To my baby brother,
2 years ago today was the last day I got to feel your hand squeezing mine. A day of so many emotions. But ultimately the day the ruined me for the rest of my life.
I will always know and remember you to be a lot of things I am not.. that’s what makes me happy is to remember all these amazing things and times that we did spend together. 
I cry and laugh at many things because they were the best times and I know I won’t have no more with you.. I love you forever bub and that’s one thing that can never change
You’ll forever be with me in my heart!

To my baby brother, 
I remember each one of these days as if I was reliving it all over again.  Two years ago today I seen you there.. You fought the hardest battle brother but you did not loose.. You made it. I know you did, you told me. You know.. I still see you everywhere.. I can hear you voice and smell your smell.. sounds weird  but I can
Makes me miss you more than I can ever tell..I’m damaged to the core and will never repair. I know what you’d tell me.. but you should know what I’d tell you.. I just can’t stop missing my brother
I LOVE YOU BUB! I’ll never stop. My love for you will only grow for the rest of my life till I’m able to run threw the pearly gates and jump into your arms
Forever your big sis

2 years ago today life changed in the worst way.. I miss you so much…

Looking at this picture makes me smile,you have the silliest expression

To my handsome son, it will be 24 months you left me,I will never come to terms losing you,the pain is unbearable, I miss your smile,hugs,give me a kiss goodnight mom, then you would say give me another that was fake,I still feel your hugs,your voice I hear clear as day,time to time I hear Mom and I look around and don't see anything but know it's you son,you have given me and sisters signs,we know your with us,every day I talk to you,driving in the car by myself,touching your seat,I look to your passenger seat and know your there,I can't see you but know you are there.Life will never be the same,but trying to stay strong,that saying is right, when you lose someone you realize what true love is,I've allways loved you son but losing you is unbearable heartheart,tears that flow daily that burn,I love you more then I could of ever shown you,but one thing you know mamma loved you and I will forever son.I feel soo all alone son,you were my backbone,my strenght to push forward,I tell you I don't even comprehend how mamma does it but I'm carrying on with Michael and Mia.You helped raise them now I have to do this by myself, seems I'm walking in my own world now alone when I allways had you by my side thru good and bad.I know you know how I feel son because I talk to you.I love you my handsome boy,my Nico,my son.I will forever be proud of you and thank you for making me your mamma,still remember I gave birth to you and doctors said are you sure you want to tie your tubes,I said yes,well I replied,he's all I need,he will forever be my baby boy,thank you son,I will forever be blessed with the greatest gift ,the gift is you son.I bought you 2 dozens flowers and candles, I will pray tonight and tommorrow, I love you son forever and ever and I play your Rod Wave everyday for you,I do listen to the lyrics son ,I remember you said listen to the lyrics mom.......Love mamma

Hi Cousin, 

Another year without you here and I would give anything to change it. I hope you know how loved and missed you are. I know this isn’t the best picture (it’s blurry and we are messing around haha) but it shows how much you make me smile and laugh. This was one of my happiest days because I got to spend it with you. We went to go eat food at the Chinese buffet with your mom and I could barely breathe the whole way all the jokes you were making. You were making so many jokes and being goofy like always when I went home that day my face was sore from laughing so much. What I would I do for one more day like this with you. I remember the last time I saw you around your birthday driving away and you waiting outside until we were gone. Always so good to me and looking out for me when you saw me. If I could go back I’d turn around and give you the biggest hug and tell you how much I love you again. I told you before  I loved you but I would have taken so much more time if I knew that was the last one on this earth.  You told me all day how happy you were to see me. I hope you know how happy and excited I was to see you too. I know god got you and man is he lucky. I know you’re the funniest most kindhearted angel he’s got. You are the best big cousin and you always will be. Love you forever and always cousin. 

Love, 
Olivia

I miss you Nico I love you I remember being in classes with you you would just make me smile and calling you warmed my heart I miss you everyday i wish you were here so bad man

He was my Bestfriend I miss him everyday 💔

We miss you unbelievable, and words can never express how much we love you,we will play your rod wave,Lena made your cake and have spaghetti your favorite today,we know your with us with that beautiful smile,love mamma

Happy Birthday Bub💙💙💙
I love you so much brother always !

Can’t begin to tell you the countless times I’ve needed your hugs, your voice, silliness, and just you. Life is hard without you. I know you hear me when I talk to you but sometimes I’m a little more selfish and wanna see you standing right in front of me again…I love you so much Nico more than words could ever explain.. I hope that you know your big sister truly values everything about you! Times like today are especially hard and missing you like crazy, literally. I look for you all day in the beautiful sky. But I’ll always look for you in my rear view mirror ❤️ I love you bub always

Hey Cousin, 

Your birthdays coming up and I can’t believe how long it’s been. I hope you know how much I love you and I wish I got to introduce you to my son. 
They say your family in heaven get you hold the new babies in the family before we do and I hope that’s true. I’ll always be grateful for you. I’ll never forget you cousin and I’ll make sure my son knows who you are and how special you are. I’ll cherish every memory with you for the rest of my life. You always made me laugh and smile so hard. You did for everyone. Every moment with you felt like it was the best day of my life and that feeling carried even after weeks of seeing you. It’s still hard just going to the mall and smelling the food from DJs. Reminds me of my last day spent with you. I still can picture your big smile and how excited you were. You always were good to me and took care of me when I came Down to see you. I was always so excited to see you when we visited. What I would give to hear you laugh and be goofy again. It still just feels like it’s just been a long time since we’ve seen each other again. Going to AV I always used to think my cousins so close. It’s still the first thing I think when I get in the area. You’re always the first person to cross my mind and I think you always will be.  You’re the best cousin forever.  Love you forever and miss you always Cousin. 

Happy early Birthday Cousin! So proud of the man you became I always will be. My little big cousin. 💙

Every day is a struggle son without you here but I know God has you, I miss you soo much and love you with all my heart my handsome son,keep giving me and sisters signs,we know your with us,There's not a day that passes momma don't think of you, every day that passes is a day closer to you my son,we love you Nico,forever in my heart and soul

Bub, I miss you is an understatement.. I miss your life. One thing for sure is you brought so much light to a persons face and that was one of the best parts of you out of many many more. I’ll forever miss that and keep that in my heart. I’ll always look for you in my rear view mirror bub
I love you forever in this life and the next
We will always find our way back to eachother, always bub

Not a minute goes by son that I don't think of you, I really miss you Soo much, my handsome boy, mamma will always play your Rod Wave for you, I'll always  be torn, sending hugs and kisses to you every single day of my life, I love you my Nico, my silly boy.... Momma

I love you son,I'm soo empty without you,there's no words to describe my pain,you will allways be my baby,my Nico,mamma misses you,my heart is torn,I'll never be at peace until we are together again but 1 day son we will,see you later my son

Today is a year my beautiful  son passed away, this is still too unreal,a part of me has been taken,my child,my handsome boy,NICO. Mamma will allways carry you son,I mourn you every single day,life is not the same,soo empty,a shell,a void,words cannot explain how much I miss you son,one day we will be together,I know your in God's hands,at peace,I love you son with all my heart,you will be the first thing I look for when I take my last breath,until then son I will allways acknowledge  you,celebrate your  life, Life is soo unfair,you were entitled too many years,but you will forever be young,forever 23 yrs old,your free son,I'll never get over this of losing you,YOU will forever be my world,my everything, my son,my Nico,Fly son,fly high,your the most beautiful angel,I miss and love you son

My handsome boy,yep it's my Nico,my baby,I miss you soooo much,it's unbearable 

My handsome son,Every day this is unreal,I'm here son and allways will be,I'll be with you again I promise,I will carry you each and every day with me,I will never be the same,you are my every breath,my everything,I know you are at peace son but I'm not,I will forever fight for justice for you I promise,I love you my handsome boy my Nico forever💙💙💙

Our time on way to Santa Monica Beach a few months ago,best time ever son,your my son and my best friend,you will forever be a one of a kind,I miss you every minute,every hour and every day, Soo broken without you,I'm waiting for you son in my dreams,mom's here,you allways put that smile on my face,it's gone now,I'm Soo lost without you 😭😭😭😭😭

Nico and mom,I miss everything son,my happiness was taken when you were,why,why,why my baby,my son,fly son,fly high,I know your my guardian angel, you were allways there for me and now watching high above,rest my son,your free from this cruel world that took you from me,I will never stop fighting for justice,mom's promise 

Mia and Uncle Nico,he truly loved her Soo much,allways said no makeup,no boyfriends,no short dresses and go to college,he looked out for her,the best uncle in the world,I tell Mia you will ALLWAYS be with her and make you proud,I'll guide her for you son,we love you😞😞😞

OBITUARY

Nico Rene Guevara

15 July, 1999 – 11 October, 2022

Eternal Valley Memorial Park & Mortuary

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