I don’t know what to say honestly. It’s been 4 years now today. I wouldn’t say it got better, it just feels now that I have no one to call at nights or in the mornings. I still don’t really like talking to anyone about you because tears still come out so I like to make a quick talk about it and move on. I’m sitting in my car writing this with Bubbles. I’m happy that it’s spring break so I can mourn this week. Probably need to listen to BTS again since they got me through 2020 after you. I love you and I miss you everyday Bubs. <3

Wow, It's been 4 years. I can hardly believe it. Well Angel and Desi are coming along. Angel has a great job with DHl. Desiree is still working for HISD as a teacher's assistant. She's in her first year at the U of H for her bachelors in computer science. We miss you thats for sure. I woke up at 2am and couldn't go back to sleep, I guess because I know what today was. I know I'll see one day again.  We love you...

So, it's been three years and Desiree and I still miss you just as much. We went to visit and spent time with you. The day was beautiful and the wind was blowing. We laughed and cried of memories we thought of. She graduates this late summer, wish you could be there. A lot has changed with her, you would be so proud of the woman she is becoming. You know you will never be forgotten with us. We love you and miss you.  

It's been 3 years Dad. 3 years of painful heart everyday. I still miss you everyday and not a day goes by where I don't look at your picture. I miss you bubs. I love you bunches. ❤️ 

Fernando another year has passes and Desi and I miss you so much. We went to  visit you today and there is so much we want to tell you. Our daughter is turning 22 this year, can't believe it. She is so much like you, at times I have to stand back and take it in that your gone. I love you and miss you. 

So it's been a year Fernando with out you here. Desiree and I are here at your graveside now and remembering all the good times we had. I guess we never imagined that we would be visiting you for this sad day. I want you to know that we come all the time and will continue to come til we are joined with you in heaven. We love you and miss you so much. Oh how I wish you were here with us, but I know your not. I'm happt your resting now with no pain til we see you again. 

I remember this was the day of your 50th birthday and Mom, Alex and I took you to the Texas Roadhouse. I wish you were here for your 51st so I could be the one who pays for your day. I love you so much and it hurts that I can't tell you in person anymore. Dad, this feels like it still isn't real to Grandpa or me. I wish this is just a dream and that I would soon wake up and then you'll call me or I'll wake up with you and make breakfast but I guess it's not. I love you and miss you 

Dad, thank you so much for being the best dad I could ever ask for. I miss you like crazy bubs. I miss you calling my phone and bothering me every day. I realized now I should've cherish that more. I know Alex promised you to take good care of me in times like this, but I really want you. I'm gonna miss our movie nights, singing days. Our song that we wrote when I was little. Our talks about mom, grandpa and other people. I'm going to miss you coming into my streams and say "HEY BUBS". I still can't believe you're gone. You mean so so SO much to me. No one understood our father daughter relationship and no one can change that. It'll be with me forever and ever until I'm with you again. I love you so much bubbles. 

Fernando, I'm sad that I have to raise our daughter alone now. She and I will miss you, but we have great memories that will stay a life time with us. I now you are now in peace and no longer have to suffer. I'll be seeing you one day.

From Maria Rodriguez ( Ray 's mother)
My deepest condolences to your family. 
Rest in Jesus's arms. He was my son Ray best friend and a great friend.  
Blessing to all 

OBITUARY

Fernando Rodriguez Jr.

3 October, 1969 – 12 March, 2020

Forest Park Lawndale Funeral Home

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