Grandma it's been a while since I wrote you. I know you already know before I even write you. I know you and Carmen are cutting up I know you're loving it. Samantha's pig made the auction. Give Jesus a hug for us for having favor with her. I love you so much grandma.  Thanks but beautiful,Ama, my mommy Chula!

Merry Christmas Ama Chula, Mommita, I love you and miss you dearly!

heeey there gramms  I miss you more then ever Iove you so much  remember we was talkin like 3 nights ago  lol mm I'm in church so right now we can't talk lol so ill text you latter or we can talk latter it don't matter it's ok lol but we will talk  ok ?  Ok I love you

Grandma I love you, just because I'm not writing in here doesn't mean I don't think of you every day.  I see you every single day I have your picture on my visor.

Hey grandma it's been a little while since I've written you just because I don't write you more often it doesn't mean that I don't think about you every single day.  I see you every day I see your picture every time I get in my truck I see you right there. I miss you like crazy. This is Nina's senior year, she misses you and she is sad that you won't be there to see her graduate. This is her third year that it has been really hard for her with volleyball, our baby works hard. It's not fair the way things are going for her but I know that God has plans. Grandma we pray and we ask N talk to God to give us peace and comfort and to guide us. I love you grandma! Sam is doing good she still in band and is the  section leader for the flutes! Sarah is going to the eighth and she's playing volleyball, and she is crazy! Grandma she would have you laughing so hard. We miss you every day, whatever it is that we're doing and the different things that the girls are going through we think about you constantly. I love you I miss you thank you for everything,

Hola Mommita chula! Gramma donde estas? I miss saying that when I come in the house! I love you so much! Please tell buelito happy birthday for yesterday! I love you so much and I know your happy and I know your well please ask Diosito to draw us to Him and for us to draw to Him. I so want to hear well done good and faithful servant! Tell everyone hi! Gramma we need favor over our family. I pray God not only hears but grants us favor.  I wish we was rich but if we were we would be poor. I wish I go do things for people that truly  need it and appreciate and then they do for others!

Hola ama,  te quiero mucho te extraño mucho!

Grandma I love you grandma I know it's been a while since I've written you. But I talk to you every day. I Ask God to give extra traveling mercies and favor for Rudy and Sarah as they go on their trip to Arkansas.  It's the first time a baby will be away I'm going to miss my crazy girl. I took her to her grandmothers Bazan Pa que me la curada de susto. I love you a whole bunch, and I miss you thank you for being our guardian angel and thank you for telling all the angels that are assigned to us to take care of us at all time. Theres still not a day that goes by that I do not think about you or miss you grandma so much. You are our foundation you are our biggest blessing. Take care of my baby while she's gone with her brother and the church. Hugs love and kisses always that I wish I could give you but Diosito  will give it to you for me. Thank you Jesus for all of our blessings.

I love you grandma I miss you your girls are getting so big and so grown-up Nina is almost finishing up her 11th grade year and Samantha her 10th Nina is going to be a senior next year, already. God willing she graduates next year and then Samantha right after her and then couple years later Sarah and I'll have all my five kids all grown Ama. Your Sarah has a boyfriend he seems to be a nice boy I'm not liking that my babies growing up! Ivan is so big  I love him so much I love my baby loves me!

Chula Gramma I love you! Crazy day yesterday! Un dia de marzo loco.;-)  I am glad that all went well. Gramma in my  heart I believe that you are our guardian angel and you still watch over us even those Grandkids you didn't meet here in earth. Tu "negra" is out if town but her grand son was there in her behalf, I had him! I feel good to know that our feelings of missing you soo, soo much and it's normal, healthy and it's okay. I love you Mamita forever and always! God is great Gramma! But your there experiencing all His love!

Happy bday my grandma miss u and luv u. I know you looking dn smiling cause our family has got more close especially with sona we see her alot more and she jokes with us im happy and i hope she is too. She still busy but she makes more time. Pray for her strength. No pinche pinche gma i have green on. Will visit you after work luv u.

Happy bday mi mamita chula! Te quiero mucho mucho<3

My beautiful chula gramma! I love you and I miss you so much! Your birthday is just around the corner and I so wish I could hug you and tell you I am blessed to have you in my life. I love you more than I can ever tell you! My Sarah is a hand full she has such a love for you and she misses you so much. She gets upset with me and I know when she does she wants you t run to and she can't. I pray and ask God to heal her heart! Keep watch over us gramma! Tell all I love them and especially Diosito thanks for everything!

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey grammmma .! I LOVVVVVVE YOOOU ALOOOT .!!!!!!! Annnnd I MISS YOOOU ALOOOOT!! I caint sleep tonight cuuuz I'm thinking about my red converse that I lost at school annd because I miss you I told mom to tex you but she was let me tex u  lol I wannt to cry because I miss you annd the closest I get to seeing you again and hearing you again is that video on the iPad  yoou have Suuch a beautiful voice i miss helping you take of your rings and then putting them back on for you  but gramma guess what baby Jesse  Nickie babbey he likes me  oh gramma my attitude has goten so muuch better oh and gramma I miss you humming songs siting on the couch I miss coming home from school seeing you on the couch I miss going to school seeing you on the couch saying "have a good day and be good" ~but in Spanish~ I miss telling you goodnight i miss alot of Those things i miss walking you across the street in the mornings or after school when u wanted to go to your house I miss you squeezing my hand I miss hearing you jammin in your room at like 3 in the morning I miss you asking for your water I could go on and on but I'm drowning in tears right now so ima go TRY to sleep good night my beautiful gramma that I love so much  ill tex u some more and try to tex u more often ok gramma te amo mucho Gramma  for real this time good night gramma

Hola gramma I love you! You would be so proud of tu mi hijo Rudy and margaret! They were named officially youth leaders for their church! Who would of know my baby would be a leader n his church! Can u believe tu cookie is going to be a teenager, ya va a completar 13! Nina 17 y Sam 16! Gramma these kids r growing up too fast! I love u grams mi chula beautiful Mommita! I still miss u so much. Well please give my live to all ur loved ones there with u! Tell Diosito que munchas gracias por todos los blessings que los  da. I wish I could give u a big hug! Know I luv u.

Happy new year Gramma! I know your in the best of the best! I will forever miss you! I wish you were her to talk to to hear your voice hear you laugh and even to get on to one of us!

Hello grandma just wanted to tell you that I love you also want to tell you to maybe you can let Sarah see you in her dreams and you talk to her and tell her that it's okay for her to feel sad but that you want to see her happy again and you want to see her to be a good girl and  not be so sad or mad because we don't have you here with us. But you will forever be in our hearts and our precious memories of you no one can take away! I love you

Felix Navida mamita chula. Te quiero mucho mucho mucho

Hola mamita I luv u very much n miss u dearly

Hola mamita chula.Como te extrano.te quiero mucho mucho.Como pass el tiempo.tu bebito Ivan Como esta growing. Esta muy grande. Como nos haces falta

Pos grams estamos a putting up the tree and it's not like it used to be it's not I am into it full heartily. La vecina muy bien dece that just because the time passes doesn't mean it gets better. The missing you is still there and the wishing you were here is still there. I just want to say I miss you and love so much! There is so much to tell you but that's ok I tell you out loud perro I have to admit gramma in veces su me contesto! Perro Gramma I don't think estoy loca! I love you ama muncho muncho muncho!

Ay Ama como haces tanta falta! We are putting up the tree and decorations and I miss you soo soo much! I miss you watching us decorate and how you would love to see the house with lights. Even though this is a second Christmas without you and it seems like so much longer! How I wish we had you here! Gramma tu Cookie misses you so much! I know how she hurts and I can't take that hurt away from her! She is scared if losing people she loves she cried on I think it was Sunday night while she tried not too but tears streamed out of her hurt filled eyes, telling me to pinky promise I would be at her graduation and I said if course where else would I be and then I knew what she meant and I said to her I pinky promise so as all as God's will I would be there. She said not good enough she wanted me to promise I would be there. It made me sad because I know I can't promise that, not without saying if it's God's will,  I will be there she wanted a promise without strings attached! I love  you so much I wish I had more time with you! You sang to me Ama when you were in the hospital, you sang so pretty and made me smile and happy to hear you! I wish I had to take care of you like unused to. I wish I could brush your hair! Nina is good and Sam too I tell you you would just live Alex her boyfriend! He is a good kid! Ask God to keep him strong and healthy! He has problems with his kidneys just like Amanda different problem but both with the kidneys! Gramma ask God for favor with our family! That stupid devil just loves to cause problems! Ask God to take care if us all! I dint forget you just because I don't write you! Tell your dad my buelito I love  him! Of course all our family up there!

Hola My Chula Ama, well Sarah gave me her seventh grade picture and all I could think was how you wails be so excited about seeing her picture and you telling me that you want the big picture que al cabo el día que yo no esté son tuyos como quiera! I love you. We hD our food fair again today and my mom came to help again she has been helping for many months already! It's hard work but well worth it! Ivan's  finger is better!

Hola Ama my dad came over today and helped me work on your house. We changed the porch steps and took the railing off. Hey cut your yard and helped me cut mine. I showed him your mint plant under the porch! He cut it a little when he was cutting the yard. I just think it's nice him working on your house. I love you gramma.

Gramma I love you! Sammy the dog that Samantha brought home, remember? Well we had to get rid of him because he just didn't want to stay in the yard. Anyway he bit a boy from down the street not bad just a scratch n just scared him more than anything. Well I had to talk to his mom and when I went to talk to her we just talking about things and she said she didn't even know you were gone to be with Diosito! We were talking about you and it made me sad. I cried because so many people stil do not know and I have to tell them and it's still hurtful! I never forget u even if I don't write you as often as I did! Your forever in my heart and I am forever thankful for you! I been sick and I think it's just sinuses but my head has been hurting for several days! My Manda is better, thank you Jesus! Sam got her pig his name is Tazz! Tu Ivan is crazy he makes me laugh! I tell him about you because I don't want him to ever forget the love you have for him!

Hi my Chula Ama pos I had another birthday with out you giving me my birthday blessings! Can you believe it I made the big 50, I remember you saying O quien quicera a tener esos años!But I know you love me and you always wanted the best for me. I know how proud you were of me and my kiddos! I miss you my beautiful cheerleader! My number one fan! My most proud Ama! I miss you,  I miss telling you of all the things I am working on. I miss you being so excited for all the things I am involved in!  One lady that I been working with for a while,  that I worked with when Rudy and Amanda were in Aldine youth , complemented me with the thing you used to tell me! She said I have a special place  in Heaven and you used to tell me tienes la Gloria comprada! I know God made me who I am, and Ama I live doing what I do! God gave me that passion to help where I can and if I could I would do more! You know I never did or do those things for recognition I do it for the love of it that God put in my heart! I love you so much! Sam  get her new pig in a couple of weeks. Nina is doing good in school n volleyball  and maybe playing club ball at Mac after regular season! Sarah is the star of the team in volleyball for seventh grade. Oh Sam is playing in band and she is having so much fun. Did I tell you es mi nagreta she is dark! Still the tiny one! Ivan , well I am taking care of your baby gramma! He is really pretty good with me. But oh my gosh can he make Manda n the kids want to pull their hair out! Mi hijo is doing good with his side job and working his regular job and lots if hours after!margaret works closer to home! Rudy is tired lots of physical work! For my birthday Amanda, Randy, mi hijo and oscars dad have me a house painting the house looks like a brand new house! That's what the kids say and so do I. I live you GraMma

Hola mamita chula! Its been a while since I've wrote u but dont mean I've forgot u. I love and miss u very much.  Muchos besos y abrasos

Gramma today is Moms 65 birthday! We went to her surprise birthday party. She was really surprised! She was also happy all her kids were there! All, me and junior usually ones missing but we were all there. Mi hija Mandy me jeivo it was Sarah and Ivan with us Rudy and Margaret showed up later. Sam had band and Nina volleyball. Poor Sam had first performance last night got to bed finally around 2 in the morning then she had to be at school 630 in the morning. Long night then long day today. Rudy had to work so couldn't be there. But it was really nice for mom and we enjoyed it. I helped and Tito and tu cookie at the grandparents event today. Oh me and Amanda made Mac n cheese for moms party everyone liked it! First time I made such a large amount! Anyway Ama chula, I luv u! Keep an eye over us all. I appreciate all my blessings God gives us all. God is awesome and God is good all the time, all the time God is good .

My Chula Gramma just wanted to share, Sarah had a bad night tonight because she was thinking so much about you and missing you so much. I prayed with her and I asked God to give her peace and comfort and for her to realize that she will always have your love and that you will always know that she loves you. I know it's still hard for her,  she's my baby, she's doesn't look like a baby but she's my baby, tu Cookie! She misses you so much just like me, she's used to coming home and telling you everything. You were our biggest supporter, Ama, you were the person that was most proud of even the smallest accomplishment that we made. I stayed up with her until she ran me off and told me to go to bed! You know she has to be at school at 6:45 in the morning, that's early and it's late right now so I know she's going to be tired tomorrow it's almost midnight and she's just barely going to sleep, she cried herself to sleep. I love you Mommita, that will never change. You will live in our hearts forever. Memories we won't let fade. I just love to look at pictures of you. I have so many and so many more I haven't even take out. Gramma nunca se acaba el trabajo de la casa. I can't catch up. So much things I need to go through papers,  files, and organize but just not up to the big job I know I need to do. Anyways, I love you more than I can ever express  all I can say  over and over and over I love you and we all do! I wish I knew if my Daniel was a Daniel or a Danielle ;-) tell my baby I send all my love and so does the girls. With all my love and gratitude.

Good morning Gramma just want you to know that I love you think of you every day. Sarah made the volleyball team. My sisters are planning a 65th birthday party for mom this Saturday coming up. The years go by so fast. I love you

Hola Gramma, well another year of school starts tomorrow! These kids are getting so big! Amanda told Ivan he is going to meet his teacher tomorrow too! Mrs. Bazan! Crazy girl! May God bless us always and give His hedge of protection over all the kids all of us every where we go. Gramma I love you! Tell everyone we love them.

Hola Ama, well school starts next week! Mommita, the kids are growing up so fast! I stay so busy with my girls I don't have time to just sit and be lazy until late in the evening! Wow, another school year! My Nina got hurt last week not too bad back in swing again but my poor baby something always happening she is ready for school! Sarah is ready to start out strong! I meet her teachers today! Sam ready for band and raising another pig! I miss our talks about everything! I miss you being so supportive and miss you being silly! I miss you sliding your feet in the hall as you come and go throughout the house! Sarah is so tall Mommita you would be shocked amazed well she isn't a giant but for us she is just so tall. I have Tio Pat's painting I just haven't given it to him yet! Mom is going to be 65 in a couple if weeks! The kids are working on planning her party! Gramma well what can I say, aye Ama what can I do but keep asking God to intervene and only. He can make change. Understanding is hard but nevertheless peace, love, and kindness to all! I helped at church a few times and I am going to go to classes there too! Any way I love you Gramma!

Hello my beautiful Chula I love you! I miss you! I wrote you half a book yesterday and it didn't show up! I cant believe it didn't show up! I know I write to you but I know it's really just for me. I miss talking to you telling you everything that is going on. I think Nina is going to have a better year this year at least I hope so. We been asking God for favor and can you believe she is a junior in high school already! Gramma do you think God will bless mi hijo and Margaret will be blessed with children? Tu flaca is such a wonderful big sister and awesome daughter. She spoils the girls as much as she possibly can considering she has her own kiddos! And she spoils her Papi! Ask God for favor for her too especially with her health! I thank God for you everyday! I love you.

Hi Mommita Chula! I had to go visit Luz's mom and my friend Denise at the hospital! Denise got out but Luz's mom is still in there not doing well. It was hard going to the hospital too hard! Gramma, Tu Cookie misses you so much, I think she makes it hard for me when I can't comfort her. She is silly she tells me she wants you home and things aren't the same and her poor little heart hurts because she misses you and I can't make her feel better. I tell her it's ok to miss you and all  I can do is hug her and remind her how much you love her. Ivan is getting potty trained. He even says you visit him. I dream you too, often. Gramma donde estas, I miss saying that when I walk in. Did I tell you Nina got her car? Did I tell you Sam went to Dallas alone, well not alone with the school? Did I tell you Sarah is in volleyball camp? Did I tell you Nina is volunteering in an animal shelter? I miss talking to you telling you about everything! I need my Mommita Chula.

Gramma---- I love you! Well tu Gata is on an outing, she is at a convention for FFA officer training. Gramma she is out of town. Wow my baby girl is away from home for the first time on her own. She comes home Friday, a whole week away! Weird she isn't home she gave tu Cookie permission  to sleep in her room but she has rules, they are silly. And she made Sarah be responsible for Sammie the dog and mittins the cat. Sarah and Nina have been going to camp for volleyball. Tu Ivan is getting potty trained. Cynthia has been working with him. I miss you Ama. Mammita Chula. I messed up my phone just got this one today. I enjoy when I dream you because I get to see you but then you leave. Luz's mom is at kingwood hospital and is very sick. I went to visit her but I couldn't stay there long too hard to see her it brought back memories of you when you were in the hospital.  I dont know how she is doing because I didn't have a way to contact her since my phone was messed up. Grampa Luman has a hard time sleeping and he is such a blessing to us. He worries about me and the kids. He worries about Ivan a lot too. That boy is getting so big. He talks a lot! He is so silly! I found Berta she is across the way from you. I will put her flowers next time I go for you. Tell everyone hi from me. Diosito  is awesome.

Hello Gramma! Well we got your Nina a car! She wants to take it to you so she can show it to you! Tu Mandita had a birthday and is 31 now! Luz's mom is sick and in the hospital. I went to visit her but I couldn't stay there long. I just pray for comfort for her and the family..Margaret got sad last night and broke down. She misses you and her gramma. She feels bad she didn't give you a baby from tu favorito, mi hijo! Ivan is getting so big gramma esta handsome tu baby! We love you. Gramma. Hugs n kisses to all especially Diosito!

Keeping up with your house chula Gramma! I love you and things will never be the same without you! I took the love seat to the house and Sarah said its her's! Thank you for your unconditional love!

Hello Gramma Samantha went to Conroe for a camp. First night away from home alone. I love you. Gramma! Been working n your house Ama, you would be pleased. I thank God for you always.

Gramma I love and miss you a lottttt!!!!!!?? Your my beautiful funny gramma  I miss waking up in the morning not being able to give you a kiss good bye NN COMIN home after school screaming holaaa gramma !!!!! I miss TELLIN u how my Day was. Well its late NN I'm getting TIERD so good night gramma te amo tanto????

I love you Ama! Everyday something reminds me of you! Not one day goes by that I dont think of you! By now you may have welcomed or meet Margaret's Gramma! She went to be with God as He called her home. It was like going through losing you all over again for her, tu bebito Rudy y tu Manda! Amanda went to the hospital to be with Margaret until mi hijo got there! Same hospital same floor just different room!  Hard to bare. I love you so much Ama, that I so wish I could touch you hold you ,make you laugh ,make you cry because we made you laugh too hard, make you mad like you used to say get mad get over it because we have two jobs enojar si y conformarse! Todo mi cariño para ti mamasita chula

Hey gramma, I love you and I miss you still so much. I dreamed you were lost and I called the police to have them look for you, I woke up and realized it was a dream. I love you and I still can't get over the fact that your not here. I don't think I will ever have a day I don't think if you and I still don't like I can't talk to you. I miss your voice and your encouragement your heartfelt advice .

Grandma I haven't forgotten you, I think of you every single day . I dreamed you the other day I dreamed that I called the police to look for you because you were lost. I couldn't find you. I know your happy, i know your fine and safe but I still miss you so much. Nina got her top braces they hurt her really bad, her mouth is really swollen and I'm going to take her back to get them taken off. My poor baby she is so uncomfortable. Sam is doing good she starts band camp next week. Sarah is baby sitting Amanda's kids. I have been working with my friend Patty, painting and burning branches at her rental houses. It's summer and it's more busy for me than when the kids were in school. Rudy changed his job he is now working with an old friend he used to work for. Olito turns 14 today! The kids are growing up so fast . Mi mijo, Boo just had a birthday my baby turned 33! Wow again my babies are getting up there. Margaret's gramma is sick and in the same hospital you were on, it's been hard for Rudy and Margaret to go and visit her. Tio Mario's sister was there in the same hospital too and we didn't go because we couldn't go. I was there with you and I just can't seem to bring myself to go there again. Anyway, Gramma, my Chula Ama I love you so so much. I will never be forgot you.

I love you and I wonder if I will ever believe your not here. My Sam had her dance performance today and she did great! Did I tell you she made FFA officer and that she went back to band and made first chair after being out of band for a year! You would be so proud of her! Sarah is staying in band and wil be in sports. Another volleyball player! My Nina will be still in volleyball but also in FFA! Me taking care if your Ivan. We are getting a college down the street from MacArthur and a community center that is going to be great for the people. How I wish you could see all the things going on. I miss you and I love you and I am proud of you. Ama Chula!

I love you grandma we went to visit you on the day that you made one year being away from us. I think you would be proud of us even though we still deeply miss you and love you we were there we all wore green shirts and we released green and yellow balloons. The kids had fun we will all had fun watching the balloons they didn't want to float I think it was the notes weighing them down. We tied a note to it to you. We will always love you will never forget you and we will always go visit you and we know that your looking down smiling at us. I am keeping my promise to go see you, Papi, your Daddy my Buelito,  Tio Danny and Tio Jerry! We are blessed! Thank you Jesus!

Gramma aye que scare me dio ivansito today! I know his angels were taking care of him! So much thanks I give God for his love n mercy for my Ivan! I love that little boy so much the scare he gave me I can't explain! I don't know what I would of done if something happen to him that's why I know God answers our calls! Thank you gramma for watching over us all always keep us there close to you and tell Diosito thank you for me!

My Chula Gramma! We had our first Mother's Day without you. But we visited you for a long while fixed your things put you roses and just sat and talked! We miss you I told the kids I want to have my Mother's Day there with you! The kids said that was fine. We put flowers on some of your neighbors Rudy said we were crazy because someone might get mad because they wouldn't know who visited their loved ones and they may get mad! Funny because someone by you came and we put flowers and they said someone came already and left flowers I wonder who it was and Rudy said see now it's going to bug them all day long! My Amanda was extra sad I know how she feels Mommita linda! We will always have an empty place that no one can fill. We love you so much and we can't express the loss we feel or love we have for you. Mi hijo was sad too actually we all are, we are good but we still miss you a lot .

Gramma, tu Cookie misses you! She woke up crying for you! What words can I say that will make her hurt to away? I just tell her to cry and let it out! Mother's Day is. coming and I so remember being at the hospital with you and just thinking you would leave us that day but you didn't! You shared another Mother's Day with us! Thank you and of course God for that but then God took you two days later! And ever since we have a hurt that seems just as bad then as it is today! As I see my baby cry and I can't do any thing I feel bad because I know what she is feeling g I know in a different way because we all feel different but nevertheless  I know what and how she hurts! I love you so much, we love you so much and miss you dearly!

Ama, I dreamed you Sunday night I was holding your hand and I saw lots if pictures of you, you were smiling wearing your house dresses! Aye mi Chula Gramma! Martha called me amor Chiquito! You used to call me that when I was little and you sang that song to me when you were in hospital! I don't know if there will ever be a time that I don't miss you! There is such an empty space at home, your just not  there and it just doesn't feel right. My heart still hurts because I want you here and your not and I don't want to make you or God sad because I just can't seem to get the feeling of missing you to stop. It's not that I don't want to think of you because you will forever be engraved in our hearts nothing will make us ever forget you! I don't want to forget you I just feel  sad and I tear up when I think if you not here . But then I know how happy you are and the amazing life you now have and I hope it doesn't make me seem selfish because I think of you and miss you so much. You are my hero, my champion, mi Ama, mom, Amacita, gramma, and my number fan,  I say that because you were so proud and no one will ever be as proud of us as you! I miss that I miss talking to you sharing my day, all our achievements all the things we are involved in you were so amazingly excited as if you where doing them! I love you so much!

Aye Ama, como te extrano! I can't believe it's almost one year since you have been away from us! There is such an empty space at home! There will never be another you,no one can ever replace you, not that I would want anyone too! Everyone fills something in our lives and you were so great at encouraging us and showing how much you love us and how proud you were of us! I miss you so much Ama!

Hola mamita chula! Como pasa el tiempo. I hate it that ur not here. Nunca te voy olvidar!! Te quero mucho mucho mamita.

I never get tired of writing to you! I know you can't read it but I just feel close to you when I keep you updated in my own way! We had fun here at home just my kids and a couple of friends came over! They all had fun! The outside is a big mess with egg shells and confetti and so is the inside I don't know if there was more inside or outside! We sang Margaret Happy birthday outside on the spot we used to sing to you Cynthia and Sammy! It brought back memories good memories! We are blessed to have so so many memories with you Chula Gramma! We will always miss you but we will never forget you! You are our foundation and God blessed us with you! I hope you like the frogs and the windchimes! We had a blessed Easter! God is awesome! I love you and our treasures in heaven and Gramma I love my kids and my family and close friends dearly! My sweet friends know how hard it has been without you in our lives and they have been wonderful! Thank you Jesus for everything!

I love you my chula Ama, Gramma, Mommita! We went to visit ya'll on yesterday, Papi's birthday! We told you we wouldn't forget you and your family there at Morales. You didn't believe it huh! Well we haven't and we won't . I think you would like what we put on there. We borrowed roses and we knew you were looking down telling us aye ninas que estan hasen! But it's ok we promise will put flowers back and also on those around you! I love you beautiful Mommacita! Hello love hugs n kisses to all! Diosito thanks for the ultimate sacrifice of your life for our sins and for eternal life to one day live with you! Thanks for all the blessings!

Hello Gramma today is Papi's birthday. I know he has had many birthdays with God. Well I don't know how birthdays r there but anyway tell him for us happy birthday , which being there I know is amazing. We will be home for Easter Mommita! We will go to church in the morning then just be home Amanda n mi hijo will be with us! I cut the yards yesterday I was remembering cleaning the yard even when I was a kid! I told God thank you for the blessings! Anyway Ama I love you we will always love you and miss you! Tell Diosito thank you for His love n blessings always!

 I love you my beautiful Chula Gramma! Well we did it, Samantha's party turned out well! She had fun and enjoyed herself. It was missing one important person, you but I told Samantha you were there in our presence! It was the first important event without you and although I don't like admitting it the first of many but like I said your still there even if not physically but  I in our hearts and  in our thoughts your there! Sam cried because she misses you. Nina and Oscar did a dance just for you! We cried but forever thankful to you for everything! Tell everyone we love them especially Diosito!

Good morning Gramma, today one year ago, later this evening you were taken to the hospital by ambulance and you never returned home! I never expected that you would go into the hospital and never make it home. You were so strong you made it through a very hard operation and you seemed to get better but then you just got worst and just didn't have the strength any more to fight and I believe God was calling you home. I never wanted to think of life without you and I never thought it would be this hard to not have you here. Thank you for coming to listen to me last night, I saw you and that was nice! You let me tell you how I feel but you didn't respond you just listened. I need your love, your encouragement , your pride not the bad pride just the pride of being our Gramma! Sam's party is coming up fast! We will miss you so much! But I know your looking down with pride! Nina got her driving permit Sarah is getting ready for her next year as a 7th grade year! Ivan is growing soo much. He hasn't forgotten you we won't let him! I love you Mommita I always will! Hugs and love to all our lived ones there in Gods presence!

Gramma I don't know why my entry didn't go through I am sad it's not on here I hope this one goes through . I didn't forget your birthday I even made cupcakes Amanda decorated them and took some to moms house and to Tio Pat. We went to visit you and left you flowers and balloons. I miss you soo soo much Gramma! I miss talking to you and your encouragement, I miss how you were loving and affectionate with the kids and all of us. We been working on Sams party and it's going good! In a couple of days it will be one year ago that we had to take you to the hospital and you never came home! I can't believe you been gone from home that long! You know Samantha sleeps on the sofa because she says that's where she feels closest to you! She says you and her would fight over the sofa and of course you would win! I move stuff around in the house and I still wish I could see you come into the room and look and see what I have done. I want to see you sitting in the floor going through you things. I still want to hear you and I can't! Nina gets excited because she dreams of you. This last dream was she was going in the restroom and you were coming out she was playing telling you muévete gramma and you told tu muevete! And ya'll were laughing then you hugged her and told her I love you mi hija! I want to dream you Mommita chula! Only a couple of times but I don't remember the dream . Anyway gramma I love you so much and just because I don't write every day doesn't mean I don't think of you every single day several times a day! I will never forget you Amacita mi ya! Hugs and love to all our family and friends there with you ! Thanks to Jesus for everything always!

Happy b'day mamita chula!!! We went to go see u this morning estaba very cold pero we we're there. Ivan was sad gmom. Its like he was in a daze  not understanding .we luv u gmom n we really really miss u!

Hola gmom pues la kira ya cumplo sues 15 años. Como pasa el tiempo. Y ya mero viene sue fiesta y tu no vas estar.  Como te extrañamos. Y tambien viene tu cumpleaños 90 wow!!!  Well we luv u mamita mucho mucho y tanto falta nos hace

Gramma I dreamed of you and Papi! I dreamed you had to move from your house? I also dreamed that my mom and dad had to move from their house too? I know I dream you but I can't remember what my dreams are about. I just feel like if I dream you I am close to you but only if I remember the dream. I love you muncho muncho muncho Ama chula. Hugs and kisses to all. Diosito thanks as always !

Gramma we went to visit you day before Valentines day! I left you the angel that tu Gata got you! Me and Amanda were sitting talking and we actually stayed pass the time they close, the caretaker was nice and didn't kick us out! You might have meet Hopies gramma in law she left to be with Diosito too! I told Hope ya'll were drinking coffee and eating sweet bread! I love you muncho muncho muncho Ama, my chula  mamasita! Tell Diosito for us I love Him and thanks for all the blessings! All our treasures in heaven tell them hello and I love them too!

Grandma I love you grandma yesterday was the first day of practice for Sammy yo no pienso que va haber un día que no haces falta por siempre vas hacer falta! I missed you watching the kids when they were practicing like with Nina you would think you'll crazy kids. They would come inside they will talk to you and you would watch them.  This time I know the day that we have her party is going to be really hard not seeing you there. You were always so proud of us Gramma ,of each and everyone of us I miss coming to you and telling you everything. I miss your encouragement I miss your hugs I miss hearing your feet slide up and down the floor and me getting on to you telling you levanta esos pies Gramma no eres viejita! And I think it was really hard for us to because until you got sick before you went into the hospital you were so strong it came so unexpected! And today is Nina's birthday can you believe it, 16 years old already! I know everyday of our life for everyone of us is such a blessing I love you mommitaI miss you a lot. Hugs and kisses to everyone my love to thank you Jesus for all your blessings.

Aye Gramma, I miss you  hola Mommita ! I saw an old friend the other day at Walmart the girls were with me and she asked about you . I couldn't help but cry because I had to tell you were no longer here with us but that you had gone to be in God's presence. She said she was sorry and she knew it was painful for me to have to say that. It is still so hard to say  your not here with us. I love you and without a doubt I know your fine in heaven with God it's just we miss you so much haces falta tanto Grams.Come visit me in my dreams Gramma! Thank you for visiting Nina, thank you for talking  to her telling her you love her  giving her a hug and kiss. It means so much to her when she told me she cried and said I think it's hard because we didn't get to talk to you any more or should I say you didn't talk to us. Aye Ama, I love you muncho muncho muncho! My sister Renee came by to visit us and I saw the baby, this is the one she was pregnant with that she didn't get to tell you about. She is big and beautiful! Sarita tu cookie esta loca Gramma! But you know that. Mi hijo and my Amanda came over we made dinner for Sarah y Lydia came over for a little while to celebrate Saritas birthday. We have another busy schedule for school with the girls Mamita I will be like a chicken with her head cut off! Any way Ama tell everyone hugs and misses and Diosito thanks for blessings! Forever in our hearts and mind! Thank you Gramma!

Ay gmom dile a disito Que no sea tan frio..please!! Well I luv u mamita chula y te extraño mucho mucho mucho. Como pasan los dias. A penas comenso el año y ya estamos en febrero.. I hope u r happy that we are keeping up with el pantion!! We try r best n hopefully everybody likes the decorations that we put them.well nuca se te olvide que te queremos y extrañamos mucho mucho..luv tu flaca

Gramma Rudy went to church with us today he said he liked the church! I am going to go help a member lost her mom and after the service the church is having a lunch for the family. Sam is waiting for. Pastor Matt to pick up Alexia! She is sad but is excited about next year she wants to raise a pig, rabbits and horticulture and guess what Nina wants a pig and rabbits too! She doesn't want to do the plant because she says she will kill the plants she is crazy! Sarah is crazy Mommita! Tu Cookie is something eel she is my crazy child! Amanda is my beautiful girl that is so amazingly strong! I thank God she has so much faith and she seeks after God and if it wasn't for her faith Ama, I don't know how she would make it through things. My mijo is seeking to do well he has a big heart and tries to help people out and I just pray that no me tries to take advantage of him and Margaret. Grammita Ivan is getting so big! He loves following His Popo! Gramma I haven't gone to visit mom or Tio and I need to because it's another month! I visited them New Years Eve! I need to get better at visiting but you know Grams it's hard, it's so weird and different because your not here! I miss Tio coming visiting you and hearing hi laugh and tell stories! I miss you I know your good and I am too but I still miss you and wish you were here. I love you muncho, muncho, muncho! Love to all our treasures in heaven and Diosito thanks for all the blessings. Send favor over us all Grams.

Gramma I am on a break tired working the kitchen at the FFA show ! Wow long days yesterday and today ! Today is tu cookies birthday in gramma she is twelve today! Time flies Mommita chula! Anyway love you bunches write you later!

Hola Gramma otra ves! Well tu Gata didn't make auction! She was sad and disappointed but she is ok now! We're home and she is already thinking on what she needs to do different next time! I am glad she is positive and knows she worked hard with a lot of work and dedication on her behalf cold raining no matter what even when she was sick she wanted to go take care of Alexia but we didn't let her when she was sick me and Rudy took turns taking care of her pig! But thank God We are blessed Pastor Matt from mi hijo's church is buying her from Sam. And tu Cookie is excited her birthday is tomorrow Gramma she is turning twelve already! Her first birthday without you, she said she misses you and loves you a lot! Thank you Gramma for being you, I love you and miss you always!

Good morning Gramma! We'll so much going on! Yesterday tu Amanda called me to tell me she got reassured all is well with her incident from last week! Thank you Jesus for always being so faithful to us all! Gramma I know Disito has given us you as our angel and He allows you to help in keeping us safe! Also, today is the FFA show! Hopefully Sam's Alexia makes auction! Wow, exciting I can hear you tell Sam que te vaya bien mi hija! I wonder what your doing! Crazy I know. I love you so much I didn't ever want to think of you not being around so I never let it cross my mind I was true in denial of knowing you wouldn't be around and maybe I should of but too late now! Gramma I think it's because I also know you didn't want to leave us when you were in the hospital. You said that you wanted to leave in your sleep at home. I so wanted you to come home and then if God took you, it would be from home! I'm sorry it didn't happen that way! But, only God knows why it happened how it did. The other thing is I so wanted to hear your voice! I love you gramma chula chula Linda  Gramma! Nunca nunca te olvidaré Gramma! As always hugs and kisses to everyone tell them I love them and tell Diosito like always thank you for being the awesome Diosito He is to us all

Good morning mamita.  Well as u know I experienced something so horrable. But I know all the while dosito n u were by my side the whole time. Gracias a dios no era nada con grave consequencias. Please never leave my side ama. Yo se que dios es muy grande y milagroso! Luv u mucho mucho mucho.

Hey Gramma, it's cold and the second time in less than a week Aldine cancelled school! That's unusual. Well in a couple of days we will see if Samantha's pig makes sale! Hopefully my baby girl makes sale and makes good money for her next years project! Gramma I still have an emptiness in my heart for you! I so want to hug you, brush your hair just take care of you! I miss your encouraging words, you giving us blessings as we go to and from where ever we may go, I want to kiss you before I go to sleep and I want to tell you I love you gramma and you answer me yo tambien mi hija! Tell everyone hi and I love them!

Hey Gramma just want to put in words I love you! Because everyday in my mind and in my heart I love you! Not one day goes by that I dont think of you! I thank God everyday He gave you to us! I thank God you are the foundation of our family and you will never be forgotten!i thank God every day for every blessing in our lives! I thank God and ask for safety, protection, and blessings to all our family and friends! Hugs love and kisses to our treasures in heaven!

Hola mamita chula...sorry I haven't wrote to u lately but I'm always thinking about u.. Un abraso muy grande para todos en el cielo... we made dad a surprise party y como estaba surprised.. estaba muy bonito. Luv u mamita y como te extrsñamos.

We'll gramma today is my Tio Jerry's birthday! Give him a big hug and kiss from me please and tell him I love him very much! Today you are a gramma again number 88 if I counted right! My brother Jr is finally a Grampa! Richards wife Cristy and john jr birthdays too! I miss you gramma! We had a birthday party for my honey 50! Wow, gramma we are catching up. His mom and a few siblings came! A few guys from work as well. Love you muncho muncho muncho chula Mommita ! Tio Mario's brother in law passed away yesterday morning. Maybe you will see him. I know he too is no longer suffering like he was here. Talk to you later gramma!

Gramma I love you! Welll did I tell you Nina got her lettermans jacket! We went to visit you that same day! She is excited she worked hard for her jacket! Sammy well she has two weeks to go with her pig, Alexia. She is excited about the show but is a little sad because she will no longer have her. Sarah will she is her self the silly crazy clown. Well I love you always and continue to miss your presence her with us but I know you are our treasure in heaven! I know we are blessed and I thank God everyday for us all! My mom, my siblings ,my Tio and his family and needless to say Rudy, all my kids and grand kids! I am blessed. Oh I can't forget Grampa Luman. Any way I love you continue to tell all our loved ones hello and if possible give Diosito a hug from me!

Grandmom I love you even though I don't write every day to you, you know that I think of you every single day today's grandpa Luman's 80th birthday, he says he misses you too. Just three more weeks before Samantha's pig, Alexia goes to show,  hopefully she makes auction. I miss talking with you grandma and you talking to me. Tomorrow will make eight months you've been gone from us grandma and I'm not sure if it seems like less time sometimes it feels like you've been gone for a long time sometimes it feels like you haven't  been gone long at all. Sarah has a birthday coming up soon so does Vanessa actually everybody is coming around the corner again. Hopefully, Nina will start her driving class, I've been practicing with her she says I wonder what grandma would say if she knew I was driving. Sam said she wondered what you would say about her pig! And Sarita, Ama, oh my gosh that girl is a clown I do see why you enjoyed spending so much time with your Cookie! Rudy has a birthday coming up too, Gramma! Last Saturday mi hijo and Amanda, me and Rudy and Nina worked in the yard your yard , grandpa's yard and my yard picking up all the decorations for Christmas I love you grandma hugs and kisses to my tios ,to my Papi  to buelito, and all our treasures in heaven. Diosito knows I love Him and thank Him for all the blessings.

Good morning Chula Gramma just wanted to tell you thank you and we told Jesus thank you for always watching over us we could've actually lost her house last night to a fire but I know that we have guardian angels that came and got our attention to make us go outside. Rudy went outside to check what fell in the garage or he also thought it was a branch from the tree but it was a fire. He was able to contain the fire to just the dog house and the corner of the garage. The house is fine. Rudy was scared and we were inside, not knowing what was going on outside. But if not for the grace and mercy of God! That hedge of protection that I know He surrounds us with. We are good and the house is ok  but I do know then we are blessed thank you for being our guardian angel and we have favor and are blessed. Thank you for being an awesome foundation for us thanks for given us a spirit and heart like yours. Love you Ama! Love to all our treasures in heaven. Oh did I tell you I went to see Tio and I apologized to him for not visiting him and Judy apologized to me. I will visit him more and I went to see mom and I will go visit her more too! I went on New Year's Eve.  Gramma you know I love your son, my Tio and your daughter, my mom. I Love you.

Hola gmom... I just wanted to tell u I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! Un abraso y muchos besos

I love you Chula Grammitas! Today us jesse's birthday we are starting with all our birthdays and our first year without you here physically with us but forever in our hearts and  minds ! I started to take down the Christmas decorations finish maybe this weekend. This coming Christmas Gramma we will light up the street so you without doubt can tell everyone with you that's your house and ours and Grampa Luman maybe we have his house lit up too! Thank Jesus for us always we never forget Him!

Feliz año nuevo mamita chula! El primer año sin tu presencia. Pero se que  vamos estar bien! Luv you mucho mucho

I love you my beautiful Gramma. It's New Year's Eve and it's so strange to know we are bringing in a new year without you;-( our tradition to count down the last seconds of the old to bring in the new and to give you a big hug and kiss and to tell you I love you Gramma y ya se cavo otro ano Gramma and empesamos otro, it just doesn't feel right without you! I know it takes getting used to but it is so hard. I remember you used to say no mas el que carga el moral sabe lo que esta adentro. I had all my life literally all my life with you by my side, only about five years  total of my life physically away from you and all the rest either I lived with you or you with me and it's hard not to miss you. It's hard not to feel an emptiness a big emptiness . A void I can't explain. I am glad I have great support from people that understand my pain. It's normal and only time will help the hurt go away, not the emptiness because the space where you belong no one can fill or would I want it filled because no one can love me and my family like you. Thank you for everything and stay close with us . Tell Diosito I love Him and again thanks for all the blessings. I tell Him ever day  but you tell him for us too! To all our family there Welito, Papi mes tios, Jerry and Danny we love them and hugs and kisses. Gramma did I tell you I found where your son and sister are. I will soon put markers so we know where they are exactly  anyway my chula Gramma I love you. I bet your new year is amazing.

Hi granmma I love you a lot and miss you a lot .words can't explain how much I miss you I LOVE YOU GRAMMA

I love you my beautiful Mommita! Como tu no va haber otra persona! Tu amor por nosotros es verda no es puerro papel como in veces decías  de otros! Pure and true is your love for as as is our love for you! Love is not suppose to be hateful because that's total opposite of love. If we are to be like God we should show love unconditional. Words can be hateful and hurtful and once said can't be taken back. God said to treat others as we want to treated. If we can't say something nice we shouldn't say anything at all. People talk about you always no matter what good or bad we won't please everyone and I also know we are human not perfect so we all make mistakes it's what we do with the mistakes and learn and grow as a person.Gramma tu eres the person that taught us to be close to each other to love, to look out , to encourage, to support and to build each other up not to knock each other down. I am truly blessed to have had you and still have you not physically but in my heart and in my memory no one can take away all that! God had His plan it's not anyone's fault you raised me and helped me with not only my kids but my grand kids too. Thank you for every thing, there cannot be a day that goes by that I shouldn't be thankful to God for all my blessings and the biggest one is the blessing of you Gramma, Mommita Chula, Ama! To you I will always be grateful for all you did for me and all my family! I could never express all my gratitude! You are awesome Mommita!

Hola mamita linda. . Un año tan dificil. Pero se que dios no nos deja pasar por mal tiempo sin tener razon. Ahber que nos tiene listo para 2014.  Pero claro que no dejo de extranar te

Good morning gramma! Well today is the last Sunday of the year! Wow cómo se pasa el tiempo! Mi Chula Gramma te quiero mucho mucho mucho!

Merry Christmas  mamita linda! Muy trieste sin tu presencia. Pero estas en nuestros corazones

Hola Gramma, it's our first Christmas Eve without you I am missing you so much! Don't worry I am fine I just feel sad because well you know gramma commo son las cosas! I love you and Rudy got a little on to me because next year we have to dress up the houses all out because I didn't this year! Rudy said you wouldn't like that we didn't go all out this year but forgive me but we will next year just for you! You would watch as I decorated all three house yours ours and Grampa luman and that's why Rudy said you would be sad that I didn't give it my all. But remember the weather made me icky too , anyway Gramma it's your first Christmas with Jesus who gave the ultimate sacrafice for us all! I bet it's unbelievably awesome to be with Him! Hugs love kisses And merry Christmas Mommita!

Well gramma I finally put up more lights! The weather and feeling blue kept me from putting them up. I still want to put more up but I have to see what the weather does between now and Monday! I love you Gramma! I miss you so much! I wish you would visit me in my dreams and that I could talk to you in my dreams so I can tell you I love you, hug and kiss you! Just a few days til Christmas and a few days left til another year gone by! End of March will be one year since you left the house and time just goes by but it seems like forever since you left and at the same time it seems like just a few days ago since I was with you in the hospital! Keep asking God for favor Mommitas! Stay our guardian Gramma! Tell everyone we love them! Tell God thanks for everything all those blessing He continues to pour out on us!

Gramma my Sam tu Gatita was very sad today because one of her dogs got run over today. He was Pintas nephew I believe we got him from Martha a little while after you left us. Gramma I can understand your sadness about the loss of your loved ones. How sad you were and how hurt you were I now understand. I can't still believe hour not here with us. What a Christmas without you . I love you Grammitas! I miss you and look for you all the time. Grampa Luman watches Jesse and Vanessa if I am not home.

Grandma seven months ago today you left us we miss you so much we love you nothing will ever be the same in our lives without you but will never ever forget you, never you hold a big piece of our hearts and your forever engraved in out hearts and Minds love you grandma very much I wish I could hear your voice I wish I could give you a hug and kiss and tell you that I love you and to hear you say I know but I know you know we love you and I love you forever!

Hola mamita Chula. . Como es tan dificil estar sin ti mas en estos tiempo de fectejo.el amor que nos diste los viendisiones como lo extraño. I luv u mamita mucho mucho mucho.  Well otro tattoo me voy a poner. Como pasa el tiempo. I wish we could still have u here. Pero i know u were tired!  Well ya estoy en el trabajo .. muchos abrasos y besos..

Oh Mommita lo sis to que nunca te de tusks mariachis but I am here listening to them with you love you!

Gramma i am here at the cemetery I never thought I would be here visiting you I mean I know we all have to leave this earth but I just wasn't ever ready to leet you go I miss you so much I think of you every single day! It's not that I didn't love Papi or my tios but I has so many more years with you you were sick and in the hospital you always said you wanted to leave I. Your sleep not on a hospital I think that's what makes it harder to accept aye mom it's  hula I love you and I miss you so much. Muncho muncho muncho  mom it's!

My Chula grandma I love you grandma I'm wearing one of your shirts today I'm going to the MO Campbell to the senior gala where I would take you and Grampa Luman where you would sit with Mary, remember ? I miss you! At least I know you will be there with us anyway! Tell everyone I love them especially Diosito!

Gramma gramma levanta el telefon gramma gramma levanta el telefon! I member when I would call you on the house phone to check on you when I was working my beautiful grandma I love you so much grandma I miss you more than I can say you know Christmas is my favorite time of year to decorate the house I don't forget God I know that's the reason for Christmas but I used to enjoy so much decorating and you used to love to see the decorations. Funny how even the neighbors know I'm behind on my decorations and I've been doing them just really slow  actually it was Rick that said that I need to get on the ball .I made new stockings I made one for you too grandma if I wrote to u  every day we have a long conversation because like always I will tell you everything that goes on. You know, I stop and think I never realize you were my best friend not just my grandma. You're always there for me, you never left my side all my life I had you there for me grandma that's why it's so hard I don't have you to talk to anymore if I write to you every day people probably think that I'm crazy I'm not grandma I just hurt I miss you so much. No matter how hard we try to move one like a normal life, it's not the same without you I know we have to adjust we are trying, it is really hard not to miss you anyway my chula  grandma I love you  you are in my heart and my thoughts every single day tell everybody I love them hugs and kisses and tell God just keep me strong like he always has I know we will be alright or just like you tough

Hola mamita. Como te qeremos y extrañamos mucho. Ay mama ya se va acavar el año. Siempre te vamos a llevar en nestro corazon.

Gramma we love you so much! I know you are having the best thanksgiving ever! Another holiday another day of not having you and missing you so much! Hases tanta falta! We are ok but still missing you! We are working on making tu gata her 15 birthday party she picked a dress that I think you would love! Her pig is getting bigger! The girls were sick this week so Sammy hadn't gone to tend to Alexia, her pig , and funny because when sam went the pig was mad at Sammy  crazy how even the animals miss people they are used to! Sarah got a shot really two because she moved! Crazy girl! Nina had a spell of not feeling well either! Me having headaches and trying to keep from getting sick! Went to Rudy's mom for a little bit then came home! Tu  chulo mi hijo, Rudy didn't spend thanksgiving with us he felt bad but I told him it's ok not to worry because I know he loves us. He went to mark and hoglas family for thanksgiving its mRks birthday I told my mi hijo I wasn't upset because they wouldn't be with us! Any way chula gramma I love you and all my other treasures in heaven! Hugs kisses and all my love! Grateful to God for all the blessings!

Graammaa donee estas? Pos en la Gloria! Muncho muncho muncho te quiero! I miss you chula Mamasita! We all miss you and love you not the same I know it will never be but I we are still adjusting but it's hard. I love you hugs n kisses to all. Diosito is awesome

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Maria Virginia Ortega Villanueva Salinas

27 marzo, 1924 – 14 mayo, 2013

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