with her wowwies and HOW RUDE! She really was one of a kind with her vintage rainbow colored jacket she wore none stop and her skills she was bless with. She was gifted with her drawing, like that self portrait she scretched in art class of herself and even makeup, showing up to school with looks like the crazy 8 balls or even the hearts on her cheeks. She was humble never seeing how amazing she truly was at her gifts. Above all, Tabby was going through her own struggles but never failed to be there for you and would put herself aside to make you smile. I’m going to miss her silliness and hearing her snort when she laughed hard and acting surprised . Most of all I’m going to miss having an opportunity to say hello friend one last time. I know I lost her here but God gained an angel up there .I will always cherish the memories we made together. Looking back at them made me smile. 

We remember when Tabitha was just a little girl coming to church at Renewed Hope Fellowship with her Grandmother Patty.  She was  a beautiful, and quite little girl.  (Patty's  shadow).   I will never forget that wonderful smile. God said, He knew her even when she was in her mother womb.  Remember God loved her and He loaned her to us.

Thank you God.

May God comfort the family in this time of transition of a beautiful young woman's life.

I will always remember Tabitha being a beautiful, courteous, respectful & very articulated bright young woman with a heart & soul that shined.

This was us on Christmas last year. It's weird knowing Tabitha won't be around anymore. It just doesn't feel right. I remember seeing her different hair colors, creative makeup, always smiling, and messing with her little brother. I think she would have been impressed that I ended up dying my hair purple. Lol...Gonna miss you sweety. 💜

I had the pleasure of being able to meet Tabitha when she was just a little girl and even got to cut her hair. She was the most sweet young lady with a heart of gold. I remember her being very unique and having such a creative talent. I know God must have needed you more than we do down here. I know we will see you again, fly high mija🕊

I remember the first day I met she was a very shy sweet  girl  she very caring and really helpful she was very fun to hang out  you’ll truly be missed forever in our hearts I love you tabitha💔🕊

Tabi was always so sweet to me whenever we got to talk. I admired her so much for her makeup skills and kindness. I remember telling her about all the movies I watched over the weekend and even recommending her some.  I wish I got the chance to talk to her more. She was so loved <3 

I remember the first time I met you, you were a beautiful shy little girl that bloomed into a beautiful young lady. I will forever remember your smile and how you loved your mommy so much. Rest in paradise sweet angel. May god comfort you and give you all peace. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love you always Tabtab. You will be truly missed. 🕊💕

Our deepest condolences go out to the  family, we are so very sorry for your loss of  your precious  angel Tabitha.....  We have  had ther privelage  of meeting  her   on several occasions.A beautiful young woman  who loved  her grandmother   Patty so so much and  the love  she had for her little  brother   and  her mother   was so so   beautiful.
rest in paradise   Tabitha !!!  

Tony and  Laura Garcia  

Meeting her was the greatest thing to ever happen, she was such an amazing and kind person. She was so talented I wish she gave herself more credit for her artwork and her humor really did take a person away for a few minutes from whatever they were going through, I'm honored to call her my friend, such a beautiful person inside and out. You all raised such an amazing person, I hope you all find peace over time. I'm sure she will always be with you she'll live on through photos, memories, her favorite songs, she'll be there. Love and peace to you

Tabitha and Jeremy at San Pedro's carshow by the sea. We will always remember you Tabitha you are gone from our sight, but never from our hearts. 

Tabitha you're truly going to be missed mija. I know you're dancing with the angels now. I have a little piece of you, a little beautiful birthday card you made for me and I will keep it forever. Love you always Tabs!
Cousin Diane

Rest easy Tabs! I’m gonna miss you! ❤️ Dude, you made all family parties a lot better! We were always together at the parties just hanging out. Laughlin and San Diego were fun with you. Getting to go swimming with you and having a blast! Your mom took pictures of us 2 years in a row in the same positions too! It’s crazy that you’re gone! But most definitely never forgotten! You were the best! My stinki cousin who spammed me with memes on Snapchat. Lol. Oh I almost forgot the time you introduced me to Pierce the Veil! I’m never going to forget that. I love you Tabs! Always will!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tabby we will miss you dearly 🥺 I’ll be here to look over your brother and mommy and I will always cherish the memories of our mini adventures even the ones you didn’t want to go on but got dragged to and you always end up enjoying at the end of the day RIP Beutiful Tabby💜💜  my condolences to the family 🙏🏼 

Tabitha was one of a kind, completely unique and original. you just dont meet another person like her ever again. she was there for me in my darkest times and has brought me so much comfort and happiness within the last couple of years.. theres a huge hole left in my chest, i still dont want to believe this. im sending her family and loved ones my love and light. i cannot begin to imagine the pain you feel. love is a form of energy, and it swirls all around us. her love for you hasnt left this world, it is still inside of your heart and born in the form of new love. i love you so very deeply tabi cat, im going to miss you forever. 

I'm so sorry my heart is breaking for you I only wish I got to see you one last time I will cherish the memories I have in my heart of her always God speed tabitha Love and Miss you forever Francine Michael Mia and Isabella ❤❤❤❤

In my eyes she will always be the sweet little girl with crazy pig tails, missing teeth and endless giggles. Rest easy Tabi, Des, your baby girl will always be remembered, she was a beautiful girl and it was an honor to witness her grow. 💛 

I didn’t know Tabi for very long, but she had an impact on my life even in that short time.  I cannot imagine the pain you feel.  I don’t know what else to say because my head is still spinning from this.  I hope you find peace and comfort in these dark times.

She was the sweetest. Beautiful inside and out. She was like an older sister to me and im going to miss her

Tabby was a beautiful an talented young women she was an artist an saw the world different . She wasn’t afraid to express it from her make up to her drawings . The world was hers! Tabby loved to travel an see different parts of the world . Tabby will be will always be in my heart .
My upmost condolence to the entire fam .

I love you sooooo much Tabitha, you will always & forever be one of my most bestest friends! I’ve had some of my most happiest moments I ever had with you & It breaks my heart I have to live life without you here. You mean so much to me & I’m keeping you & our memories with me SO close! You will forever be a part of me & so many others. There is so much love here for you & I wish the best of healing for all of you, friends & family. I love you taBOOta. Rest In Peace beautiful. (Photos of the 1st time we went on a adventure together) Tabi and Xavier forever <3 

Sweetie, you were loved by so many. Your baby brother would always talk about you. It saddens me to know you are no longer here with us. Your spirit and memory will always remain in our hearts. I promise to look after your family. Rest in Peace Angel. God Bless. 

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Tabitha Rose Gutierrez

March 2, 2001 – November 11, 2020

Oakdale Mortuary & Memorial Park

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