I miss you. Tears are flowing. Come back 

- Keisha

Hey dad, 

Just checking in... I’m trying to move and as you know it’s difficult. But overall, I miss you. I miss you so much. I absolutely hate that you’re not here with me. Looking at your photos still brings tears to my eyes. I miss you so much. I wish I could’ve talked to you one last time. Laugh with you one last time.  I get my sense of humor from you. You know, I thought I knew heartbreak before, but this is different. My heart is truly broken. I just ask that you along with God help mend it. I love you, crying while I write this. You mean the world to me and I’m sorry I didn’t always express that. You’re the king of my heart. 

Love always your daughter , 

Keisha P. 

We both went to Diego Martin Secondary I was not aware that he died I want to send my Condolences to the family. He was such a caring and fun loving person. 

Dad, 

Words can't explain how much I love you and miss you. Our relationship had its ups and downs but in my heart you were / are still my king. I love you so much. I'll never forget you picking me up from VA and driving all the way to OK - passing through ST. Louis and you were showing me the sights or the lady the radio saying " I want to give a shoutout " when the broadcaster was talking about a serious matter lol !  - you are the reason for my musical taste ( sade and the commodors ) .. I miss your laughter I love you so much and this hurts worse than you can imagine. My heart is heavy while I am writing this and eyes watering. I can't believe you are gone. I have both your good and bad traits but I promise I will do better and be better.  I wish I could hug you again,  laugh with you again, argue with you again. Every time we spoke I always tried to keep you on the phone and you would say " Keisha I want to sleep " lol  - Im upset becuase the last time I saw you , you visited me in Jersey and you saw my home and met lyndell.  ( whom you loved as much as I did )  and we laughed - you promised me you'd come back after dropping me off at work but you  left. You will always be my king and I can't stress how much I'd do to have another chance to call you - instead of waiting for you to call me ( I have your  stubborn ways ) - I miss you daddy and I wish you were still here.  Please watch over me and protect me. I was hoping for your ashes but your other kids didn't make that available to me as of yet . I haven't let you go yet or come to terms with it because this all seems to be unfair -  It's okay , in my heart you'll always be.  

Rest in peace Ricardo.  You will be missed so much and forever Loved.  It was so hard today telling Cassia that you were gone, I held her as she cried, but I knew she will be able to make it through her loss, because she said she Knows her Daddy Loves her to Life.  I know you will forever watch over your baby girl Cassia.

OBITUARY

Ricardo Thaddeus James

September 27, 1957 – October 8, 2018

Bill Merritt Funeral Service

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