Dear Mom, 
I just wanted to let you know how much Nicole has grown up to be a very responsible and strong women that you would be so proud of . You are every missed love you mom

Rough week, let me tell you. Mary keeps giving me scares. It’s hard to contain and anmail, they don’t understand the restrictions. Therefore I’ve been lacking sleep, ect. Busy worried fur mom. 
I’ll be honest, hasn’t helped thinking it’s now been officially 7 years. Almost a decade, feels like it’s been  eternity. My love for you grows strong each day. I love you so much granny. You are always on my heart and mind. I’d like to think you drop in from time to time. When I humming bird comes zooming by, I can’t help but think of all the times we would watch them bathe over the ponds. I cherish those days, those little birds will always hold a special place in my heart; just as you do. 
Please I ask that you watch over me, give me your courage and wisdom. 
I miss you and would give the world to hug you one last time. 
I love you more than words and describe or number can count, more than the word itself. 
I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck. 

I was under the impression that this was going to be shut down or however you may put it. I’m surprised and somewhat upset to know it’s here. I talk to you all the time, but putting it down is different. 
Its almost approaching 7 years, they have been long and they have been painful. I have gone through so much and it’s been a struggle not to have you around to hold, to get advice from.  The battle has been hard.. but I keep telling myself what a strong woman you were and how I was raised to be nothing less. I believe you were here to watch over Mary and I. I thank you for protecting her through her surgery. 
It’s time for bed, I will see you in my dreams. Good night.  I love you more than words can say, to the moon and back. 
I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck. 

Mom, I love you. I knew before that I would miss you when you were gone but I didn't realize how much it would really hurt.I think of you each day and I miss our talks. It has been hard to move on without you and I would do anything to tell you in person that “I Love You” just one more time. You will live forever in my heart and thoughts, each day I say hello and talk to the picture of us taken at Claim Jumper.  You are the world to me and I can't express how much I miss you. Please look over our family and help guide us through these hard days. I couldn't have asked for a better mother and father than you and Ken. If I didn't tell you, thank you for all you have done for me in all these years, I know you sacrificed a lot to keep the family together and happy. Every day is mother's day when you're around. I love you and I will miss you until we see each other again. I hurt so much; I wish you were here because I know you would make me feel better and comfort me. I love you.

Jeff

 Please give me courage and strength. Watch over me, protect us please...this past year has been so hard. I thank you for everything.   I love you I hope to see you soon my treasure in heaven. I miss you and love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, always and forever. I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck.

Dear Granny , 
My plan to write everyday was an epic fail. I didn't need to post how much I miss and love you everyday, cause that will never change or go away. And sadly I have no intriguing news to tell you. In fact I feel like I have less of a life without you around. There's no gossip or giggles.  Ahh I miss our late night chats. I could always talk to you about anything for hours. Hope heaven is everything we dreamed of. Aj's birthday was last week. We missed you singing happy birthday.  I'll miss that too. Can't believe in two days its been a year since you gained your halo and wings. Feels like a life time to me. Well I'll will be seeing you later. Miss you to the moon and back. Love you more than words can describe or numbers can count,  more than the world itself always and forever.  
I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck

Hello granny, how are you? I'm sorry and I'm ashamed I havent been on here in a while. I haven't written you because my messages became too sad and depressing. I want to look back at this and remember some good memories. I didn't want every message to remind me of sad memories.  Because honestly I will never ever get over how sad and deeply I miss you. Everyday you're on my mind. Not having you here is like trying to breathe without air. But it's time for me to update you on some good memory. Max and his girlfriend kristen, had their healthy beautiful baby girl. Her name is Keelin. I haven't been able to meet her in person yet. Courtney burch is having a baby boy. And so is stephanie romero, stacy's older sister. Then on another site note, aj and I went to the oc fair this summer. We had a blast! We didn't go on any of the rides, do to my motion sickness and rides being  so expensive. I had my first a deep fried oreo! It's to die for!! I honestly think you would love it!!! Then I had to make myself a babys sand bottle bird. Remember when I had to make 1 of those just about every year. Well I made 1 this year in memory of you. I saw just about everything there that reminded me of you. From little jewel necklaces, Stuffed animals and glow sticks. The only thing I didn't see was the big elephant you ride on. That's okay though I had fun. Anyways I'm gonna wrap it up and I'll hopefully get back to you soon. I miss you beyond belief! I seriously can't wait till the day I get to see you again! Till then, I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

I love you so much, words can't even begin to tell you. I miss you so much its breath taking. This has been a very hard few months. Please give me courage and strength to get through this and to be to my full potential. Im so sick of being sad and lonely.  Grace me with your comfort,  give me some kind of guidance. I don't want to give up, I've come so far. And u want to make it to you someday. My treasure in heaven, my tickle in my eye.  I miss you and love you more than words can describe and numbers can count more than the world itself always and forever!!!!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, how are you? It feels like it's been a while since I came on here. I was writing you every day, even thought I haven't; doesn't mean you haven't been on my mind every waking second! I miss you beyond belief!!! Im going crazy not having you. I don't like this page to be of sad memories. So I'm going to fill you in. I've been working more. Its good, but boy am I tired. There's days where I'm totally not in the mood, and completely out of funk but I have to keep with it.  Its only as bad as I make it right? I always have your little voice in the back of my head. Princess and Mary have been getting along better. Except on little locations for mary have to chase her. I love it when I get along. Any who, I'm going to start getting ready for work. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever.
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hey granny, how are you doing today? It's a beautiful day out and I'm walking Mary. I've been working the past couple of days so I didn't have time to walk her. Aj didn't want to, Like most of the time. Resulting in mary being mopey and mad. It feels good to be getting hours I just miss seeing aj. And when I do it's not for long periods at a time because he's  so tired lately.    I miss having you around to talk too. I've been meaning to tell you, I finally meet little miss Taya Rae.  Her 1st birthday was june 3rd. She was so cute!!! I was so excited to finally meet her but I was bummed I cant show you pictures. It's also felt good to see morgan too. Andrea was there as well, she told me some funny stories. Not as exciting that I hear the stories when I cant share them with you. You always looked forward to hearing how they were doing you always look forward to hearing how they were doing. I miss you so much. I can't believe in 3 days it will be 3 months that I haven't seen you. That's officially the longest I've ever been away from you. I can't wait for the day I get to see you again. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!! 
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hi granny, how are you doing today? I feel really bad that I haven't left any messages on here. I've been busy with work, and before work I usually walk Mary And then my whole problem after that is trying to figure out what I want to eat. You not so it's hard for me to figure out what I want. I don't seem to have much of an appetite lately, And if I do its during the night when I don't have my car to drive there to get it. I'm hoping to come visit you soon. I'm going to bring you special flowers. The little white rose bush in the backyard is now 3 feet tall. Their beautiful and bring you a little thing of flowers. I miss you so much, I can't believe it's been 3 months almost. It feels like it's been a lot longer than that. This is the longest I've ever gone without seeing you. Princess is getting a lot friendlier, she's desperate for attention. The poor babies here all alone. I come over here to visit her to hang out for couple of hours at a time, but it's not the same without you here. So I tend to leave, can you blame me though? I have work again tonight so now I have to face my problem of what to eat. I miss you!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count more than the world itself always and forever!!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, I'm sorry it's been a couple of days since I've been on here, I was finally getting some hours at work so I was busy,and sometimes it takes time and patience to leave you a message from my phone. It's a beautiful day and I'm walking mary. Aj and I have the weekend off together, so I'm very excited for that. After the walk I'm going to run by the house and move the living room couch into my room. Peggy and Jeff want all the couches out by monday, and I can't seem to part with them and of course I know I can't keep them all, so I'm going to keep one. I want to keep one, because I want something to remember you by. I was walking past the school and all the kids were out playing. It brought back so many good memories at acacia. I miss you so much. I'm almost to the house so,I'm going to  move the couch... I've got a lot of things I have to do before aj gets home. I love you more than words can describe the numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, how are you doing today? It's a beautiful warm day out, I took Mary for a walk earlier. It's become part of our morning routine, as long as I don't have work. Right now I'm sitting with both of the girls. And it's crazy because mary's laying on the floor, and princess is a rubbing her head on Marys foot!! I can't believe how comfortable their getting  with one another. It makes me so happy!! I know you would enjoy sitting and watching this. We miss you so much, I can't believe it's already been 2 months. It honestly feels like a lifetime. And I still have my whole life ahead of me, thats a crazy thought. I have work today thank goodness I've been getting more hours. Only bummer is, that there all closing shifts. I feel like I hardly get to see Aj any more. He's gone from 7:30 am to 4:30 and I'm usually leaving to work before he gets home and then getting back when he's going to sleep. I know it's a good thing in a way because they're both earning money obviously not having time to spend it. Or at lease on our way to make money. Not quite there yet. And for the first time ever in my life actually won the apartment of my own. Still have some time on that one though. I want to make sure I have enough money saved up and then im fully ready for it. But I think aj and I are going to be fine living together we have for two years already. But not under the circumstances of paying bills. I hope we will make it. Please give me courage and strength! I'm going to start my day for work. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

A grandmother is a remarkable woman. She's a wonderful combination of warmth and kindness, laughter and love. She overlooks our faults, encourages our dreams, and praises our every success.

A grandmother has the wisdom of a teacher, the sincerity of a true friend,and the tenderness of a mother. She's someone we admire, respect and love very much.

A grandmother will always have a cherished place in our memories and in our hearts. She's someone for whom we want every happiness in return for the joy she always brings.

A grandmother is all the dear and precious things in life... When she's a grandmother like you.

 I've been missing you dearly granny. These 2 months have been heartbreaking. You're my treasure in heaven till we meet again.  I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, how are you today? Today it's really hot and I just got done taking mary for a walk. She's in a great mood now but unfortunetly I just started that bad time of the week, so I don't feel very good, my body is achey and I have horrible cramps. To top it off I have work tonight. It's a good thing that I'm finally getting hours and their pretty decent ones too. I'm just so cranky and not in the mood to go. Please help get me through this. You sure use to have the right words to boost me up. Also I'm feeling down and out because I just feel like I've been a loner lately. With aj having work, plus us having opposite 
 hours and you not being around. Just sucks I feel like I really don't get to do much now. Hoping things will turn around and for the better. I'm going to wrap it up and start getting ready for work, I just needed to talk to you get a little piece of mind or at least as much as I could. It's hard to find lately. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, how have you been? I'm sorry I haven't been on here in a few days. Mother's day was really hard this year. I was very very sad not having you around, I was having a hard time finding how to cope with it. Work helped a little bit to take it off my mind. Thank goodness these next 2 weeks I finally have some hours. I'm still looking for another job just in case. Aj is still working at his new job, and its going good for the most part. Some days he gets a little nervous because he doesn't quite know how to do everything yet. But practice makes perfect. And I keep telling him doesn't hurt to ask questions. I miss having you around, this has been so hard. I hope you know your greatly missed. I would do anything to spend one more day with you. I know that can't happen any time soon. So I hope to dream of you. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!   
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

The way it smells when she cooks. When you're bad, the way she looks. How she would do anything to help a friend. The way she'll stick by you until the end. She's one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. Unless you get on her bad side, then you're in for a treat. The way she'll cheer you up when you're down. And how she helps you to turn your frown. The way she jokes and laughs with me, Her soul so kind, so sweet, so free. She inspires me in different ways every day. My grandma is wonderful in every way. 
 I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

 A baby cradled in your arms, Teaching me your gentle charms. Growing up with you by my side, Learning from you never to lie. To understand and not judge too, Love and kindness I also learned from you. Through the years you watched me grow, Teaching me everything I'd need to know. Listening to every word I've said, And every word I've wrote you've read. You've been there for me to the end, Until the day for you, God did send. Now you watch me from up above, Shining down on me your heavenly love. I will miss you with all my heart, Thank you for being there from the start.
 Happy Mothers Day to the most amazing woman, whom is my granny I call my mother!!! I miss you more than I can even tell you!! I'm sobbing in tears right now, and I can't seem get much out. I wish you were here so I could celebrate what an amazing wonderful granny/mom you were!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Good morning grams how are you doing today? Its 830 AM! And I'm awake can you believe it?! I've technically been up since like 7, when aj left for work. I'm trying to get up earlier so if I get a good job it won't be too hard to get up. I even went to bed early last night, it was asleep probably before 1. I just have a feeling I'm going to get tired sitting around until my interview at 1 pm today. I don't really know what to do till then. There's no one for me to cook breakfast for :( 
 I'm super nervous about this job interview today, I don't really know what to expect it all. But I'm going to say as positive as possible. I also have a job fair to go to on the 10th for souplantation. So I have two interviews this week.  I have important news I wanted to tell you this even though you already know because you're watching down to me everyday, But miss courtney burch is pregnant. She posted it yesterday on facebook and says she's 9 weeks. I can't believe it!! It's driving me crazy not being able to talk to you about this one. Everyone's having babies! At least by the time I have kids all their kids can babysit mine haha!! Life just really likes to throw curve balls, doesn't it? And morgans baby, turns one on june 3rd!! Crazy how their growing up so quick!! Baby Yogi is going to be turning one as well, their having a little birthday party this saturday for him. So I'm going to be going to that after visitation with my mom. I'm excited but bummed because I don't quite have enough to get him a toy. Okay grandma I'm going to go make myself some coffee. I will let you know how the interview went today. I miss you so much!!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny how are you? I'm taking mary for a walk right now, it's kinda hot but feels good with a little bit of the breeze. She was giving me puppy dog eyes because she wanted to go out. Ajs at work, so technically I didn't have anything better to do. Tomorrow I have another job interview. To be honest I don't even know what the interview is for. I have applied to so many different random places, trying my best to get a job anywhere. This will be like my third interview, so hopefully this one, I have a good chance. I've just been so stressed out trying to figure out what to do with myself, plus the littlle money situation. I don't know I'm just worried about my whole future I guess. Any who I'm going to wrap it up, I'm getting a little too warm so I'm going to go rest. I will keep you updated about how tomorrow goes. I miss you so much!!! I miss having my best friend, my hero, my everything, I miss you too so much to say. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

I was sitting in the grass 
Looking up at the sky 
When a beautiful rainbow caught my eye. 
I thought about you and how were we fate. 
And a loving smile crossed my face.

I was channel surfing and saw your favorite show. 
I can still hear you laughing. 
About what? 
I don't know.

What I realize as I go about my way.
Is that I'm always thinking of you, Every moment of each day.

 I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hey grandma how are you doing today? I hope your having a beautiful day. It looks like it might have a little bit of sun today, mary just might get lucky and get a walk. Ajs at work and I'm just waiting for my phone interview from nordstroms. Sounds funny I know phone interview the heck is that, I was saying the same thing I even called and checked a email tons of times to double check. And sure enough that's what it is a phone interview. They should be calling me any minute now. And I'm assuming from there I will schedule a second interview. I hope it goes well. Don't like the idea of another retail job but I like money and the there will be a good to discout nordstroms, that's what I am excited about. Well I must sit and wait for that and then take mary for a walk I'll let you know how it goes I love you and miss you so much! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count more than the world itself always and forever!!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny, I hope your having a wonderful day, as you deserve the best and nothing less. Today was Aj's first day of work. I was so lonely.  I use to my miss chatty kathy up stairs when he's gone. He said it went over very good and he likes it so far. He says it's a lot of working with his hands but he likes the busy work. All the people there were very friendly to him, and today he got to drive the company truck. I'm so proud of him. He was telling me how he was kind of bummed because if you were here you would telling him how proud  you were of him as well. You always were happy for him and praised him for his accomplishments. We both miss that. Im nervous slash excited for my interview tomorrow,  but at the same time not looking forward to another retail job, if I get it. Which I wont know tomorrow because there's two interviews.  Any who I wanted to keep you updated.  I miss you mucho much!!! I love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello beautiful!! I told you I would keep you updated and I have wonderful news!! Aj got the job! Its for full time, and it's selling and making doors for contractors. After a year he will receive paid holidays, health care, and will be starting with a company truck and phone! With room to grow they said. This sounds like the real deal!! I'm so happy for him!! On may 4th at 11 I have an interview with Nordstroms. Its the one in santa ana, but its something. I applied early this morning and they replied right back, so I shouldn't pass it up. I stopped by Jcp to pick up my paycheck because I wasn't there on payday. And they gave me a huge bag of food. Must have weighted 25 pounds. It was very nice. Including since I don't have to worry about food now! I hope your doing good!! I miss you so much!!! I love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever !!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello granny,  I hope all is well with you. Today aj had a second interview for the job, and tomorrow hopefully we'll get a call saying he has it. This would give him so much more confidence. And today I applied for  costco and believe it or not home depot. Both of them I had applied to in about 6 different locations. So hopefully that made a higher chance of landing  a job, at least at one of them. For both of these places it looked good because I had four years of retail experience as well as a cashier experience. So that made me feel good knowing i had experience in something. And I'm darn good at it too. Customer service is well, you taught me how to play business politics very well. Any who, I thought I would just give you an update  as to what was going on. Hopefully tomorrow I can tell you aj got the job. I miss you so much I can't even begin to put it into words. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!
" I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

I could have sworn I posted something more recently, even though sometimes it takes a day to come on. Yesterday morning I had a job interview. The guy said he would get back to me for a second interview, which off course made me nervous. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but at the same time try to stay positive. I'm trying to stay strong through all of this, because I know nothing just comes to you; I can't sit around moping all day. Its hard to get out and do this, when I feel so down and out but enough is enough. You taught me well, and you would want to see the best. I promised to make you proud. I hope you had a beautiful day! I miss you so much!! I will tell you what happens tomorrow. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hey granny, I'm sorry I haven't been on here. I've been busy trying to figure out what the heck to do with myself. I've been trying to keep myself busy, so my mind isn't so gloomy and depressed.  Easier said than done. I'm getting desperate trying to find another job. I wish you were here to hold. I'm so lost. And home sick more than ever. I don't think it will go away. And I know I will never stop missing you. My beautiful treasure in heaven.  I love you so very much! I hope your having a wonderful day. I'm super bummed mothers day is coming up, I always looked forward to picking you out the most perfect, meaningful cards. I would often take 30 minutes to an hour to pick out your cards and would cry while reading them. It meant so much to get the best card there. You were my mother. I miss you so much!!!! I'm going to end it here,  I'll talk to you later. I love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world it's self always and forever!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Good morning to the most wonderful grandmother in the whole wide world!! I hope your having a beautiful day! I miss you sooo much! It's starting to slowly creep into summer heat. Going to be hotter than 86. I'm tempted to take Mary out for a walk, because it's a nice day.. but way too hot!  The last thing I need is my kidney acting up. I would just freak if that happened at this time. The last two periods have been dramatic enough. Including since you aren't here to hold me in your arms. :( 
This hasn't gotten any better really, so I'm still looking up to you for courage and guidance.  This is hard. I always knew it would happen, just not the way it did, or I guess even that soon. You seemed to be feeling fine. I'm still just so confused and hurt about it all. I feel like if I would've never come out for my birthday,you might still be here or five minutes sooner. I can't stand this! The only relief I feel is knowing your pain and worry free with grandpa. You deserve the best and nothing less! I love You more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the word itself always and forever!!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Another anxious night,not knowing where to begin or where to pick up from here. With jcp's hours and me not getting the other job I'm going absolutely crazy. I just don't know what to do. I'm pretty much willing to do anything. I guess just keep my head up and try my hardest. I hope you're doing well I miss you so much. I miss everything about you from the small chit chat to the  little giggles. What I would to for a hug right now. I'm hoping someday soon I'll be able to come on here and have a positive news for you. Until then give me guidance and strength. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck "

Hello beautiful, how are you doing today? I had somewhat of a day. I didn't get the job with sparkle and shine house keeping.  I'm kind of bummed. It's not that I want the job that bad, I'd honestly rather put my hard work towards something else,I'm just disappointed.. like I'm not good enough to clean. How pathetic. Oh well. Please give me courage.  This is hard without you. On the other hand time to get the ball rolling.  I hope all is well with you, I miss you dearly! Love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

It's crazy how getting up at 7 makes the whole day feel longer. It's only 3:30 and feels like 7:30. I'm pooped. Any who, I hope your doing good. I miss you so incredibly much!! I wish you were here, today has been a long day, correction this has been a long month. And I'm in desperate need for your love and a big hug!!! It's just crazy to think you've been gone a month, and it feels like a life time, not to mention I have my whole life ahead of me, without you. And don't like it. I hate it. But you better be livin it up, up there. You deserve the best and nothing else! I love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello my beautiful grandma how are you doing today? The weather's so werid down here it was rainy a couple days ago now it's hot. I never know what to wear now hehe. I'm sure its a beautiful day for you, as always say you deserve the best and nothing less. I have good news to tell you, I might be getting a new job with this place called sparkling shine house cleaning. I know it sounds crazy me going around cleaning other peoples houses but hey, a girls gotta do what you gotta do. With a economy right now I can't sit there and wait for a job to come find me. At least it starts at 9 dollars an hr. It's something for now, I didn't need to stress about how money was gonna come in. My last paycheck from jcpennys 57 dollars, you and me both know I can't get by with that. I'm trying to be positive it's very hard with you not around. You always found a way to make me feel positive. I was telling aj earlier today even though you're not here with me in person you're always with me because you're a big part of me... your who makes me who I am. Not a second goes by without you on my mind. I love you so much granny. Im going  to do this for you, I'm gonna make you proud. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to write you yesterday, it was eating at me all night! But I was a busy lady yesterday. My visit with my mom went good. I'm so proud of her, she only has three more months to go. Part of me feels this time might be it. I've stressed to her, that I need her to be my mom now more than ever, and I honestly think she gets it and feels she has a purpose. I know not to get my hopes up, but I have my fingers crossed. Then I went over to my dads. it took at little to get the ball rolling, but we got my back brakes done and my oil will be changed next week. I know you always wanted my car done at a shop but it was sooooo much cheaper and I need to save now more than ever. I haven't  been to work in over a week, due to cut hours and I'm super nervous for some reason. Well we both know the place always had me on pins and needles but today it is so bad, its giving me this heart burn effect. Or it could just be heart burn hehe. I'm going  to be looking up to you to get me through tonight. This all has been so hard for me, I still don't know how to deal with all of it. My love for you is so strong and never ending, its hard to even put into words. Not a second goes by that I'm not thinking about you and missing you. People tell me this pain will get easier, and I honestly don't ever see that being possible. I don't see how missing you and not having you here would ever be easy or bearable. Its going to hurt me for the rest of my life. You were my life my heart and soul, and always will be. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can  count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"i love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" 

ps this is a collage of princess and I. I made it because I know it would of mad you smile. Love you

Today it rained so hard it was scary!  We had only left the house once and that was to go to the food court at the brea mall to eat. We were too scared to go out again,thank goodness we didn't. We left mary with a j's mom and she cried the whole time. My little baby,little sinker made me feel bad. Tomorrow I'm going with aunt Peggy and Daniel to go visit my mom. I'm looking forward to it because she's been really pleasant lately. Then after going to my dads to get my brakes and oil changed. I'm going to be gettin stuff done tomorrow! Last night I was so worked up, crying and crying and I asked you for your help and you know ..what you answered me, thank you grandma. Deep down I know your here with me, very step of the way. My heart just hearts that I can see you, hear you, or hold you. I don't know how you got through loosing grandpa. I hurt when I lost him but this time I guess feels different.  I lost both of you this time. Someday it will be the three of us again, happily ever after. You two are my treasures in heaven, and the day we get to be together is too far away; you have No idea how much I look forward to that day!!! Till then  you two take care, give me guidance, courage and strength.I miss you so much!!!! Love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Today is another gloomy day, and don't feel up to really doing anything. I'm feeling super sensitive, and a big cry baby. How I long for your comfort. I miss you dearly. The night time seems to be the worst, because that's when I'm truly alone. I'm so use to running up stairs and talking to you when ever. You have No idea how much I miss you,  there's not words to describe how much I miss you. I wish you could tell me what it's like up there,and how grandpa and rascal are. I hope every day is a beautiful day for you. You deserve the best and nothing less!! I love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello my beautiful,  I hope your having a fabulous day! It's kind of gross out. It rained but everything is damp, so I don't want to go outside. I had the weirdest dream last night, it was about me having braces, and you were in it. Wish I could really have you here with me.  I can visualize the day we get to be together again.  I look forward to you being my treasure in heaven. I talked to uncle Alan today. I absolutely adore his laugh, it reminds me of grandpa. I want to keep in touch with him, he's all alone I feel. I know he called you, so I have to keep it going. I miss you soooo much, I sing to myself "I know my heart will never be the same, I'm tellin myself I'll be okay. Even on my weakest day"
Love you more than words can describe or numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hey grams, sorry I haven't been on here in a couple a days I just didn't want to be a debbie downer and only tell you how much I miss you. Butwhen it comes down to it, that's all I can think about...is how much I miss you and want you here with me more than anything in the world!!! Your constantly in my thoughts, you're all I ever think about. I just hope you knew how much I truly love you with every little bit of my heart!! This is so hard not having a place where I feel I be long. I don't wanna stay home because it's not home without you and everything is been changed anyways. Ajs house isn't any better because let's face it it's not home. I hope in time this will all get better and will only make me a stronger person. I've gone through so much already and I couldn't of done it without you, I thank you for making me the person I am today! Now please just see me through this, that's all I ask. I hope you're not sitting up there sad because I'm sad, because you deserve to be happy you deserve the best and nothing less!! Everyday that I live from here on out I live for you grandma. I can't wait for the day when I will be reunited in your arms!! Until then give me courage and strength and I love you. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself always and forever!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

It still feels so unreal, I keep thinking your in the hospital. My friend Adam and Kristina were telling us how their getting an apartment in a month. And reality set in. I have to grow up, and fast. I'm mature for most part. But when it comes to bills and money, ect. I'm scared out of my mind.  I have the worst butterflies.  Give me courage. 
I love you

Granny I didn't write you twice in one day, it just posted late. It's a big deal to me to make sure I write you every day. It's my one way of feeling relief. Right now I'm getting my toes and nails done. Aj's mom gave me 100 dollars and said go treat yourself.  Made me feel good. Including since I don't have the money to keep my fancy habits up. But after a year of nails, I would feel naked without them. Then after I'm going to head up to see my dad and Sean for Easter. Like I was telling you, it felt so go to get this holiday handled. I didn't want to not see my dad, because he has been so supportive through all of this and so understanding. It's nice. Really nice to finally have two parents. I feel like that was part of your doing. You know I'm having a hard time without you. I can't even begin to tell you how much I miss you, everyone tells me it gets easier but I'm starting to doubt them. Please give me courage and strength.  I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself, always and forever! Hope your having a wonderful day as you deserve the best and nothing less.
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hi granny, how are you? I hope your doing fantastic! So I was a big girl and figured out how to see my dad and uncle Jeff/aunt Peggy for Easter. I'm going to see my dad Saturday and Jeff and Peggy on Sunday. Feels good to have that solved. Once again I wish you were here. I miss you mucho much! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count; more than the world itself, always and forever!!
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"
(4/6/12 won't post on time)

So Easter is this weekend, I'm sad you won't be there. My dad wants me to come to his but aunt Peggy asked if I was going to eat with them, and it just won't be the same without you. I cried last Thanksgiving and you were in the hospital, where I could hold and kiss you. But on a better note you get to spend it with grandpa. I hope you have a beautiful Easter. I'll keep telling you that you deserve the best and nothing less. I can't even find the words to tell you how much I miss you!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count; more than the world itself!!! always and forever!!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hey grams, I hope your having a wonderful day! It's beautiful out, but my sunburn hurts so bad, that if any sun gets to it; it feels like I'm literally on fire!!! Ouch! So basically I'm hiding from the sun. Princess is         being a complete love bug!! She sleeps a little on my bed now. It's too cute. I love having both of my girls with me, just really missing you!! Aj took me to stater bros and I finally found those raspberry chocolate yogurt delight that you liked so much. No wonder I could never find it at albertsons, it's wasn't there to begin with!! So I'm eating one in your name. I love you granny! And my heart still aches for you.  I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count; more than the world itself always and forever!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Granny, today is Aj and my, two year anniversary! I'm so happy and lucky I have him in my life!! He has been a big part of my strength and comfort since loosing you. This has been so hard for me, I just want to feel normal again. I know I'm being selfish, but I'm so lost without you!!  But I can honestly say I'm happy that your pain free and with grandpa but your all I know. I pray for courage and strength every day! You are dearly missed! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world itself!! Always and forever!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Today is just one of those days. *sigh* I just miss you so much!! This is the longest I've gone without  talking to you. And my heart breaks every time I think to myself, "I won't be talking to you for a long time...till I go to heaven." That seems like forever to me!! I can't think of going a day without talking to you, telling you about my day. I miss kissing your forehead and hearing you yell at princess.  I just miss you!! Well I hope you're having a wonderful day as you deserve the best and nothing less!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count,more than the world itself always and forever!!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Hello beautiful! I thought I'd tell you what I did for the day. I went with aunt Peggy to take Daniel to see my mom. It was actually a good  visit. It's amazing what a different person she is when she has structure and discipline. But I was happy. She going to help with my car. You would be pleased! Then took Daniel and Mary to the park, which was tiring! That was pretty much it. I don't know what to do with my time now that I don't have you. Back to school it is. I'm going to make you proud!! Any who, I miss you dearly, and your constantly on my mind! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, more than the world it's self always and forever!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck!"

I'm visiting you right now, currently     sitting with you. I feel like your here with me in a way...I feel calm. It's beautiful.  Your flowers still look beautiful too!! I promise one day you and grandpa will have the most amazing tombstone. I'm bummed you don't have one now, you deserve one. I'll make it up too you. I wanted to wish you a happy birthday once again and tell you how much I miss you so much!! I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count, and more than the world itself always and forever!!! "I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

I can't believe tomorrow would have been your 71st birthday grandma!! I'm so proud of you you're such a trooper pulling long. You stuck right by my side for so many wonderful years. And I'm so thankful for everyone of them, thank you. You were such a strong lady, with so much will power. Thinking of your will power and strength is what gets me through the day. I can't wait to taste your yummy chicken I'm going to make tomorrow in celebration of the beautiful day that you were born. Thank you once again for your recipe. It's my favorite and always will be. I love you more than words can describe and numbers can count! And still miss you more than the world itself!! "I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" xoxo

Last night as I tried to go to sleep, my mind was racing and full of thoughts about you. All I could see was your happy, beautiful face. And I was happy,  but at the same time very sad. I can't seem to get over the fact that I will never be able to hold you in my arms, kiss your forehead until it's wet, cry to you about my hurt, or giggle about silly memories or just weirdos in general. I miss you so much it's insane!! I keep telling myself your in my heart, mind and spirit. Just know not a day goes by where your not on my mind, not a second goes by without missing you! I'm going to be making your bbq chicken in your name for your birthday, with a yummy cake. I hope your having a beauitful day, as you deserve the best and nothing less. I love you more than words can desribe and numbers can count! And miss you more than the world it's self always and forever! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" xoxo

Right now, as I'm typing this, I have both of the girls laying down on my bed!! I can't believe princess walked in here all on her own!! See grams,that shows just how much she loves you and misses you! She's desperate for any ones attention, ANYWHERE. Hehe, she keeps sitting in front of me meowing, putting her little paw right in front of me spreading her fingers just like how she did when she would clean them. You always thought it was so funny. Ah grams, I miss you so!!! I know your always here with me, but its just not the same. I wish I would've recorded your cute little laugh, so I could hear it. Any who I just wanted to tell you I love you so much more than words could ever describe,more than numbers can count! I miss you more than the world itself! Always and forever!!  See you later! 
 "I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

So today was my first day back at work, and I was so unbelievably nervous. I kept thinking back four years ago, about my first day at jcp. And how I couldn't find the assoicate door and called you in complete panic, telling you how I couldn't do it; that I quit! You told me to cailm down and I was capable of anything I put my mind too. I wanted to call you so bad and hear your soothing voice and words of courage. But thank goodness I have caring associates who kept reminding me that you wouldn't want to see me cry or in pain. Not to mention, it helped to breathe; considering the fact I seem to hold my breath when in pain. Hmm sounds kind of familiar. It's a beautiful day out and Mary keeps trying to suggest a walk, but I'm exhausted. I hope your having a wonderful day! I miss you so much and my love for you is more than words could describe or numbers can count, always and forever.
"I love you a bushel and a peck with a hug around the neck" xoxo

Still missing you more than ever. I wake up thinking what shall I prepare you for breakfast, or is she warm enough. I feel like this is still a dream, just waiting to wake up from. I tell myself each day how lucky I was to have you for as many days as I did. That in time this wound will turn into a beautiful scar. Baby steps, Baby steps. I've started wearing your perfume just to get a sense of comfort. It makes my heart flutter. Your always on my mind, and always in my heart. I miss you and love you so every much!!  
"I love you a bushel and a peck with a hug and the neck"

Ps Mary and princess sat in my room for a whole hour last night, right next to each other almost.  I couldn't believe it! And don't worry princess hasn't lost a pound!

It's been ten days since our heavenly father made your new destiny, and each day I wake I pray he gives me strength to pull through this. I miss you soooooooo      very much!! There minister at your service yesterday told us to cherish you as a treasure in heaven, and some day we will be reunited; to stay strong until that time comes. And I'm trying with all my mini might to be strong for myself, but mostly you. I can't wait till that day. Till then I love you so much!! 
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"

Dear Gloria, 

I just wanted to say thank you for everything you have done for me. You were an extraordinary women with unbelievable strength and such a strong mind. It's sad that you had to go when you did, but all I can say is that I hope you are pain free, worry free and most of all happy. I will do whatever I have to do to provide for Nicole because you wouldn't want anything less the the best for her. I will make sure she has clothes on her back and food on the table. In two years you really can get attached to someone, and I just wanted to say that I love and miss you. I will see you later Gloria.

Rest In Peace

Today was so hard,officially saying goodbye was something I never wanted to say. I've never thought of a world without you, considering you are my world. You were the mother I never had. I'm so grateful for every moment and every memory I was able to cherish with you. Ill keep you in my heart where you've been all along. I'm trying everything in my power to be strong, for you. I love you so very much. See you later.  
"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" xoxo 
Love always and forever

Mrs. Perry you were such a great and beautiful person. I always thought of you to be the Ultimate Grandmother. You were so loving and caring for everyone around you. You have raised a beautiful granddaughter that adores you so much. I have always kept you in my thoughts and prayers but now our heavenly Father called you to be with him. You will always be missed and remembered. I love you.

Jeff, Peggy and Nicole, We hope that you will be able to look back and cherish the years that your Mom and Grandma shared her life and love with you.  She was just a 14 year old cute girl with a "funny" Wisconsin accent when I met her.  We had so many good times as we grew up and spent hours talking about boys and life in general.  Through our grown up years we kept in contact and shared about our great kids, our health issues and every day life.  We will miss her so much. Our thoughts are with you all. Love Faye & Young Mitchell

Gloria we will miss you so much.  You were a great friend .  I will always remember laughing and talking at the pet store.  We will meet again in heaven   Love Leslyn

I don't even know where to begin. Words can't even tell you how much I love you!!! I have so much I could tell you about how I admired and adored you so much, you were my hero; the one who made me see the light. You always knew the right thing to say to sooth my pain. Your so kind and sweet. Best of all you loved me for. You truly excepted me for me, and I promise I will make you so proud. Everything I do, I do it for you. Your my everything. Every day when I wake up, your the first thing I think about. Everywhere I go, I have you on my mind. I hope you know how much I truly deeply loved and cared for you. Now that your my guardian angel, I hope you can give me the courage and strength to get through this. Because I'm so scared to do this without you granny. You taught me right from wrong. You made me proud to be me, gave me strength when I was weak. You are a big part of me, part of who makes me....me. I love you for everything you are. And I don't think I could tell you that enough. What I would do to kiss your forehead one more time, hold your soft gentle hands, or what I would do to have one more silly talk. I'll miss everything about you. You were basically my mom, all I ever thought of you as was my mom. I'll miss my gossip buddy, my go to for wisdom and knowledge, you were all my answers to get me through my heartaches; even if it was holding me in your arms. You were my comfort. But I can't be selfish. You deserve to be happy, pain and worry free. You deserve the best. I only want the best for you. I hope you are resting peacefully in paradise with grandpa and many other loved ones. Give them a kiss for me. I love and miss you so much, it's unbearable and overwhelming but I know you want me to be strong so I'm gonna try to hold on till we meet again. I love you so very much always and forever. 

"I love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck" xoxo

Jeff and Peggy,
There are no words that can describe how sorry I am for your loss. From the first time I talked to Gloria and Ken when they had Pacific Aquatics to the many casual phone conversations throughout the years, I sensed a genuine kindness very few people have. When I traveled to California to visit you and your family, I have always felt welcome and at home. God puts special people on earth to do special things and it is obvious, your mom was one of them. Take solace knowing your mom is at peace and you will one day be with her again. Until then, continue to honor her by being the son you are because I know for a fact, she is looking down at you from heaven telling everybody, "Look at my son Jeff, I am so proud of him." Jeff and Peggy, God bless you and your family. Your friend always, James.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family through this heartbreaking time.  There is nothing we can say that will ease your pain but we wanted you to know we are thinking of you.  Our deepest condolences.

When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure. My sincere and deepest condolences to all of Gloria's loved ones.

My heart goes out to the Doyle family for their loss. Gloria you will be missed...

May God bless my dearest friend of 58 years.  I will miss her deeply and will cheerish my memories of her when we were growing up in Eagle Rock, CA.

I will miss my dear friend of 58 years.  May God Bless her up in heaven.  I will always cheerish my memories with Gloria growing up.  Bonnie Lapham-Larntz (Palm Desert, CA)

We say prayers every night with our two little boys.  We have a list of people who we pray for which includes the names of alot of children. For the past three months we have added Peggy and Jeff's name to that list. We felt an over whelming need to pray for you two and your family. After receiving the news of Gloria's passing we now know why. Gloria we know you are at peace now and pray for your family that grieves for their loss. With our deepest sympathy.

There are friends, and there are FRIENDS...and you, my wonderful old friend were true as a freind can be.  We shared so many silly times and laughed 'til our sides nearly split..and shared some sorrows along the way as well.  You are sorely missed....Brenda (HS and lifetime 'bud', Folsom, CA

Mom

I love you so much! I know my grief doesn't compare to the constant pain you had to deal with on a daily basis.  Your suffering was far beyond anything I can imagine. But I miss you so much already and am afraid of how much this is going to hurt. Your strength was unending and one of the biggest things that I admired about you. 

I am going to miss our talks and watching TV together. We have been so close; you're not just my mother but also one of my best friends. I loved the daily routine to tell you how my day was or what movie I saw or where I was going for dinner.  It is hard for me to imagine not letting you know what happened today. 

I am so glad that I had a chance to work side by side with you every day during the 20 years of Pacific. I was lucky to have a Mom that wanted and was capable of seeing me just about every day for the past 26 years. We have always been together and now it is hard to imagine you not being there. 

Please know that I saw and admired your strength, passion, goodwill, selflessness, intellect, wit and love and that I will do my best to continue and make you proud. I wish I could have made your life painless but I am afraid we had our share of drama and heartache in our family.  Now it is my time to take that on and I hope you are in a better place, at peace, happy and that your pain has ceased and you don't have to worry anymore. 

Mom you have given me everything I ever needed. I would give it all up just to spend another day with you. My heart hurts so badly and tomorrow seems so far away. I know I will see you again but it can't be soon enough. I will have to take joy in knowing that you are now with Ken and Grandma who I know you loved so very much. I just hope that is enough for me to go on until I see you again. I love you and I don't want to stop telling you so. This is not goodbye…just I will see you later.

I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living my Mommy you'll be.

Lovingly,

Your Son

I miss you Grammy. You are now an angel in heaven with wings. I love you.

Words can not express the grief that fills my heart. You were so much more than just my Mother-in-Law for these past 28 years. Your memory will live on with us all and you will never be forgotten. May you now Rest in Peace next to your beloved Ken. God Bless You. Love always...

OBITUARY

Gloria Jean Perry

Born MARCH 30, 1941

Harbor Lawn-Mt. Olive Mortuary & Memorial Park

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